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RoXaNnE ChOy

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I m very quiet when in new environment but i m the noisy 1 among my frenz. I love to crack jokes to lighten up ppl days with asmile. I m aso a gd listener when any1 nds. Dont b decieve by my 'obedient' looks, i can b very fierce. My temper comes fast and go fast. So beware! I m a super anime and games freak. Feel free to discuss wif me in this areas. Welcome all!!!

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RoXaNnE ChOywrote:
Awwww, cant help stressing.
Exams and thesis killing me. T_T
Kyu heartache aso cant help it.
Coz i aso very headache.
haha, unless he fast fast come back home and sayang me. =))
*nod nod* Minnie is so cute in tat pic. ^^
4 days ago
Isabella Angwrote:
Aiyooo.
Poor unnie, don't stress yourself out..! Later Kyu see already heart pain pain....
Then nobody can sayang him ehh...
Hee(:

I saw Jung Minnie!
WAHHHH.
The picture, so cute^^
4 days ago
RoXaNnE ChOywrote:
Isabella dear, the little kid is a boy.
no need to call dark cloud la.
see Minnie is so sweet to a little boy.
means he will become a very good dad.
for ur little unicorns, ponies and horsies. ^^
Nov. 16
Isabella Angwrote:
Unnie ah!
I want to scream.
Your 13 November post ):
Jung Minnie oppa kissed the lil kid!
Arghhhhh ><
I want to call for dark cloud. Hahahaha :P
Nov. 16
RoXaNnE ChOywrote:
yup, i saw tat news. awww, Kyujong is juz so cute.
bring his soft toy to the recording.
wanna see wat his doggie look like.
mayb i shd consider finding a similar one.
then we can hav couple doggies. wahaha.
Nov. 13
Kimberlywrote:
I laughed with Isabella unnie after reading that =D
Nov. 13
Kimberlywrote:
Roxanne Jie, read this! Your heart confirm melt! (L)
http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/2009/11/news-ss501-kim-kyujong-first-outing.html
Nov. 13
RoXaNnE ChOywrote:
go hungry?? dear arh, u din eat lunch??
no no no, shoo~~shoo~~find some healthy food to eat.
no more snacks for u.
Nov. 12
Kimberlywrote:
Roxannejie! You made me hungry :-O
Omo, somemore no potato chips at home le..
And seeing that that that 3 mouth-watering pictures... :(
this afternoon i'm gonna go hungry :-O
Nov. 12
RoXaNnE ChOywrote:
Okies Isabella.
i relink le. ^^
thanks for informing me.
Nov. 11
November 23

思绪

无知也并非是次等于所向.
有些事情,
不知情时更加逍遥舒坦。
知道后就形成内心的疙瘩,
挥之不去。
一个无言的秘密,
只能独自一人默默守着。
希望能早日释怀,
不再牢记于心。
毕竟太伤神了。
集中集中!!
不要再胡思乱想了。
大傻瓜!!
不要再因为一些自己无法控制的事情,
郁郁寡欢,
而耽误并影响考试,
还搞坏身体,食不下咽的。
但,说得容易,做得难啊。
放下,并非轻而易举。
心里的枷锁好沉,好沉。
November 22

Random: 21/11/09

Bro is finally back aft 2 weeks in army.
Waaa, the moment he came back.
So many things to talk abt lor.
i think he is too bored in camp le.
Our contents range quite wide wor.
From games to even cars and watches.
This whole sem i totally din touch any games lor.
Din even kno tat Final Fantasy 14 trailer is alr out le.
Cries, i waited for so long, FF 13 eng vers. still not out yet lor.
So many of my fav series RPG games are out alr.
Oh no, when i m gonna hav the time to conquer all of them??
i think next year after i grad then got the time ba.
I miss my gaming period so much.
How come i m missing out fr alot of my interests this sem.
Not only games, even my animes, mangas and dramas too. T_T
i think i m slowly losing the real me le.
 
Anyway, my bro wanna sell his Nintendo DS and PSP.
If anyone of u interested can let me kno ya.
Nintendo DS still got warranty.
Bro selling coz he wanna buy the latest version de. -_-lll
He realli hor, got a whole list of things he wanna buy lor.
Now he is eyeing for a new headphone and a Rolex watch. 
Salute to him for spending $$ bt wont get heartache de lor.
 
Okies, shall get back to my mugging.
Tml will be out fr aftnoon til night.
So tonight need to chiong as much as i can.
 
Finally another great news.
My boys won the 2009 MAMA OST award today.
The song that won such a big award is "Because i'm stupid".
One of the songs in Boys Over Flowers drama.
Realli happy tat they won this. ^^
实至名归 lor, as this is one of my fav song too.
It is sang by sub unit, Youngsaeng, Kyujong and Baby.
   
November 21

Random: 20/11/09

These few days keep raining lor.
i love raining weather ya.
Coz it is cooling plus i dun like hot sun.
But hor, such a nice weather makes ppl slpy ya.
Read a few notes and ended up falling aslp.
Not very healthy when my exams are juz a few days away.
Went out to buy lunch when the sun is still out.
Bt when i came back, heavy rain lor.
And i m all wet fr top to toes.
 
Due to mugging, i realli limit my online time.
Previously, i can online the whole day.
Now i can only come online at 10pm b4 i went to bed.
Super sad de, coz i feel so distanced from my boys lor.
Previously i know almost all the latest updates and news.
What they wear, wat they do. what they say etc.
Now i totally dun kno much lor, T_T.
Coz no time to go read those blogs and forums. Haiz.
Bt it is realli a blessing to kno lots of friendly ppl in the FC.
If got interesting news esp abt Kyujong they will msn me abt it.
Coz got Kyujong, and can cheer me up.
Thanks alot dears, all of u are so sweet. ^^
Even Belle unnie makes a Kyujong's wallie for me.
So he can cheer me on for exams whenever i on my com. ^^
 
When i came online tonight, a big big news awaited me.
Our boys won the award for this wk at Music Bank.
Though i din manage to stalk online to watch the live telecast.
Awwww, bt i m super happy and high lor.
Coz last wk they won, bt they were at Shanghai.
So din hav their acceptance speech and take the award personally.
Bt today, they were at the show and they won again.
2 weeks in a row!!! Super cool de!!!
 
When i saw Kyujong hold onto the trophy, tears started to fill my eyes.
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The way he bite his lips and his expression when he look at the trophy. T_T
Dun kno why i juz feel so touched, so touched tat my heart juz ached so much.
i dun kno how to describe his expressions, juz 尽在不言中.
It feel like he is holding on something realli previous.
One tat he had been searching for a long long time.
He is juz like an open bk, just like me.
Feelings will always be shown on our face w/o fail.
Coz we are similar, tat is why i m attracted to him more.
他内心的澎湃, 感激, 兴奋, 样样都传递到我的心窝里.
And Baby is juz so cute to rest his head on Kyujong's shoulder.
i aso want to do tat lor.
The height will be juz right for me. kekeke^^
 
Wahaha, he always got this habit to kiss his trophy. XD 
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Like wat i told Yufen, how i wish i m tat trophy. LOL XD *blush*
But compare to the trophy, i think alot of ppl wanna become Kim SuJung.
Wonder who she is??
She is a little child-actress.
Whom Hyunjoong kissed her twice during an award ceremony recently.
Once on her cheeks, and once on the lips. O_O
But the lips one is juz a beautiful mistake.
The little girl ask for a kiss from Hyunjoong.
So he kissed her on the cheeks.
Then the girl signal to him for another kiss.
Meaning the girl wanna kiss him on his cheeks.
But 4D Hyunjoong misread it and kiss on her lips. LOL.
i think mayb the little girl quite stunned lor.
How come suddenly this handsome gor gor kiss her on the lips??
Tat shd be her 1st kiss ba. LOL
Check out the vid at abt 1.00, where she ask for her 2 kisses.
Wahaha, wonder did she got scare due to the fans shouting below??
   
 
Back from the side track of Hyunjoong's kiss.
This is their perf today at Music Bank.
   
 
Here is the award ceremony.
   
