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    November 28

    Guardian hse time

    I very long nv been to my guardian hse le.
    1 rem the 8th of Nov is the last day i went.
    Waaaaa, more than 3 wks lor.
    Hehehe, today happily went to my guardian hse.
    Miss them so much.
    Then my guardian told me tat my male guardian quite sad.
    Coz he birthday tat day.
    Was waiting for my sms the whole day.
    Bt i forgot all abt it.
    Coz exam period ma.
    OMG, how can i forget???
    Bt for tis mth.
    i forgot to sms every birthday gal and boy lor.
    Seems like i m too busy wif mugging la.
    So i quickly sms my male guardian:
    "Happy belated birthday.
     Dun dream of me tonight.
     If not will hav nightmare."
    Hahaha, i very cheeky lor.
    i m like a small kid when i m around them.
    Guardian told me tat god bro say tat i so long nv go.
    Then will b like my bro like tat.
    Nv go their hse le.
    i tell them to think of wat i say yrs ago.
    Coz last time my hse and guardian hse is nxt block oli.
    So every morning i will carry my bag and go her hse.
    Til evening my mum came to fetch me.
    Then when i move hse.
    My guardian say we big le, hse not near le, can no nd come le.
    i told them:
    "i will b back!!! 会阴魂不散的!!!"
    Haha, so there wont b a time tat i will stop going to my guardian hse de.
    Coz everytime during my sch hols.
    If my days r free, i will surely go find my guardian early in the morning.
    And stay there til evening.
    My habit le la.
    i realli enjoy the time wif them.
     
    Today got a surprise.
    My god sis got me a paper bag.
    It is the new advertisment Daniel took for Seiko.
    Wahahahha, like it so much.
    Muckz.
    November 27

    Rm cleaning 1

    The 1st day aft exam.
    Guess wat i did??
    A very packed day.
    Morning wake up play PSP.
    Aft breakfast start to packed my book shelf.
    7-8 hrs of packing.
    Throw away more than 20kg of stuffs.
    Went to NTUC wif my mum.
    So very the tired.
    Juz finish everything at 9pm.
    Now finally got the time.
    To sit in front of com to enjoy myself.
    More things to pack.
    i want to eradicate all those useless stuffs and not my stuffs.
    Out of my rm.
    November 26

    Final day bt not a peacefull one

    Finally le.
    Today is my Jap paper.
    My fav paper and my last paper.
    In between my 2nd last paper and tis final one got 3 days break.
    Bt sad case is due to i sick ma.
    Got 2 days cannot study.
    Flu and headache, cant get to slp.
    Yesterday finally can study a bit le.
    Oli manage to read thru the textbk oli.
    Haven learn to write those words lor.
    Die la die la.
    Last night i still go out.
    Coz is my grandma birthday.
    Exam aso hav to go eat dinner wif her de.
    WOOO, so last night we 4 take MRT to the venue.
    It is the 1ST TIME my whole family take MRT together lor.
    Haha, break record le wor.
    Coz my dad nv drive taxi for 1 mth le.
    So no car, hav to take MRT. T_T
    Aft dinner, reach home at 11pm.
    Slp at 12am, where got time to study???
    So tis morning, meet Slackers Rex, Xihui and Yinghao at sch to mug.
    Today Jap exam, i tis morning then start to learn those spelling.
    So desperate lor.
    Angry wif myself.
    I shd hav start earlier, then i can very confident go in for the paper de.
    Ended up like tat. Haiz.
    Time gone cannot b fixed.
    i can oli try to learn as much as i can.
    So very NERVOUS lor.
    i exam my major core paper and major elective not tat nervous.
    Jap paper than i so nervous.
    Haiz, mayb coz i got high expectation for Jap ma.
    If i cant score well for a mod which is my interest.
    Then i no cure le lor.
    The paper is easy.
    Bt when i check ans wif the rest.
    i find tat i got 2 qns wrong.
    Somemore tis 2 qns stands the most marks in the whole paper lor.
    Y i so unlucky???
    Wrong can wrong those 2 marks qns.
    Ended up wrong those 4-6 marks de.
    Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, damn sad de lor.
    Somemore plus those wrong spelling here and there.
    More wrong ans.
    Oral and listening not gd.
    T_T, think there goes my A le.
    Plz plz, hope there is a miracle.
     