LOL, Jungmin at 0.38 trying to kiss Youngsaeng by camera trick.
Notice someone standing behind Youngsaeng and Jungmin at 0.40??
Tat is Baby's little brother, Ki Bum.
Awww, 1.17 Kyujong hugs the trophy, the trophy is so lucky lor. LOL.
2.00 Youngsaeng too high le, trying to be cheeky while standing behind the hosts.
 
After the award ceremony, around dinner time.
Kyujong wrote a msg to all the fans while he is eating dinner.
He is so cute to say tat he will slp early tonight after he is done eating.
Haha, tat is so him lor, cant do w/o food.
He aso remind us to eat breakfast and dun get sick in the cold.
Awwww, we realli got telepathy la.
How he knos i din eat breakfast and got wet in the rain. LOL.
Ignore me lor, i m juz so crazy abt him.
Moments later, Baby aso left a msg for the fans too.
Realli very happy for them tat they got the award.
November 20

Random: 19/11/09

Some of my frens encourage me to email Prof.
See can postpone the 2 dateline for Nov ma.
At first i m abit scare la.
Coz he stated clearly that we must follow the datelines strictly.
Plus he will grade all those works.
So today check wif a few of my classmates who are under him for thesis.
They aso for the idea of postponing the dates.
Coz they are aso preparing for the exams.
So i just represent us and email Prof.
Hope tat he can be kind enough to postpone that 2 dates.
Keep my fingers cross and pray hard.
November 19

Random: 18/11/09

Life is just so stressful!!!!
i totally hav no idea on how i can survive thru all these.
Why my thesis datelines just hav to clash wif exams??
i think i can only complete everything if i got 三头六臂 lor.
Who can save me fr all these???
 
Kyujong's SETI ep 13 eng
  
credits reana29lim
All his expressions are so adorable. *in love*
Awww, he looks so cute when he covered the cloth over his head like a hood.
Plus putting his finger at his lips and 'shh'.
Looking scare when the girl threatened him wif a scissors.
Bt hor, they are wearing couples' rings. T_T *jealous*
November 18

晴天霹雳!!!

晴天霹雳!!!
I just read a major shocking email!!!
My prof gav me datelines for my thesis scheduals!!!
22nd Nov i need to submit 题目, 摘要 and 目录.
But i got an exam on 23rd Nov.
Then i shd do my thesis or study for my exams la???
Omg, omg, now i m so dead!!!!!
Ganjiong, ganjiong!!!!
26th Nov i got another exam.
Bt 28th Nov i need to hand in thesis de 第一章导论, abt 10 pages??
I m now so dead now, so dead!!!!
Stuck in the middle, dun kno wat to focus on now!!!!
Shit la, my heart is beating so fast now.
Wanna heart att le la!!!!
HOW HOW HOW???

Random: 17/11/09

Last night i saw the post to sign up for FC de 2nd official gathering.
To celebrate our 200days birthday.
But i did not sign up, as i m still thinking abt wanna go ma.
This morning received Wendy unnie de sms abt it.
So logged in to check the response.
Omg, alr 30+ ppl sign up le.
The limit is 40 ppl wor.
So ended up decided to sign up lor.
i think i will be very sad if i miss such an impt day de.
At night when i go check again.
Waaaa, 40 spots all filled up le.
Due to great response, CMs open up a few more slots.
Bt the extra 8 slots all filled up too.
This is realli amazing.
Luckily i got sign up in the morning.
If not i surely wont get a place de.
Plus some members will contribute food out of their own pocket.
Got pasta, donuts, puffs, cakes, beehoon etc lor.
They are realli so sweet and nice of them.
Cant wait for the day of the celebration.
 
Today is juz mugging, mugging and more mugging!!!
Plus a surprise in my letter box. ^^
Received the Asta magazine Nov edition tat i order, $19.50 plus postage.
This is the 1st time i m buying this brand de mag.
Although it is a korean mag, all the words are in korean.
After seeing the cover page, how to not buy??
Coz 5 handsome faces looking at me!!! *in love*
All of them look so good lor!!!
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It is totally worth it to buy wor.
Coz more than half of the mag is their pics, full page pics somemore.
Shall share a few tat i love very much. ^^
Shd hav guess right??
My beloved Kyujong will definately be in the list. LOL. XD
 
My hottie Kyujong~~~this angle looks abit like Hyunjoong wor.
His stare is strong, but still gentle.
Plus his slight smile. Awwww, so in love. ^^
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Kyujong looks like the boy-next-dr in this pic.
My sweetie pie~~~ 
If he change his vest+shirt into a normal tee shirt.
He will look like a very charming de uni student.
Tat is his 亲和力!!!
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Last bt not least, pretty Jungmin.
His mushroom hair styled in this manner very charming wor, i love it!!!
Plus his sparkling big eyes and perfect smile, totally attractive.  
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November 17

Random: 16/11/09

Last night or actually this morning 4.30am then went to slp.
10.30am woke up by my phone's vibration.
My prof called me and told me tat our grp project got something crop up.
晴天霹雳!!!
The cd rom tat we handed in.
Inside dun hav our ppt slides, contributions and evaluations.
Bt i tot we all burn everything inside le.
Okies, nvm, muz b some technical error la.
Bt the problem is, today 4pm, prof need to hand in to the office le.
Omg, so we hav to fast fast settle everything asap.
My heart almost stop beating lor.
Since i m staying near sch, so i went to get the cd.
As i will burn and hand it in.
Then Grace helped me to search for everyone's part.
It is abit tough since not everyone is at home wif the com infront of them.
Finally at 2.45pm, i manage to get everything done wif the help of my teammates.
Then i meet my prof 3pm at interchange near my hse.
He is so considerate, so tat i no nd to go all the way to sch.
Now i m feeling so angry at myself for SU-ing tat mod.
Coz i had put in so much effort and time into it.
And i think i can get a B+ or better grade lor.
Now i lost the chance to help pull up my GPA.
Heartache lor, 心寒, try not to think abt it le.
Since there is nothing i can do liao.
 
3.30pm then finally started mugging.
Haiz, my progress is damn slow la.
Only manage to come online at 10pm.
i think fr today onwards.
No more msn, and forum can only go read 1.
Realli nd to control myself.
If not i realli cant finish reading my whole stack of chim reading.
Not to forget a huge textbook too. T_T
 
Jungmin singing 周华健 de "朋友" during their Shanghai concert. 
  
credits ss501ufo
The 1st verse he sang in korean, since there is a korean version of the song.
After tat, he sang the whole song in chinese.
Above the vid only hav the chinese part.
He sang so well, with great pronouciation.
Language pro Jungmin not play play de.
He muz hav spend a lot of time and effort in perfecting the words.
Plus he even tok chinese to the fans.
If u dun kno he is korean, hearing him sing.
U will tot tat he is chinese lor.
 
Kyujong's SETI ep 12 eng
   
credits shirbogurl21
November 16

Random: 15/11/09

Begin my day wif my cloudie tour~~~
Waaaa, 2 of my tour members are 15mins early.
Thus i need to arrive at the meeting place earlier.
Cant let them wait for too long there ya. ^^
This time round, quite a no. of AK gang joined in the fanchant session.
AK gang mean "Animal Kingdom Fanfic Stalker Gang".
Judging fr the name, yup, we are associate wif animals and we stalk fanfics. LOL.
And i m one of the founders~~~awww, sounded so old!!!
Plus i m the oldest there!!! T_T
Off the big grp of 15 ppl match off to the bus lane.
Halfway, i saw the bus tat we r supposed to take wor.
So ended up all of us ran and gave chase.
Cool man, very seldom see a big grp of girls chasing aft a bus tog lor. LOL
 
At the function room, after signing up and settled down.
i started chatting away with some of the members.
Wooo, AK gang realli enthu and fun wor!!!
They sort of click in an instant and busy chatting away.
Then Pris called me over, wanna show me something.
Arhhhh, i just scream when i saw her lappie.  
It is a cake wif Kyujong's half naked pic on it.
Then they told me it is for Xiaoying's(1 of our FC's president) birthday surprise.
 