    Final day bt not peacful.
    Dun kno where i injured my finger.
    The nail and the flesh got separated.
    Pain pain lor.
    Then today eat breakfast the Lor Mee.
    Dun kno how i eat de lor.
    The sauce got spill on my white collar tee.
    Arhhhh.
    Juz reach my exam place.
    Wanna pull out the chair.
    Bt the chair got stuck wif the desk.
    Then i pulled too hard.
    The leg of the chair injured my toe.
    Went home aft dinner.
    Dun kno when the bus de stairs got sharp sharp de thing.
    Injured my toes again.
    So pain lor.
    Wat a painful day!!!
     
    Now aft exams le, gonna enjoy myself.
    Do all those things tat i haven did.
    Mayb tml free can packed my rm.
    Throw away all those no use de stuffs.
    So hav to chiong my anime and drama.
    1st thing to do 1st is to make a list.
    Of the anime i wanna watch in order.
    Then i can follow the orders, and wont miss anything.
     
    FREEDOM is not being physically FREE.
    Bt is mentally FREE
    November 24

    i wanna get better soon

    Cant slp is getting on my nerves.
    Last night try to slp at 12am.
    Then ended up try for half an hr bt still cant slp.
    So wake up to finish watching the 爱情魔法师.
    Think i manage to slp abt 2am plus ba.
    Wif a blocked nose, i cant seems to slp lor.
    If i still dun get better, mon got exam leh.
    No mood to study lor.
    How to sit for the paper???
    Plz la, heaven, let me recover fast.
    November 23

    Sick like hell

    Last night guess wat time i slp???
    Hmmm, break my own record lor.
    Frenz kno tat i m an early bird.
    Slp early wake up early de.
    Bt last night eat panadol then try to slp.
    Think the pill too strong then i got gastric pain.
    i try to slp at 12.30am bt juz cant slp.
    i close my eyes and cover my blanklet.
    Time pass by very slowly......
    i realli taboleh tahan le.
    i juz cant get to slp lor.
    i get up to look at the clock.
    2am.
    Arhhhhhhhh, plz la, let me get some slp can???
    Try again.
    See the clock......3am.
    Think the last time i saw the clock is abt 3.40am.
    So i guess i finally slp at 4am ba.
    Guess wat, when i wake up in the morning, it is 7am.
    Shit la, i oli slp abt 3 hrs.
    Wat is wrong wif me la???
    Ppl is exam nd to study or nervous cant slp.
    Bt i juz finish my killer wk lor.
    i shd slp very peacfully de.
    Ended up cant slp.
    T_T
    Think is last night the gastric pain.
    Tis morning i drink the milk ended up all vomit out.
    Super realli not feeling well lor.
    Meeting Slackers Rex, Yinghao and Xihui in sch to mug.
    Xihui is my sec sch clzmate, and Xiaojun Jc clzmate.
    She coming to join us coz more ppl more got the mood to mug.
    Singapore is so small.
    Almost all our frenz seems to kno each other lor.
    i reach sch le, feel so much better.
    Can eat can tok and stuffs.
    Bt my nose the flu is becoming worst lor.
    So bad tat my eyes hurts.
    Cant open my eyes.
    So aft lunch, i went back home and try to get some slp.
    Bt i was like slp for half an hr then wake up le.
    Hope tat my slpless night dun continue.
    If not my body realli cant wifstand it de.
    i aso scare tat i pass the flu virus to them lor.
    Coz still got exams ma, dun want to affect them.
    Later they sick cant perform well in the paper.
    Then i will b very guilty de.
     
    Haha, Esther joke abt tat i cant slp coz i 为情所困.
    Woooo, mayb wor.
    Hehe, guess who is my guy???
    Juz joking la.
    Probably juz thinking abt somethings.
    Kinda confused here lor.
    Some scenes makes me hav an idea of wat realli happen.
    Bt there r aso scenes tat will counter wat i tot which is the fact.
    Tis is like a cycle lor.
    The fact i tot it is.
    No, it is nt like tat.
    The fact i tot it is.
    No, it is nt like tat.
    The fact i tot it is.
    No, it is nt like tat.
    The fact i tot it is.
    No, it is nt like tat.
    The fact i tot it is.
    No, it is nt like tat.
    Waaaa, continue like tat i will realli go crazy.
    Better dun think too much abt it.
    Focus on my own things.
    Dun go think too much abt other stuffs.
    November 22

    Pics revenge

    To Esther and Xiaojun:
     
    i email u gals the pics tat Yinghao drew.
    Can i put tat on my blog???

    Esther's 20th birthday

    Yesterday is Esther 20th birthday.
    Although we r having exams.
    Still got a little surprise for her.
    Xiaojun went to the cafe to get a cake.
    Yinghao went to print notes.
    Study rm oli left wif me, Esther and Wenliang.
    Then received sms fr Xiaojun.
    Say she got the cake le.
    She now waiting outside the study rn.
    Wait for Yinghao to come back.
    She say later miss call me then i hav to bring Esther out to surprise her.
    Hmmm, how shd i ask Esther to go out w/o letting her kno abt the surprise???
    Then Wenliang got a call.
    He started look for something in his bag and exit the study rm.
    Hmmm, mayb got to do wif Esther surprise.
    Bt i not cfm la. (in the end os Yinghao call Wenliang to get lighter)
    Then Xiaojun miss call me le.
    So i juz anyhow think of a reason.
    I told Esther tat Xiaojun sms me and told me tat she fell down at the stairs.
    And ask Esther to go out wif me to find Xiaojun.
    Arhhhh!!!
    When i exit the study rm on the right dr, i saw no one lor.
    Oh man, Esther than ask me where Xiaojun is.
    i call xiaojun and she told me they r on the left lane of the study rm.
    So i hav to think of another reason.
    i told Esther tat Xiaojun at the left lane.
    Coz left lane is nearer to the cafe.
    Haha, i scare Esther dun believe and guess correct abt the surprise.
    And TA DA, Xiaojun, Yinghao and Wenliang r there.
    Wif the cake and lighted candles.
     
    Happy Birthday to u.
    Happy Birthday to u.
    Happy Birthday to Esther.
    Happy Birthday to u.
    Clapping...clapping...
     
    ME: Photographer and video gal. (paiseh arh if the quality not gd, coz my hand will tend to shake)
    Xiaojun and Wenliang: Stand a distance coz they scare Esther might throw the cake at them.
    Yinghao: No choice, he had to hold the cake.
     
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    Make a wish~ make a wish~
     
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    Blow the candles
     
      
    Birthday game, hunting for the candle
    Esther face was mash into the cake.
    Which leads to a fight between Esther and Xiaojun.
     
     
    Esther and Xiaojun de Chocolate War.
    i scare so i ran off back to the study rm.
    Wenliang aso back in the study rm.
    Aft a while, the rest return.
    The gal told me tat Yinghao aso kanna the chocolate.
    Too bad i not there.
    Hehe, if not i can get more pics of them in their chocolate.
     
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    Xiaojun eating the debris of the cake
     
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    Esther eating too, Xiaojun feed her~~
     
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    Gals power!!! Smile~~~
     
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    Yinghao eating too, yumyum.
     
    Hope Esther can hav a memorable birthday memory.
    Coz it is during exam period.
    So cant celebrate outside.
    Aft exam then we go out to celebrate.
    Eat some gd food.
    Enjoy ourselves to the fullest. ^_^

    Getting worst

    20th: Cant finish doing
    21th: Think it will b the oli paper i finish lor. 
    22th: Got 1 qns totally no idea, anyhow write, cant finish too.
    The killer wk is finally over le!!!
    Bt guess wat??
    Today is the last exam of the killer wk.
    Bt i m SICK.
    Down wif very bad sorethroat and flu.
    T_T
    Nxt wk will b the last paper le.
    Yippi!!!
    November 18

    爱不是占有, 而是祝福

    i had a sweet dream today.
    It is very clear and the scene keep appearing in my mind.
    Dreaming......
     