Next come the intro part.
This time rd, we need to say our ID, our name, and our fav member.
Here i m, the 1st one to intro. LOL XD
The moment i stood up and faced the rest.
My beloved AK gang cheered so loudly.
Awwww, thanks girls, i m so touched by all ur support.
When i tok abt my fav member...Kyujong...okies i m shy la. *blush*
This time around, i m shocked to see that there are quite a no. of Kyujong's fan.
Totally can fight wif the no. of Hyunjoong's fan today wor.
Wahaha, then they r saying tat i got more and more rivals popping up.
Haha, happy coz Kyujong got more and more fans.
Sad coz i need to share him wif more ppl.
After a round of introduction, i am able to name more than half of them.
Wahaha, blur blur brain aso can work quite well wor. kekeke.
 
Start of learning the fanchant, Warning and U R Man.
As i had learnt them the previous session, so i alr kno le.
Just need to refresh my memories.
Not again, during Warning part, Kyujong's turn ppl shout very soft.
Coz his part very hard to catch the correct timing.
Sob...sob...then i ask AK for help, muz help cheer for Kyujong.
After tat, they are totally amazing.
Kyujong's cheers became the loudest!!! YEH!!!
 
When Xiaoying arrived, she was asking who is Kyujong's fans.
Since Kyujong is aso her fav.
The moment i heard it, i cheekily rised up my hands.
Bt saw tat most ppl are busy watching the vids so din hear. -_-lll
i got "Kyujong" detector lor. LOL. Mega-power Kyujong detector.
 
Nxt comes the surprise for Xiaoying's birthday.
Suddenly they aired Kyujong's de SETI epi.
Xiaoying and everyone sit and watch.
Suddenly her name appear on the screen.
Awww, they are so sweet to edit the vid specially for her.
Then they blindfoled her and bring her to sit down by a table facing all of us.
While they get ready to line up the cupcakes in a heart shape. 
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Close up on Kyujong's face de cakes.  
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Aiya, i shd hav taken this piece.
Coz this pic is a bare chest one. LOL
The exact same pic tat is on my wall. kekeke.
 
This is the one tat i ate.
Oppx, i 'ate' Kyujong!!!
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For those who got Kyujong's face, we started taking pics of us eating him.
Omg, this sounds so wrong wor. XD
Awwww, then they started teasing tat Kyujong taste heavenly.
Then i cheekily said tat his chest cleavage is good too. LOL.
After tat is pizza hut lunch.
Thanks May unnie for the food. ^^
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While everyone was having lunch, watching vids and chatting.
Yufen msn Pris, so we saw the msn thru the projector.
Everyone starting screaming!!!
Coz there is news tat Jungmin fall down at the airport.
And Hyunjoong got scratched and hurt his leg.
Omg, my heart totally sank when i heard tat.
Bt the nxt moment, i keep thinking, wat abt Kyujong??
Is he alright?? Is he injured??
He is sick, so i dun want other things to happen to him.
 
Soon, time is up and some of the ppl had left.
Xiaoying and helpers stay back for the merchandise collection.
AK gang is aso abt to go home le.
i din leave wif them as i m staying back to help out.
Plus discuss our crochet project wif Ziqi and Chrystal.
Waaaa, crochet is realli tough wor.
Ziqi sort of show me the different style of crochet.
Hope i can still rem aft my exams.
So i can start doing le.
Worried worried.
Coz i m doing Kyujong's de.
i wanna to make it the best for him.
Haha, plus if it is successful.
i will be making another one for myself.
So tat we can hav couple bear. ^^
 
Omg, i m going to be blacklist on the forum le. LOL.
Today AK are chatting wif Xiaoying.
Then i think they said something abt Kyujong and link to me.
So Xiaoying tease me say wanna blacklist me, coz i m her rival. T_T
Xiaoying said tat nxt Sunday we will be having a meetup.
To celebrate FC 200 days anniversary.
Waaa, but i got a paper on monday wor.
So mayb i cant go le.
Oh no, if i din go, i will aso kanna blacklist. LOL.
Then Jacelyn said tat mayb i can use the wkdays to chiong 1st.
If can finished my mugging.
Then i can go join them for fun for a few hrs.
Yup, so i realli need to be a good girl and mug well for these few days.
 
After we packed up and left the place.
i din joined them for dinner at JP.
Coz i need to fetch my mum fr work and eat dinner tog.
Bt i went home 1st to put my stuffs.
Coz i bought back some remaining drinks, cups etc back.
Since i m living near ma, so will bring them down nxt meetup.
Then dad came back to drive me, to find mum and go shopping.
After tat went for dinner and go hospital visit my grandpa.
Previously my mum dun realli allow me to go to hospital.
Coz i got a weak constitution plus my 6th sense quite strong.
So i dun go to such places where i mayb will feel unwell.
While sitting at the waiting rm.
Bt mum told me to wait here wif my dad.
While she go into ICU to see grandpa.
Then my dad say bring me there bt dun let me see grandpa very weird.
Bt mum scare later i see le will scare.
And later dun dare to be alone at home.
Aft much consideration, i went in wif mum.
Bt i din mange to go very near.
Coz my mum told me tat pipes are plugging into grandpa's throat.
i totally cant stand to see such a sight.
So mum din let me go very near.
Plus i din manage to see grandpa's face.
Coz the nurse turn him to face another side.  
Hope grandpa can wake up soon.
Everyone is praying for him to pull thru this obstacle.
November 15

Random: 14/11/09

Today is a day tat i m doing the things i like best.
Gaining back the simple and sweet happiness that i love.  
This sem, suddenly i m busy wif alot of things.
So the time i spend wif my loved ones tend to become lesser.
Esp my parents and guardians.
Thus today is a very nice day for me to make up to them.
Although i slp at 3+am last night.
i made it a pt to wake up at 8.30am.
Coz i need to be up before my parents went to work.
Dad will drove mum to work and me to my guardian's hse.
Coz mum is rushing late le.
So she told dad to drive me straight to my guardian's hse and 'throw' me there.
And wanted me to find my own breakfast myself.
Bt then dad said he haven eat breakfast.
So i whined and wanted to eat breakfast wif them at the market near my mum's workplace.
YEH!!! They are no match for my demands!!!
I simply enjoy meals times with them.
As they always working 24/7.
So breakfast or dinner during wkends r our only time tog as a family.
And it had been quite a few mths since i last hav breakfast wif them.
But no doubt, the routine is still the same.
Mum will go order her food, and dad will order ours.
Mum will prefer me to sit down at the table.
Juz in case i too hungry and faint.
Haha, spoiled child here, naughty me.
 
After tat spend my whole day at my guardians' hse.
It has been quite some time since i spend quality time with them le.
Although last wk i got go, but only went for dinner celebration.
So din realli hav alot of time to talk and keep them company.
Normally every wk, i will spend at least 1 day with them de.
But recent mths, most of my wkends i had something on.
If not will be stuck at home rushing reports and work.
So din manage to visit them.
Thus today since i m free the whole day, decided to go visit them.
Although i forsake part of my mugging time to spend time wif them.
i find that it is totally worth it. XD
In front of my guardians, i m always a child who nv grew up.
Morning helped my female guardian settle her gaming problem.
After tat she show me a section which she dun understand why it didnt work.
While i sit there to see her show me, then it suddenly can work le.
My guardian was so shocked and happy.
Guardian: How come suddenly can?? i tried for wks aso cant.
Me: U know why?? Coz i m here ma. ^^
Wahaha, i can get realli mushy lor and she started laughing.
Guardian: If u come earlier, then i wont be stuck for so long. No one helped me.
The moment i heard tat, i felt so guilty. T_T
Coz i know that they misses my company, just like how i miss them.
Thus i spend most of the time chatting wif them the whole day.
Coz i m missing in action for too long.
Lots of things happened, so they updated me abt why she is so pissed.
I loved how the way they shared wif me their feelings and thoughts.
Coz i kno, to them, apart from their children and grandson, i m a very impt presence.
Tat is why they will tell an 'outsider' like me those personal things.
Even though i m not blood-related to them.
They treat me better than some of their family members.
Like my female guardian says, Roxanne is VIP. LOL.
So everytime i go visit them, they will prepare lots of things for me. ^^
They will cook all my fav food, buy my fav fruits etc.
Then my male guardian told me tat his neighbour aso miss me.
His neighbour got ask him, how come his tall tall daughter so long din come??
Daughter??? Shd b grand-daughter ba!! LOL. XD
 
i had a realli simple and happy day today.
Coz can see my guardians' smiles and laughers.
And of course, having breakfast and supper wif my parents. ^^
简单,就是我在寻找的幸福。
想一辈子成为他们永远长不大的孩子。
他们给予我的爱和关怀,不单单只是用眼去看。
而是可以用心灵去感应,这才是最真确的。
Omg, cant believe i am crying and blogging at the same time lor. T_T
Cant help it, since i m always so emotional.
 
Shall end off with something happy.
Today is my boys Shanghai Persona Concert.
Belle unnie updated me on the events during the concert.
It is realli fun, though i cant be there to join in the fun.
But still can feel the high-ness judging from the china fans description.
My most anticipated part is Jungmin's chinese song.
He sang the famous <朋友>, and ppl commented tat it is very accurate.
Awwww, cant wait for the fancam to be out, i wanna to be his 朋友.
Just hope that they take care of themselves, esp Kyujong.
Coz the weather is realli cold over there.
Dun want to see him getting more sick.
I will pray for ur health and fast recovery.
 
Though still worried abt Kyujong's health.
But just now saw a few screencaps and vids of them on variety shows.
At least my mood turn for the better le.
Omg, they are totally so funny and dorky.
Super cute de, keep teasing each other.
Cant stop laughing out loud lor.
Cant wait for the subs vids to be out.
November 14

Random: 13/11/09

Went to camp at LWN lib to sort out my notes.
But something happened that make me super sad de.
Which marks the start of my down down mood today.
Saw on the forum regarding the Shanghai press-con.
People were saying that Kyujong seems weird.
At first i tot is his behaviour very weird, mayb 4D like Hyunjoong.
Coz he pour the mineral water into a cup.
Bt he ended up drink fr the plastic bottle.
i tot they meant something funny like this.
So was thinking tat i shall watch the press-con vid when i reached home.
Ended up i realised tat "him acting weird" dun mean tat funny part.
More comments came up saying he is not his usual self.
The moment i saw those comments, i become very ganjiong liao.
i want to kno wat happened to my dear Kyujong!!!
Quickly watched the whole conference vid in the lib.
Aft i watched them, omg, something is realli wrong!!!
The atmosphere of the whole press-con was very down.
It seems something is weighing down in their mind.
Though Jungmin alr try to heighten up the mood wif Baby.
Displaying their Tom&Jerry actions.
But still, i can still feel the aura of the event is very off, very not right.
The moment i saw Kyujong intro himself.
My heart totally break into many pieces.
His expression was so sad and 无奈.
Throughout the whole interview, Kyujong was very not himself.
He did not smile and tok as much.
i know that he is a quiet guy.
Bt even if he usually dun tok much during interviews.
He will still sit there and giv his sweetest smile while listening.
Bt now, only can see his moody expressions.
i am so worried about him, which makes my mood bad too.
Then i went to find close up pics of their press-con.
Examining his expressions, makes my heart ache so much, so sad T_T
 
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Oh no, he looked so sian diao lor.  
His eyes were filled wif sorrowness.
Awwww, the moment i saw tis pic, stare at it for a few secs.
My eyes started welling up wif tears.
It realli hurts me alot seeing him like tat.
Esp when u compare the cute happy pics of him tat i blog abt yesterday. T_T
 
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His expression looked so sad.
He seems like wanna cry lor. T_T *pull my hair*
 
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Even though he smiled slightly, but it looked so forceful and weak.
Oh my dear, r u ok?? R u sick??
Where you dun feel well??
 
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See see, another forceful smile again.
For Kyujong, if he truly smiles fr his heart, his eyes will sparkled de.
Did u see the sparkle in his eye?? No!!! T_T
His eyes din even hav a strong focus to begin wif.
 
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He is trying to smile sweetly for the camera.
But if u look carefully, he is frowning.
Plus the whole expression is like a "bittergourd" face lor.
Kyujong ah, what happened??
R u in pain??
If u dun feel like smiling, dont try to force yourself.
Seeing you forcing urself like tat, hurts me even more. T_T
 
Not only during the press-con.
i saw china forum that at the airport he alr like tat de.
Some of them deduce that he could be sick.
Another possible reason could be he juz came down fr the plane.
So by having fear of height, still haven recover fr his plane ride.
Mayb he got scolded for making mistakes??
Or he is stressed and worried abt the concert tml??
Dun kno wat is the reason lor. i m getting desperate!!!
 
Addition note: I HATED THE MC!!!
HE IS SO RUDE!!!
Everyone will be responding to a qns individually.
After Kyujong spoke, is supposed to be Youngsaeng's turn.
Bt that damn MC ask Hyunjoong to giv his views.
Then Youngsaeng was so taken aback tat he dun dare to speak.
And Hyunjoong aso dun dare to ans the qns, coz dun want to hurt Youngsaeng.
Tat shitty MC, does he kno wat is manners???
How can he juz skip over Youngsaeng's turn right in front of everyone!!!!
Shd be fair and let everyone of them speak up ma!!!!
 
Meet wif Ziqi to get some materials.
Back home, the moment i online.
i received a great big news.
Tonight de Music Bank award.
SS501 won!!!!
But sadly, they cant collect the award personally since they r in Shanghai now.
However, the hosts did a live call out to them.
And i heard them shout and cheer aft hearing the good news over the phone.
Then Belle unnie told me tat someone comment tat SS501 is very special.
Coz today Friday the 13th is a bad day for everyone.
Bt it din affect them at all and they won the award!!!
Finally a good news to make me happy la.
Previously we lose by 42 pts.
Today we won by 3000 pts.
Salute to Korea TripleS de unitedness.
Ever since they kno tat the scores will not calculate the special edition cd sales.
A few different fans organisations actually come tog and collect funds.
And bought 5000 copies of the normal edition cd.
Dun kno wat is wrong wif the show la.
Special edition not album meh??
If they count tat in, we had alr won long ago le.
 
Then Yufen show me a long chinese subs msg written by Kyujong tonight.
Regarding the winning of the award.
Omg, i read it and juz started crying.
Partly coz i m still being very affected by the press-con la.
Plus i can totally feel his gratitute, his love and sincerity in the msg.
Not to forget he muz be practicing hard for the concert tml.
He still set some time aside and write a msg. Awwww. T_T
 
Tml is a outdoor concert for them.
Please bless them wif good weather and smooth performance.
i want to see their bright big smile!!!
November 13

Random: 12/11/09

Meet up wif Ziqi for lunch and hav a good chat.
I realli enjoy her company and share laugher tog.
Off we went to buy some items needed for the crochet robots.
Although we din manage to get every exact items.
Bt rules can be bend ma.
So we got other things to replace.
Then our creation will be special and 独一无二.
 
Just now i went to take a late bath.
Come back saw Belle unnie msn me.
She told me to stay calm as she got a big news to share wif me.
Just the thought of it made my heart thumped so fast.
She got Kyujong's life size poster!!!!
Rem i got mentioned that Chrystal unnie help me buy the Aloha photobk fr Taiwan.
Then i got Hyunjoong's life size poster.
Though i want Kyu's, but i am happy wif Hyunjoong's one.
This morning Belle unnie was telling me tat she gt order the book at Prologue.
Will be collecting it today.
She told me tat she hope to get Hyunjoong's, but aso ok wif got Jungmin's or Kyujong's.
Then i told her tat mine is Hyunjoong's.
And we started discussing, if Belle unnie can get Kyujong's one.
Then we can exchange.
We are juz discussing in the morning...the best outcome we hope for.
Bt amazingly, it realli happen in reality.
Awwwww, Belle unnie is so cute when she told me her exp on opening the poster.
She saw the hair and tot can be Hyunjoong.
Until she saw the eyes, cfm it is Kyujong.
Then she quickly on her lappie and share the news wif me immediately.
YEH!!!! We can exchange with each other the nxt time we meet up.
So high now, cant wait ti get hold of Kyujong. ^^
Thanks lady luck for smiling at me. =))
 
Today my boys reach Shanghai for their concert tis sat.
Hope they can put up a great and smooth performance.
Jungmin will be going to sing another chinese song.
This is his 2nd attempt on chinese song, Taiwan is 甜蜜蜜.
Fr some sources, Shanghai de most slightly will be 朋友.
As long as it is sang by Jungmin, i m sure it will be great.
They just had a press-conference, wearing white like Prince Charming.
 