    Guy A and Guy B r best frenz.
    Both of them r musicians.
    And they fell in love wif the same gal.
    In the past, both of them r very famours.
    However, Guy B the brain juice like no more le.
    Cant seems to create better songs.
    Thus Guy B fame keep decreasing.
    The gal was in love wif Guy B.
    Seeing her bf so depressed, she was aso feeling bad abt it.
    So Guy A plan a concert, so as to allow both of them to perform their new pieces.
    As tis concert is very impt for Guy B.
    As it determine whether he will succeed, or fail.
    So Guy A let Guy B have all the time to practice.
    While Guy A himself try means and way to make the audience high.
    When the audience mood was at their peak.
    Guy B went on stage to perform.
    And it was successful.
    Evenyone was in love wif his songs.
    However, the crowd dismisses before Guy A's turn to perform.
    He was sad tat he did not has his chance to perform.
    Bt sitting right in the front seat, was the gal he love.
    She was wearing a beautiful smile.
    She was the oli one left in the hall.
    Guy A walk down the stage and right in front of her.
    He say: 我无法为大家表演,很遗憾。 虽然我的表演可以赢得千万人的笑容, 可是在我的心里,你的微笑是最重要的, 多少人都比不上。 我明白, 能让你由心而发地展露笑容的人, 不是我, 而是他, 可是能看到你的笑容我就已经很满足了。
     
    So sweet lor, so generous of him.
    i agree wif him lor.
    i feel tat 爱不是占有,而是祝福.
    Hehe, i not bad wor, got so many chim reasoning.
    Can go b writer le.
    I aso tot of becoming one.
    i love to read bks, so b one who write bks aso quite gd.
    Bt it is not easy. T_T
    Ok ok, gonna stop blogging now.
    Going to study le.

    No time le, desperate

    The day aft tml is my exam le.
    Bt i m still half way thru wat i m supossed to study.
    Die, hope i can get thru it smoothly.
    Bt the coming wk is a killer wk.
    Tues, Wed, Thurs all got exam.
    Even if i study finish for Tues de.
    Bt i still no time to finish study for Thurs de.
    Coz it is abt Tang poem, so much to read.
    Where got time??
    Bt i can oli blame myself.
    Coz Fri and Sat slack and slack.
    Fri got reason coz not feeling well ma.
    Sat aso slack half the day.
    1 and a half day gone like tat.
    Imagine how much i can manage to study in 1 and a half day lor.
     
    Tis morning meeting Slackers Rex and Ying Hao to mug.
    Ended up i m late.
    Coz i waiting for my dad to come back home wif my breakfast.
    Guess wat i did while waiting for him.
    i was trying to read the notes, pluz watching TV.
    Morning got those kids cartoon lor.
    Got 哪咤, aft tat got Doraemon, and some others kids drama.
    i so big le still watch all tis.
    Bt Doreamon show is so nice.
    i even got its comics lor.
    Haha, in sch aso heard fr Ying Hao tat he aso got watch morning de Doreamon.
    See, i m right, it is nice, so ppl will watch.
    Aso fr tis epi came to kno a fact.
    Tat 胖虎 got a sister.
    And they look so alike.
    Juz come back not long ago fr sch.
    Not bad la, i today manage to read quite an amt.
    Especially my last set of notes i read today.
    i m totallly using my spd reading tactic lor.
    Keep scanning thru the notes.
    November 16