Anyway, i realli love to see pics of them off stage.
Today juz come across them taking pic wif a child-star backstage.
Wearing shorts and casual clothes... love the way they are.
Credits to SS601.com by 청정아이돌 + Liezle's blog
 
Youngsaeng + kid = elder bro + little bro 
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Baby + kid = Young father + kid (coz Baby's smile look so serious) 
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Kyujong + kid = Kyujong is cuter than the kid (my fav pic) 
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Hyunjoong + kid = Vampire +  kid
Coz Hyunjoong's hair remind me of Edward from Twilight
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Kid + Jungmin + Kyujong  
Jungmin as usual, very good with kids.
Jungmin and Kyujong look so good.
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Girl + kid + Jungmin  + Kyujong.
Awww, so envious the kid, got a kiss fr Jungmin.
In love with Kyujong's expression,
So cute and adorable~~~ 
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November 12

Random: 11/11/09

YEH!!! Finally my final presenation is over le!!!
All my sch work i manage to complete on time!!!
Think human has a strong power for survival.
Judging from the tonnes of work tat i nd to do.
Even though i tot i cant survive through this sem.
Bt amazingly i manage to stay alive. Cheers!!!
Very happy to kno tat our presentation today is great!!!
From prof's comment, i think we are the best grp lor.
Juz tat she suggest tat if we quote more eg. to the theory will make it better.
Finally everything finished and done well i shd b happy right??
But no no no, coz it means that i need to start on my exams le.
Today aft clz spend me day in the lib.
Printing notes that i lacked.
Waaaa, spend abt $10 just for printing lor.
Imagine how thick the stack of notes is. O_O
Somemore is adding on to the huge stack tat i alr hav.
Now only left 4 novels haven go find the book and photocopy.
Die la, die la, how to finish reading all that!!!??
 
Today is 11th of Nov, Pepero Day in Korea!!!
It is something like Valentine's Day, but the present will be pepero.
U muz be thinking, pepero only ma, nothing special ma.
See below, and u will kno tat their pepero is so much better than ours.
So cute and sweet~~~me got soft spot for these kinds of things.
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Kyujong's SETI ep 11 eng
  
credits reena29lim
Finally the girl understand tat she is ill-treating Kyujong.
At least she got him his fav book.
But hor, later go back to her demanding way.
Kyujong wanna eat ramyeon, she want to eat buckwheat noodle.
Awww, he is so sweet to help her blow her noodles cool.
November 10

Random: 10/11/09

Marketing presentation meeting.
Yes!!! Tml is my final presentation.
My last work for this sem.
Time just passes so fast.
It juz felt that yesterday i just started school only.
Haiz, exams are coming nxt.
Time to feel stress again.
Although i only got 2 papers, and both are open-book.
i realli need to concentrate and stop slacking.
Coz these 2 mods are tough. T_T
Exams date: 23rd nov and 26th nov.
Not much time left le.
Pls giv me the mood to mug.
 
Fanchant meetup this sunday.
Gonna be busy wif my "cloudie tour service".
Hope everything runs smoothly.

Random: 09/11/09

Went to Cathy's ASTON for lunch with Ziqi.
Tis is the shop tat my bro say it is cheap and good.
I love it, very my taste. ^^
Plus they hav realli good service.
More plus pts given coz i m a service-orientated person.
Then we went to Spotlight to buy the wool and hooks.
And back to JP to spot for other minor things.
Hope our attempt will be successful. Pray hard.
 
i suddenly hav the urge to buy more clothes.
Esp when i saw those simple and sweet de tops.
Oppx, this is getting realli unhealthy le.
 
Shit, today i m too busy le.
Tat i totally forget tat it is my male guardian de birthday.
Din manage to call or sms him to wish him happy birthday.
He muz hav been so sad. T_T
Coz there was one year when i aso forget to call or sms him.
Then when i visited them a few days later.
My female guardian told me tat he had been waiting for my call the whole day.
So last year to make it up for him.
i voice recorded a birthday song sang by me to him.
Bt sadly tis yr i totally forget.
Tml shall call him.
Please dun be sad k.
It is my fault. T_T
 
Kyujong's SETI ep 10 eng subs 
  
credits shirbogurl21
November 08

Random: 08/11/09

Cant slp well for 2 nights le.
Making me kinda frustrated and super tired lor.
So ended up wake up at abt 9+am to watch boys telecast show again.
Bro kinda lazy so din want to go buy breakfast.
So i had to go out and buy for both of us lor.
Eat liao hav to go meet Ziqi le.
We head down to Orchard Kino to look at a crochet book.
Which teaches how to use wool to knit a robot.
Coz we tot of making them for our boys.
The designs are realli cute.
Below is 1 of the design~~got many others too. 
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Cute right? Cute right??
Aww, i got soft spot for those cute and sweet things.
So we decided to giv it a try and bought the book.
But i dun kno how to crochet.
So realli nd to find ppl to teach or self-learn liao.
Spend a great money today too.
Crochet book(my share) plus 3 magazines, abt $33 lor. >_<
i seems to become quite a big spender recently wor. T_T
Where has the thrifty Roxanne gone to??
 
Then we head down to Causeway Point to collect our album that we order.
On the train, bump into Crystal, so we head down tog.
YEH!!!! My Rebirth album is finally in my hands le!!!! XD
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Then the 3 of us went to eat at Burger King.
Ziqi rushing for Korean clz later, so we left 1st.
Then dropped by JP to take a look at the wool.
Hav a shock of my life. O_O
1 ball of wool, cheapest is $19.90!!!!
Waaa, u all kno where got sell cheaper de let me kno too.
Anyone of us kno how to knit a beanie, inform me too wor.
Tired and shagged at home, bad headache and neckache.

Random: 07/11/09

Meet up wif Caiyan, Jessica, Madmad and Wenjie at Bugis.
Went to shop for Xihui's present, which we decided to be a bag.
Then we choose a Charles and Keith de black handheld bag for her.
When we are abt to foot the bill.
i saw a bag tat i like.
This type of colour and pattern de bag i dun hav.
Plus it is very 难得 i can find something i like.
So very tempted to buy, bt it is $53++.
Luckily, UOB card owner can hav 20% discount.
Aft much consideration, decided to buy.
Thanks Jessica for helping me with the discount.
Bt kinda worried tat i spend alot of money.
Coz i very broke recently. Haiz. T_T
Bt like Xiaojun say, sometimes can 宠宠自己.
So the bag is now living in my rm. ^^
And i m glad tat i bought it.
Coz i like it very much.
Plus my current bag abit torn le.
So ya, juz in time for a change. ^^
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After shopping for the bag, we went to Burlington Square de korean supermart.
Wenjie wanted to buy chilli powder for making kimchi.
Arhhh, tempted again, Hyunjoong de DK drink.
No no no, cannot buy, muz save $.
Mayb i shd consider working lor.
Kinda desperate le. T_T
Why until now my bursary cheque haven arrived!!!!
After we went to buy cake.
Then the rest of us went to Ajisen 1st.
While Jessica went to meet Xihui.
We are giving her a surprise.
Coz she tot is a shopping trip wif Jessica only.
Din kno tat all of us will be here. LOL.
So when Xihui arrive, we act like it is a coincidence that we bump into each other.
Wahaha, hope we did manager to surprise u wor. ^^
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i did realli eat raman during lunch.
Only ate 4 pieces of chicken, and 2 white fish 'donated' by Jessica and Caiyan.
Wahaha, coz now is 2pm, and i got a dinner date at 5pm.
So cant eat very full, if not later my dinner no nd to eat liao.
Bt i realli enjoyed my times with the girls.
Though we can realli meet up very often.
Bt it is nice to hav meal, chill and catch up.
Got time will try to meet up more k. =))
Happy birthday Xihui.
Hope u like the present and our surprise from us.
We love u very much. =))
 