    Sick

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    November 15

    1 day dun make me angry cannot de lor

    Today 1st time went to North spine de study rm to study.
    Wif Slackers REX, Ying Hao and Wen Liang.
    Both of them very pro in chinese lor.
    Gd gd, can learn a lot from them.
    Plus juz now kno tat Wen Liang aso got play games de.
    Haha, finally found 1 frenz from chinese fac tat play the same game as me liao.
    My beloved Final Fantasy series.
    Haha, even though i aso got play lots of other RPG games.
    i think for me to find the same hobby de frenz very hard.
    As gals dun realli like the same hobbies as me ma.
    Coz my hobbies too MAN le.
    Rapid gaming, chiong anime, play wif cars...etc.
    Gals will do dressing up, romance drama show, shopping...etc.
    Not realli my type of things la, bt i got watch drama, very few.
    Plus the guys in my fac i dun realli kno most of them.
    Today heard Wen Liang tok abt his FF8 strategy.
    Hmmm, i feel tat he got patience.
    Coz i feel tat his strategy is hard and takes time.
    Bt will cfm the win de.
    He very pro.
    As for me, i dun hav the patience lor.
    I will always chiong de.
    If play a few times cannot win, and i realli run out of strategy.
    i will very feel like swearing and throw the controller lor.
    Even training aso cannot train too long.
    Train a while then hav to get back to the story line le.
    If not i will feel very boring.
    Haha, i m easily bored by things de ppl.
     
    Leave the study rm at abt 7pm.
    Nd to get home for dinner.
    And i m very tired le.
    Aft i exit the rm, my phone vibrate.
    My dad call me.
    Ask my where i m???
    Wat i m doing???
    Coz my mum say i m lost.
    As she call me many times and no ppl ans.
    Ask me eat chicken rice can anot.
    Can, np, anything la.
    Aft tat i check my phone.
    Where got miss call alot of times??
    Mum 2 times, dad 1 time, bro 1 time ma.
     
    Then finally on the bus.
    The bus driver is very gd.
    i m walking down the stairs at can A there.
    i was thinking die la, cant reach the bus in time.
    Then i look down at the driver and he is looking at me.
    i signal to him tat i want to get on the bus.
    And he signal back and say ok.
    Haha, considerate lor.
    Can get gd driver award.
    Dun kno if i m too hungry or wat.
    On the bus i feel so dizzy.
    My headache very bad.
     
    B4 reaching JP.
    My mum call me.
    Say if i can go buy dinner myself.
    In tat instant i m so the very ANGRY.
    Part of the reason is i m not feeling well.
    Coz both of them together.
    Juz now dad call me dun tell me to eat dinner myself.
    Now then say.
    If juz now say, i can eat wif Esther at sch ma.
    Now i feel so dizzy then call me go buy.
    i think i haven reach inside JP i will faint le lor.
    Coz they r at the dentist.
    Now long Q, hav to wait for 1 hr.
    Still dare to tell me 1 hr.
    Morning dun take leave and go.
    Wait til night time dinner time then go.
    Night time of course alot of ppl de ma.
    Dun kno how to plan the time de lor.
    i realli hate bad planning de.
    So i dun care le la, go and Q up la, dun buy my dinner lor.
    Wait for their dinner, i will die in my hse le la.
    Walk til i wanna die.
    My head so PAIN la.
    Curse and swear like hell lor.
    Reach the bottom of my hse i m half dead.
    i m so angry tat my gastric hurts like hell.
    And my morning sickness thing appear.
    Ended up i cook maggie mee lor.
    Wat can i do???
    i m so hungry.
    No energy to go to JP to buy.
    Bro not hungry, so i cant expect him to go buy for me.
    Maggie mee lor.
    Pissed off.
    November 14

    1st day of exam, sian

    Today is the 1st day of exam.
    T_T, halfway thru the paper i cant stand it anymore.
    I so wanna giv up.
    Coz left abt 1hr le, bt i still got more than half the paper not conpleted.
    Then the qns so difficult.
    i juz anyhow write lor.
    There got a section where got 40 qns.
    Ask us to write wat type of word it is.
    i m like nv read the word lor.
    Juz look at the no.
    Think of wat to write then write lor.
    Then other i was like see blanks.
    Then i hack care all write the same ans.
    Coz no time le.
    So in the end, when i hand up the paper.
    i got 2 whole qns BLANK!!!
    Total BLANK lor.
    Sian la.
    Exit the hall, i was like blur blur de.
    Keep staring into space.
    Bt ty Esther and Xiao Jun try to make me smile.
    And tok to me abt other stuffs.
    To keep me fr thinking too much abt the exam.
    Ty a lot girls, it realli help a lot.
    See they eat, bt i no appetite lor.
    So i juz eat sandwich.
    Think the exam thing is make me feel not hungry.
    Aft the meal, i feeling so much better le.
    Reach home nv think too much abt the exam le.
    Bt then now i become super hungry lor.
    So hungry.
    T_T
    Mum haven come back.
    i nd my dinner.
    Arhhhh, so hungry.
    It has been 3 hrs since i m hungry lor.
    Arhhhhhhh, juz now i shd hav eat wif Esther and Xiao Jun.
    Bt my stomach is bullying me.
    Juz now not hungry.
    Reach home then hungry.
     