Ps: Pics are up in photo album~~enjoy^^
 
After tat we went to shop around.
Then at Esprite, i saw a hoodie which i like very much.
i wanted to buy a hoodie for quite some time le.
Coz my boys they like to wear hoodie.
And i find tat wearing hoodie looks very cute, casual and young.
Bt dun kno where got sell nice looking ones and dun too x de.
At Esprite, among 4 colours, i like the reddish pink one.
Coz the colour is very similar to wat Kyujong wore in his drama.
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Awww, i m so tempted to buy lor.
But it cost $60!!!!
Arhhh, i alr bought a bag le.
Should i buy it??? *pulls my hair*
Shall not buy it on an impluse.
Think hav to slowly consider 1st.
If not i will realli b broke liao. T_T 
 
Then i bid the rest goodbye coz i need to rush to my guardian's hse for dinner.
Today is celebrate my male guardian and my god-sis de birthday.
So guardian whipped up my fav chilli crab and steamboat.
Wooohoooo~~~coz i m VIP ma.
Bt i feel very bad to them.
Coz normally i will visit them at least once per wk.
Spend the whole day at the hse.
Tok and chitchat wif them.
Make them laugh, make them share with me their happenings.
Bt recently too busy le.
So very long nv go their hse le, like 1 mth.
i even 撒娇 to my guardian lor.
Ask her if she got miss me ma, coz so long nv see me.
Then she said got, miss me alot. ^^
Awwww, i love them so much.
They are the very impt people in my life. 
 
By the time i reach home.
I m realli dead tired.
Dun kno why these few days i felt so tired.
My body is aching and even watching my boys de vid i aso feel so tired.
Wanted to watch online telecast for 2 of my boys' show.
Bt sadly, the 1st one my com totally cant see. T_T
Bt Belle unnie is so nice of her to giv me live updates on wat is happening.
Manage to watch the 2nd show.
Awwww, they are juz so cute~~~
Getting realli high, bt....i m tired.
So tried to slp early and cant slp!!!!
Wat m i going to do???
November 07

Random: 06/11/09

Today is a horrible bad bad day for me!!!
Ever since the moment i woke up.
Did i slp in the 1st place?? NO!!!
Last night aft i edited my whole NIE essay.
Tried to slp early at 1+am, coz today got morning lect.
Bt sadly, i juz cant get to slp!!!
i keep flipping here and there, totally cant slp at all.
Mayb i m too stressed, mayb i m worried, i dun kno.
 
Went to forum to check for annoucement b4 i went to sch.
Some issues happened to Youngsaeng's birthday present.
So we need to redo. T_T
The past designs tat we made, only those nicer ones will be choose to include in the new present.
Hope my one is nice enough to be choosen.
Coz i realli spend alot of time planning the design and doing it.
The dateline is sat aftnoon, so i need to do it by tonight.
Coz sat i will be out the whole day.
 
Then got a call fr my prof.
Telling me tat b4 i submit my essay.
Need to scan using the plagiarism software.
If too much plagiarise then muz edit.
Omg, more things to do!!!
Cant afford to edit now, coz i need to rush for clz le.
 
Then my guardian sms me.
Saying tat she is cooking steamboat for my god-sis and male guardian de birthday.
T_T i din kno that there will be a combine celebration.
Coz i alr hav a date wif my frens le.
Bt i dun want to disappoint my guardian.
So hav to ask my frens, see can change to lunch date ma.
Coz i m someone who realli dun like to do be inform last min abt scheuduals.
Bt now, i m the one who ask to change last min.
Super angry and pissed at myself.
Guilty tat i hav to trouble my frens.
 
Everything all happened in one day.
i m totally in a super bad mood.
Even during lect, i m watching a comedy "Just Follow Law".
Bt most part of the show i totally 笑不出来.
i juz sit there, stone and think abt everything that happened.
And tears juz flooded my eyes.
Prof got invite 1 of the director fr J-team to hav a sharing session wif us.
Not bad wor, i m still in the mood to share 2-3 qns.
Finally aft clz went to edit and submit my essay in time le.
Rush to JP to hav my super late lunch at 4+pm.
Then shop for things for my god-sis and male guardian birthday.
My arms are abt to break lor, now still aching.
Carry my heavy textbook and file in 1 hand.
The other hand carry all those things i bought.
At home settle down le, need to start doing Youngsaeng de design.
Bt need to take pics.
So 为了他, me being 1 who dun like to take pic.
i actually went to dress in 2 set of clothes.
And design 3 scenes for photoshoot.
Took abt 60+ pics of myself in 1 hr lor.
Then comes down to the choosing of photo and designing.
i came up wif a grp design which i include other members de pic and my solo pic.
The present theme is "Love Like This", coz tis is their main song for the Rebirth album.
 
Our grp pic~~ L. O. V. E 
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Wonder why i m doing the 'O'??
Very obvious lor, coz my Kyujong is the one doing the 'O'. ^^
Finished with this design alr 9pm le.
And i still haven had my dinner yet. T_T
See, tat is why i say today is my horrible day.
 
i always got 1 major problem.
1 design i can oli hav 1 idea.
So aft tat when i do my own individual pic design.
i totally cant think of another idea le.
So everything is the same, juz the words differs.
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Finally i m done with the designs.
Hope Youngsaeng will be happy receiving them. =))
Okies, nd to go measure my tee shirt size le.
Coz i nd to order my FC club tee.
Cant wait to get the tee and take pics wif my fellow frens. ^^
 
Haiz, grandpa de condition not very good.
Doc say he is now in a coma.
And still not very stable yet.
Grandma keep crying and din slp the whole night.
Mum everyday aft work went to hospital to accompany grandpa.
Haiz, i aso dun kno wat can i do.
i can oli pray for his recovery soon.
November 06

Random: 05/11/09

A few days ago.
Meixuan told us tat she saw on FB tat today is Lavanya's birthday.
So we decided to surprise her wif a cake during our clz.
Thus this morning i went out early to JP to shop for cake.
Dun realli kno wat to buy.
So ended up bought my fav strawberry shortcake. 
Also help Meixuan to choose a slice of black forest for her frens birthday.
 
B4 the start of clz, my prof wanted to tok to me personally.
i was right, it was regarding my essay.
Then he told me tat i need to brush up on my eng.
Coz my mistake in grammar will hinder my prospects.
He said tat i got the drive, gd char and right attitude to hav a great future.
Bt my poor grammars might spoil all these.
He is so cute, he scare tat he will hurt me wif his words.
And he explain to me tat he is not criticising me.
Bt hope tat i can improve and become better.
Ok la, i m not realli sad or hurt by it.
Coz i fr young know tat grammar is my weak pt.
So pointing it out to my in the face wont hurt me de.
And i kno tat he is showing me care and concern for my future and well-being.
Dr Teo is realli a nice and sweet guy.
If i go to NIE to study in future.
i wanted to be his student again.
Oh dear, blogging abt tis now make me want to cry le.
Coz today is my last lesson wif him.
Bt i m glad that i could be his student, although it is just 3 mths.
 
Back to happier things, if nt i will cry myself to slp later. T_T
Good thing abt NIE class is there will be a 20mins break.
So during tat break, we celebrated Lavanya's and Joan's(last wed) birthday tog.
Cant rem is Eugene or Meixuan gav up her slice of cake to Dr.Teo.
So both of them ended up sharing 1 slice.
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Lavanya and Joan
 
Aft clz, we took our grp photo~~~
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Back row: Eugene and Rox
Front row: Lavanya, Xiaojun, Meixuan, Joan, Grace, Denise
 
Lastly, is our comical grp pic~~
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Back row: Eugene, Rox, Grace
Front row: Lavanya, Xiaojun, Meixuna, Joan, Denise
 
It is realli sad tat this lesson is coming to an end.
Coz i totally enjoyed myself working wif all of them.
They are great frens, helpful, friendly, cute, adorable, funny etc.
We are discussing mayb we shd meet up during the hols.
i realli hope tat our friendship bond will not end with the end of this module.
It is my pleasure working with all of u.
Hope u all aso enjoy as much as i do.
All the best in future. =))
 
After clz went back home to redo my essay.
Haiz, tml i need to hand in lor.
Tml i can get to see Dr.Teo again. ^^
Hope he wont vomit blood when he read ny work.
 
Received a call fr my mum in sch.
She said my grandpa is in the hospital.
Today he is schedual to hav a cataract opperation.
Everything is smooth and successful.
Bt suddenly, his heart became weak and lose consciousness.
My mum is super worried and scared.
She is alone in the shop.
As my uncles some went to the hospital, some went to pray.
So i ask her to call my aunt to go accompany her.
At night, my dad drove mum to see grandpa.
She said everything stable le, bt still haven wake up yet.
Pray hard, hope grandpa recover soon and be well fast.
 
Ps: Pics are up in album.

Random: 04/11/09

Pon marketing tut and my cca meeting.
Stuck in home the whole day to chiong report.
i think tis few days i keep whinning abt my report lor.
Bt it is realli stressing me out.
 
Then Rachael sms saying tat nxt wk we still nd to present our tut qns.
Stunned, i totally forgot abt tat.
1 more datelines added. T_T
When are all the works gonna finished?? 
Coz my FYP is dead....no progress at all for 1 mth le.
Plus, exams are coming liao.
i realli nd to finish all my datelines then can focus on FYP and exams leh.
 
Received a news tat my Rebirth album arrived le.
i can choose to collect tis coming sun or nxt sun.
At 1st, i intend to collect nxt sun de.
Coz tat day gt fanchant meetup.
So i can fanchant and collect album in 1 day.
Save time ma, coz nxt wk de venue is near my hse too.
Bt i m aso anxious to collect tis sun too.
So i can own the cd earlier, bt at woodlands lor.
i super indecisive la.
Bt while msn-ing with Dalbit.
i totally made up my mind in an instant.
And decided to go collect tis wk.
All becoz of my dear Kyujong.
Dalbit aso love Kyujong alot.
And wanna fast fast see the freebies inside.
Then i got tempted and wanted to fly there to collect right away. LOL.
 
i got a few plots of ideas for fanfic.
Bt din hav time to write, or scare my story too boring, or eng not gd.
Today suddenly got the urge to write.
So i wrote 1 of the shorter and simpler plot de fanfic.
And i posted on the forum le.
Hope it is not too boring la.
 
Late in the night, i wanted to print out my notes for my NIE portfolio.
Ended up my printer went dead.
i think it is realli dead liao. T_T
November 03

Random: 03/11/09

i muz hav been so sick of chionging work recently.
Amazingly today i spend my whole day slacking to the max.
Wake up started watching my boys de DVD.
After tat online and slack as much as i can.
Bt somehow i feel physically tired.
Think i spend too much time seated in front of my com.
So mentally and physically exhausted.
 
Haiz, pls pls dun call my hse no. in the morning la. T_T
i last night 3am then slp.
Then today morning 8am got woke up by a phone call.
Think nxt time b4 i slp, i shd hang up the phone.
So tat i wont be disturb.
Or i shd consider buying earplugs.
 
My dear Kyujong SETI ep 9 eng sub
   
credits shirbogurl21
 
Today got datelines for my evaluation haven do yet.
Okies, need to go chiong my reports le.

Youngsaeng's 23rd(Korea24) birthday

3rd of Nov~~
Otter Prince Youngsaeng Oppa~~
Saengil chukha hamnida!!!
Happy 23rd birthday!!! (in korean age is 24)
Wish u great health, great career and great happiness.
Hope u find a gf soon. LOL
As we all kno tat is 1 of ur wishes. kekeke.
i will be looking forward to the day when i can see all of u.
And hearing ur beautiful voice live. ^^
 
i realised tat i very seldom blog abt Youngsaeng wor.
Sry sry, guilty guilty. T_T
So tis entry is written specially for his birthday and he is the main lead.
i got to say, ever since their Rebirth album is out.
i m very attracted to Youngsaeng wor.
Mayb coz i love his current hair. ^^
And he is realli gd at making attractive expressions in their new songs.
 
Cute and adorable~~
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Sexy and manly!!! 
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2 days ago, at the stamping fanmeeting.
Youngsaeng celebrated his birthday wif his brothers and fans.
Gonna share wif u all the funny and dorkness that filled the air.
 
Their group photo~~~notice Hyunjoong wif his double party hats?? LOL. Dorkyness!!!
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Jungmin, Hyunjoong, Youngsaeng, Baby, Kyujong
Cheeky Jungmin took off his hat and wear it on Hyunjoong's head.
Tat is why Hyunjoong got that weird cones on both side of his ear.
Bt can see tat he actually totally love it lor. LOL XD
 
Youngsaeng cake cutting ceremony??
Nop nop, he is stabbing his cake!!!
Trying to murder his cakes!!!
Youngsaeng looks so good in the vid. Charming!!! ^^
  
credits irenelim005
 
Actually, Youngsaeng said b4 he is envious of Hyunjoong.
As Hyunjoong celebrated his birthday with the fans.
Finally, now Youngsaeng manage to get his wish fulfill too.  
Climax of the show is Hyunjoong's birthday wishes to Youngsaeng.
Although they are very close, bt still is the awkward couple lor.
Hyunjoong say the wishes, bt did not dare to look at Youngsaeng.
So shy and embrassessed. LOL.
The 3 youngest one are trying to pair them up.
See Jungmin turn Hyunjoong to face Youngsaeng.
Baby push Youngsaeng towards Hyunjoong.
Baby and Kyujong doing the matchmake to put both their hands tog.
  
credits hurmutube
 
A clearer pic of the matchmake.  
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Bottom left hand is Baby's.
Middle 2 hands are Hyunjoong's and Youngsaeng's.
Far right de hand is Kyujong's.
 
Birthday Prince pics spread~~
Omo, he looks so cute ^^
Dun u think he realli looks like an otter??
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Omg, so wanna poke his chubby cheeks. So adorable ^^
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High voltage dimples att!!!
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He looks so happy and enjoying himself. =))
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Actually certain angles, he does look like JJ Lin.
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Credits as tagged

Random: 02/11/09

Haiz, spend the whole day chionging my NIE 2000-2500 words essay.
It is super hard for me. T_T
Coz i very long nv write essay in eng le.
Somemore muz write in those proper thesis format.
Stuck on my com for 14 hrs straight lor.
Finally manage to finish my 1st draft at 3am.
Gonna see wat my prof will say.
Then see only need to edit or redo it. T_T
Keep my fingers cross.
November 02

Random: 01/11/09

Hook online to watch my boys live perf telecast again.
Last wk they din win music award.
So tis wk we are very ganjiong abt it.
i looked at the competitiors' list.
Got super strong opponents lor, like Shinee and MC Mong.
Bt i find tat my boys did better tis wk compare to last wk.
Thus i feel tat we got very high chances of winning for Love Like This de.
  
Bt sadly, they still lose the award to Shinee's Ring Ding Dong.
Omg, i saw pics of Baby's disappointed face.
My heart aches so much. T_T
Hope that they wont be too affected by it.
Coz they alr did their best and it is realli a great perf.
Let's try again this coming wk.
All the best boys, TripleS will be rooting for all of u.
 