    Exam progress: 1 DOWN, 4 TO GO, KILLER WK APPROACHING

    Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer

    Do a personality test fr xj blog.
    Can take the test at http://www.okcupid.com/oktest3
     
    My results: 

    The Sonnet

    Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)

    The Sonnet

    Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

    Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

    Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

    You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.

    Your exact female opposite:

    Genghis KhuntGenghis Khunt

    Random Brutal Sex Master

    Always avoid: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)

    Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM)

     

    November 13

    1 day study, the other day slack

    Early in the morning at 9am yesterday.
    Slackers REX and Ying Hao to consult  Xiao Pan Pan.
    Ended up raining so heavily lor, got thunder too.
    Haha, we seems to always go find Xiao Pan Pan will rain de leh.
    Wat la, i cannot go see cher arh.
    Nd to rain ma???
    Haha, or heaven is crying tat finally i m going for consultation.
    Aft tat went to NBL de study rm to study the whole day.
    WOOO, not bad la, i at least got study.
    Bt will tend to day dream away.
    And hav to ty Esther for calling me back to reality.
    If nt i will waste my day like tat.
    Day dreaming is my weak spot lor.
    Plus coz tml de exam, i very weak in it.
    So Esther and Ying Hao help me alot.
    Then aft tat Wei Xuan aso came to join us.
    Ty her for helping Slackers REX print notes.
    Ty Xiaojun for encouraging me to study.
    Ty Ying Hao for lending us to photocopy the Hc 211 and Hc 204 from bks de.
    Haha, it is realli like wat cher say: 发挥同学爱!!!
    Slackers REX, aft tml de exam, the nxt day wanna come sch to study???
     
    Last night reach home at abt 7.30pm.
    Haha, aft tat nv study a single bit.
    Watch TV watch til shiok.
    Last night is the 1st 2 epi of HEROES.
    Damn nice man.
    Although some pics r gross.
    Got show the half the head cut open.
    A woman stabbed onto the wall by pins.
    Haha, mayb some gals cant take it.
    Bt for me, np.
    I find tat got tis kind of scenes make the show better ma.
    More reality and got climax.
    It is all abt supernatural abilities.
    Can teleport, control time, fly, indestructive body, read thoughs, predict the future...etc
    See how they try to accept tat they r different fr other ppl.
    How to control their powers.
    9 of them got different abilities and dun kno each other.
    Living in different parts of the world.
    And all 9 of them r link togethe by their destiny.
    And will gather together.
     
    Yup last night slack til now lor.
    It is alr 12pm le.
    Bt i haven start to study.
    Tml 1st day of exam lor.
    Kkkk, later aft coming back fr NTUC then go study.
    Oh ya, i create a quiz on face bk.
    Go do it when u guys r free.
    November 11

    Unlucky day

    Today tried my best to study.
    Bt my progress is so damn slow.
    T_T
    So many hrs bt nv study much.
    Lunch aso nv eat.
    Coz i too lazy to go out and buy.
    And aso dun want to eat instant noodle.
    T_T
    So survive on 2 bread for lunch.
    Bad for health.
    Dinner wanna eat better de.
    So ask my parents to buy fr my dad's frenz stall at Jurong East.
    Ended up the stall nv open.
    Arhhhh.
    Nd to b unlucky ma??
     
    Juz finish watching Fantastic 4 again on Channel 5.
    Although i watch it b4 le.
    Bt it is so nice, so wanna watch it again.
    Coz got 2 of my fav actors, Chris Evan and Jessica Alba.
    i still cry again.
    Coz i saw the part where Ben tried to pick up the ring tat his gf put on the road.
    To signal them breaking up.
    Coz he is so big, thus he tried very hard, bt his finger is too big to pick up the ring.
    So sad.
     