After the perf, they rushed down to hav the stamping fanmeeting.
U muz be confused wat is 'stamping'??
Actually, they made their signature, design drawing into stamps individually.
So tat they can stamp on the poster for their fans.  
Something easier compare to signing for everyone.
Here are their stamps~~~
Pay attention to Hyunjoong's and Jungmin's 2nd stamp, dorkyness to the max. LOL
Credits to 위드민 @ ss.601 + 501'SStory + Liezle's blog
 
Prince Hyunjoong's skull design stamp...totally so him lor. XD
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Youngsaeng's stamp
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Kyujong's stamp...so neat and tidy, nice handwriting, tat's my boy. =))
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Jungmin's stamp #1...the normal version... 
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Jungmin's stamp #2, the 'curse' version?? LOL.
Hyunjoong and Jungmin, 2 of them always like to draw and doodle.
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Baby's stamp.
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During the stamping fanmeet.
They aso celebrated Youngsaeng's birthday in advance with the fans.
It is the 1st time tat Youngsaeng celebrated his birthday with fans.
Now oli left with Jungmin who haven celebrated with fans b4.
Looking forward to it his birthday nxt yr.
They did alot of dorky and funny stuffs during the birthday celebration.
Will share them on Youngsaeng's birthday entry.
Super funny de. LOL.
 
My uncle came back fr China to visit us with aunt and little cousin.
This is the 2nd time i had seen my little cousin.
She is oli 3 yrs old, so small.
She got a younger sis, whom i haven seen yet.
Still a baby ma, not very gd to travel.
So need to wait for her to grow bigger 1st.
We went out to hav a dinner with them.
On the car, she started crying, coz she left her balloon at my hse.
So i went back to help her take.
It is a pea green balloon lor, reminds me of my boys.
Bt u kno la, i super scare balloon de.
Somemore hav to carry a super big ballon with me.
Waaa, tat few mins is a stress on my heart lor.
Taking care of a child is totally hard work.
i see how my uncle and aunt totally being control by my cousin.
My mum say i shd try to take care of her for a day.
i cant take it de lor, i dun like kids esp when they cried and whine.
i dun hav the patience and temper de.
Bt kids ma, they cant think well.
So even if they do wrong things aso cant scold them.
I see my dad being so gentle to her lor.
i tease him and say, waaa, take more than 20 yrs than kno how to be a father arh.
Coz my dad nv treat me so sweetly b4 lor.
Always hit me when i naughty. Grrrrrr.
 
Chiong work like crazy.
2000-2500 eng essay 1st draft due tml. T_T
November 01

Random: 31/10/09

Wake up and welcome a bright and good morning. XD
Today is gonna be a great day!!!
Busy my morning by replying forum and do my ppt.
Oh shit, i m so gonna be late!!!
Not again, maggie mee for breakfast. T_T
Halfway thru, FC members sms me.
A few of them had arrived le.
Waaaa, they r early by 10 mins.
Oppx, i dun want them to wait for too long.
So stop eating, grab my bag and left.
 
Beginning of Cloudie's tour grp at Jurong~~LOL.
i mentioned this in my previous entry.
Firstly, i m meeting my FC frens, Wendy, Jingjing, Marissa and Joey.
At Boon Lay MRT 11am.
So we can go to the meetup venue tog.
Plus Jurong is my territory ma.
So i will act as sort of tour guide lor. ^^
Then some of the girls are 1st timers.
So kinda shy, alone or dun kno the directions.
So i juz posted an entry on the forum.
Stating tat if they interested, can pm me their details.
So can meet up wif me then i will bring them there.
With this, i got great responses aftwards.
In the end, my tour grp consist of 14 ppl, excluding me. Wooo!!! Cool!!!
Apart fr Wendy, Jingjing, Marissa, Joey and Aderling whom i alr knew.
The 1st timers got Vanessa, Stacey, Germx, Zhuangshu, Belle, Mandy, Jieying, Nicole and Sheena.
So when everyone arrived.
i m surprise to see tat our grp got more than the original number tat i expected.
Coz some of them bring their frens along. ^^
More the merrier ma. =))
So i m busy wif keeping track see who haven arrived yet.
Coz i dun want to miss out on anyone ya.
Thanks Joey for helping me with the attendance taking. =))
Off we went to take bus 181 to reach The Floravale condo near Gek Poh Shopping Centre.
Waaa, it is totally so cool lor.
Coz half of the bus is filled with our ppl. LOL.
 
At the venue~~
Q up to register 1st and write a name tag to stick on us.
Easier for us to differentiate our name and ID.
Then i did something realli paiseh lor. LOL. XD
i m toking to some of the members.
Then i suddenly heard someone call "Kim Kyujong".
The nxt moment, my instant reaction is the climax lor.  
i turn to the back and reply to the voice "huh".
Then i realised tat it is Dalbit.
Then everyone started laughing.
Coz when she called me Cloudie.
i din answer her.
Bt i answer straight away when she call "Kim Kyujong".
Then they say i m too deeply attached to him le. ^^
When everyone settled down.
Started off with individual introduction. =))
Then sharing of Taiwan concert exp by those who went.
Next comes the main focus of the meet up, which is learning fan chants.
There is a projector to project the vids and lyrics for us to vid on screen.
So tat everyone can watch and practice tog. =))
In korean pop, i notice tat when singers r singing.
The fans will design and come up wif chants tat match the song.
So tat every perf, the fans will do their chant while the singers are singing.
If u got watch my boys recent perf vids tis past few days.
U shd notice the fans are shouting the chants.
The most obvious de is when my boys sang "Hey Girl", fans will reply "Hey Boy".
Therefore, today we r learning 2 songs, Warning and U R Man de chants.
 
Warning is their 1st mv, their 1st song, , dated 2005.
Looking back, tat time they look so innocent and blur blur de. kekeke.
  
credits minhhang1710
i realised tat i can easily memorise the chants and timing.
So i can happily juz shout out those chants, which r the boys' names.
i totally got no problem doing tat.
Bt there is 1 big big problem here!!! >_<
During Kyujong's solo at 2.19.
i juz sit there staring at him, totally foget to shout his name. XP
i m juz so lost in my fantasyworld juz by looking at him.
i keep making the same mistake during tis part lor.
By the time i get used to it, trying nt to let his face distract me. LOL.
Bt then i feel super shy shouting "KIM KYUJONG".
Shout other boys de names i ok.
Bt shout Kyujong's name i actually feel abit paiseh. O_O *blush*
i dun kno wat is wrong wif me??!!!
Somemore, when Kyu's face appear on the screen.
The rest will turn and look at me.
Wanna see wat is my reaction.
Awwww, so paiseh. *blush bush*
 
We then took a short break and eat some snacks.
i m very hungry, coz i din finish my breakfast.
Bt thanks Belle unnie.
She brought some cakes, cookies for all of us out of her own pocket.
She is super sweet and thoughtful. ^^
So me and a few others took the food and went ard feeding the rest.
Then the 'old birds' like us will try to go rd and tok to the 1st timers.
 
Next song is my no.1 fav, U R Man dated 2008, done by sub-unit(3 boys).
Bt during some perf, all 5 boys will dance tog, bt 3 boys will sing.
  
credits quainte501
My no.1 fav song, i can even sing the whole song lor.
So chants to me is quite ok.
Juz nd to memorise oli.
 
After the learning is done.
We watched some vids tog and get realli realli high.
After tat, Xiaoying wanna collect vids of our greetings for Youngsaeng's birthday.
We can choose to film individually or in a small grp.
i recorded twice lor.
Each time with a different grp.
My 1st grp sang korean birthday song.
The 2nd grp we use sign language to say "i love you".  
Wahaha, then Youngsaeng can see me 2times wor.
And mayb when he is watching the vid, the rest of the boys will b there too.
So....mayb Kyujong can see me too. Kekeke.
Plus i nearly had to dance GEE dance for the recording lor. LOL.
i love the vid recording part.
Coz different grps come up wif realli creative, cute, sexy theme for our Youngsaeng lor.
After tat is pics taking wif our frens.
 
The wonderful meetup came to an end.
i stay behind to help them pack up and stuffs.
Then a grp of us went to Gek Poh to eat super late lunch.
Finally back to JP, bid the rest gdbye.
And i went to eat dessert wif Wendy unnie and Jingjing unnie.
Coz i got bring my Aloha photobk to let them see.
So we had a long and fun chat over dessert.
Looking forward to the nxt meet up.
 
Okies, need to settle down and start my work liao.
If not i will hav more slpless night ahead.
Tml gonna stalk online for my boys de live perf.
Wahaha, i alr jio a few to meet online tml.
So we can watch tog, feel the high-ness tog. ^^
 
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