    Now right at the moment, bro and dad r quarrelling.
    i heard tat dad hit bro.
    Then suddenly he push him against the wall.
    And box bro up right in the stomach.
    Bro sit on the floor holding his stomach in pain.
    Woooo, very long nv see dad so angry le.
    Juz now still ok de, watch Fantastic 4 together.
    Then juz in a moment, they started fighting.
    ??????
    Mum is trying to stop them.
    They still fighting now.
    Haiz, not my business.
    It is nt tat i dun want to save bro.
    Bt if i go save him, i will aso kanna scolding too.
    Plus he tis aftnoon keep scolding me.
    Coz his engineering project cannot work.
    Something wrong wif the electrical parts.
    Bt he blame me for it.
    Now tat they fight aso coz of the electrical parts thing.
    Coz bro very angry tat the thing cannot work.
    And started scolding ppl.
    Dad cant stand it and wack him up.
    November 10

    Hearing noise

    I tot i m dreaming.
    Bt NO!!!
    Tis recent yrs.
    There r times when i wake up in the middle of the night.
    And i will tend to hear noises.
    Coming fr my living rm.
    Up til recently, i dun realli bother so much.
    Coz i tot tat it muz b myself la.
    Juz wake up, nv think properly.
    Bt yesterday i heard it again.
    Tis time, i nv went back to slp or make any noise.
    i try to focus my ears and hear.
    There is realli lots of ppl toking wor.
    Bt not in any language i kno.
    ???
    i think i sit there and hear for abt 5 mins lor.
    Hmm, then take my water bottle to drink.
    Then i turn the cap too hard then make a noise.
    Then the toking voices outside stop.
    ???
    Oh man, is my 6th sense getting stronger or m i going crazy??
    i told my dad abt it and he say the buddha r toking.
    Waa, since when i become to pro can hear buddha toking.
    Dun kno la, better believe than dun.
    Bt at the most, i dun feel any malice.
    So it could realli b the buddha.
    i believe is believe, bt not everyone believes in tis kind of stuffs.
    Bt still, i m quite proud abt my 6th sense de wor.
    Normally in shows, those 6th sense is can predict the future or stuffs.
    Bt for me, it is different.
    It is juz tat my sense of feel is stronger than normal ppl.
    So i can feel wat ppl cant feel.
    Yup, i m juz too sensitive.
    Tat is y i dun like to go to hospital.
    Even visiting relatives i aso nv go.
    Coz the place makes me feel weird.
    Aso becoz my health nt gd.
    My parents aso forbid me to go to tis kind of place.
    Bt i m nt as pro as some ppl who is into tis field.

    Love is not words, bt is action

    i juz slp too late last night.
    1.30am!!!
    Normally at tis time i m alr dreaming lor.
    Haiz, guess wat i did.
    Studying??? Mugging???
    No way man.
    i watching taiwan drama show, 爱情魔法师.
    Then today wake up at 8.30am still very tired.
    Coz very hungry ma, so cant focus.
    Ended up watching those kids show.
    Aft breakfast, my bro go out to buy for me.
    Try to study a bit.
    Then aft a few pages...
    Yawn...ZZzzzzZzzzz.
    i was thinking of rest a while de.
    Bt ended up realli fall aslp.
    Cant help la.
    Lack of slp lor.
    i shd nt hav break my gd slping cycle.
    i shd hav slp on time.
    By the time i woke up, is 1.30pm le.
    Coz dad wake me up by force.
    If he nv call me, think i will slp til more late ba.
    Bro go out le, so no one can buy lunch for me.
    So dad wake me up, want to bring me out for lunch.
    Out we go to Boon Lay for lunch and spotcheck my mum.
    LUNCHTIME!!!
    Dad quite gd wor, call a fish for me.
    Hehe, kno me for so long, surely kno tat i love fish lor.
    My food taste dun realli change alot.
    Like tis morning i ask bro to buy minced meat fishball noodle for me.
    He ask me if the stall nv open how.
    i juz told him any noodle aso can, prawn noodle, duck noodle.
    As long as is my 老样子,  can le.
    No matter wat type i i eat, surely muz call dry 果条 wif chilli.
    Then surely wont wrong de.
    Yum yum yum, love the fish my dad call.
    Dun kno if i m too sensitive or wat.
    Dad will go for the fish stomach.
    i ask him to eat the meat, dun eat the stomach coz got lots of bone.
    Bt he say dun waste food ma.
    Bt in my mind i kno tat he let me eat the meat de.
    Coz he kno tat i realli hate bone a lot.
    So the area wif bone i wont touch de.
    So he eat those area, and let me eat those parts which r boneless.
    Thru out the meal, he aso keep warning me to b careful.
    Slowly eat, beware of the bone.
    Hehe, he sometimes can b quite gd to me lor.
    While sometimes realli make me angry.
    Bt family r always like tat ba.
    There will always b laughter and tears.
    i always check on him too much coz i aso care for me ma.
    He is too naive, i scare he kanna cheated by ppl.
    So if his frenz call him, i will ask who call??
    Do i kno tat frenz who call???
    If he come back late, i will ask him where he went?
    Who he went wif??
    Haha, i too dominated wor.
    Bt juz to b saved ma, dun want him to b cheated ma.
    Aft lunch follow him to my mum shop.
    Follow him here, follow him there.
    Make me think of myself when i was young.
    Last time, every 2 wks, my parents will bring bro and i to shopping centre.
    The most frequent we went is IMM.
    Normally we will move in 2 grps.
    Coz mum see de stuffs very different fr dad.
    So bro will follow mum, coz he very close to her.
    Then the 2 of them will go see clothes, food etc.
    And i will follow my dad.
    We will go see sound system, tv etc.
    Tat is coz my hobby same as my dad ma.
    Mayb is coz my dad influence ma.
    So i like to mess wif electrical stuffs, woofer etc.
    Although i always quarrel wif him, or even my families.
    i aso tend to scold them alot.
    Bt tat is all coz i care ma.
    If i dun care abt them.
    i waste my breathe to scold them for wat.
    Will tired de leh.
    So conclusion: i slowly see the evidence tat they care abt me too.
    It is not juz one-sided on my part.
    Bt i haven see fr my bro lor.
    November 09

    Hav started yet

    Haiz, exams start nxt wk de Wed.
    Bt til now i haven started anything lor.
    T_T
    Wat m i doing la!!!
    Keep slacking away.
    Tis time realli die le.
     
    Somemore today found tat my VCR recorder spoil le.
    The past 2 days de Bai Fen Bai i tape le cant watch.
    Hav to wait til my dad got time to repair.
    If cannt repair hav to buy new one.
    Arhhhh, exams period no time to study.
    Then recorder become spoil.
    Got to waste time to fix it.
    Still hav mop my rm.
    So dustry how to study.
    See le aso no mood lor.
    Think later got mop floor.
    Then try to study a little at night.
    November 08

    Male guardian birthday

    Today went wif bro to my guardian hse.
    Coz tml is my male guardian birthday.
    So we today celebrate for him.
    Bro and i gav him a can of abalone as birthday present.
    Haha, 1st time birthday giv canned food lor.
    Bt realli dun kno wat to buy.
    Ask him wat he wants, he say no nd.
    So juz buy something can eat de, so wont waste la.
    Yummy yummpy, very long nv eat steamboat le lor.
     
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    Food food, attack arh!!! Chiong!!!
    Hehe, hmm, tis time the food much lesser than the past yrs.
    Coz god bro and his wife got work.
    So cant come, thus short of 2 ppl.
    Haha, looking forward when everyone gathers.
    Guardian so gd.
    Cook so many things i like.
    Somemore open 2 cans of abalone.
    Yum yum, my fav.
    Got my fav fish, prawns, sotong, mushrms.
    Hohoho.
    Bt too much calories for me lor.
    Coz i reali love to eat seafood.
    Bt seafood got lots of calories lor.
    Haha, i mayb is not overweight, bt is over calories.