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11月28日 Random: 27/11/09Okies, today i m supposed to start on my thesis.
Ended up i m doing other things lor.
Only manage to clear my table and my mod notes.
Flooded it with my thesis books and notes.
Lots of things i need to cover for this sem.
i dun think i can cover everything ya.
As time is realli limted.
Bt will try to cover as much as i can.
School
Thesis Datelines (lots & lots, this is top priority)
CCA EOY Cosplay and stuffs
Mod planning and registration for nxt sem
Outings
JC clique dinner cum kbox (7th Dec??)
Cousins' weddings x2
Family gatherings
Uni clique outing
Biking trip.
Fac outing (dun kno want to go ma)
Other outings (oli if i m free)
Projects
Crochet
Scrapbook
Letters
Fanfics
Boys
Read 3+ blogs
Read 3+ forums
*Personally i dun think i got time to catch up wat i had missed.
**i will continue to miss the news now coz no time to read.
Lot of vids (tis i will try to catch up bit by bit)
Personal
Clean and clear my room.
Clear and sort out my com plus harddrive.
Check and clear my emails' inbox
Make my passport
Watch dramas, anime, movies
Shopping (gt some things i wanna buy)
Today madmad share a cute vid with me.
It is about my fav bear bear, esp polar bears.
Omg, cant believe tat my eyes filled with 'tears' when i finished watching.
Not cry la, juz so happy and touched to see the cute 'little' bear bear.
I juz simply love bear bear.
Coz they are big, fat, clumsy, so cute and cuddly.
Aigoo~~see how they sit on the snow with their big butt.
So adorable, so wanna hug them tightly.
Waaa, their big fluffy paws, so wanna shake hands with them.
How i wish i m those dogs lor.
Can play ard with those cute bear bear. 11月27日 Random: 26/11/09I mentioned tat taking panadol is a wrong choice ya.
Coz it made my gastric pain act up. Tried to slp at 1am aft mugging... set alarm for 7am.
Ended up realli cant get to slp wif tat pain.
Keep turning here and there.
Finally get up to check the clock... 5am.
Haiz, try to bury my head in the pillows.
Yet again... the clock shows 6am.
Then i heard the alarm rang fr my parents' rm.
YA!!! I m realli getting frustrated le.
Dun want to force myself to slp liao.
So juz get up to mug.
The indigestion feeling and fever were still there.
Plus my gastric pain and morning sickness all came tog.
Today is such a bad bad day for me.
The whole time keep wanting to vomit lor.
Bt still hav to force myself to eat maggie mee.
Coz i cant go for my exam wif an empty stomach.
If not b4 i reach there, i will faint lor.
i m super not feeling well.
Dad drove me to sch, bt he is so irritating.
Keep making tat vomiting voice until i shouted at him.
He is juz so childish and dun kno when to stop playing.
All my mind was focusing on not to vomit all my breakfast out lo.
i realli no mood to play and super not feeling well.
He still dare to make me feel even worst.
i m realli dragging my feet to the hall lor.
i even forget to write down my exam seat no. in my notebook.
So hav to go to the front of the exam hall and check out my no.
The paper is avg, bt for the current me, it is tough. My brain juz cant think well.
i spend alot of time sitting there and think on wat to write.
i so regret for doing tat lor.
i shd hav not think too much and write down whatever i had.
At least wif the contents can get marks here and there lor.
Omg, now i super scare tat i cant even get a B.
Please please, i will be contented with a B.
i m so worried abt my grades for this mod lor.
ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep praying and keep my fingers cross.
Thanks Xiaojun for being there to comfort me. ^^
Thanks Joey for the sms cheering and concern. ^^
Half dead back home.
Super bad headache and neckache.
Though i shd b resting and slping.
Bt i dun want to spend my longawaited freedom in bed. So i watched drama on my bro de com.
So many dramas to watch... which one??
I choose a recent Korean Drama, You're beautiful.
Coz i heard tat it is a romance comedy.
Plus it is sort of a combi of 流星花园 and 花样少男少女.
流星花园 is coz inside got someone as bad as 道明司, and 1 as gd as 花泽类.
花样少男少女 is coz of girl cross-dress as a guy and join a boyband.
Bt the most impt factor is b4 i kno abt this drama fr frens.
i alr fall in love with 1 of the actor.
Juz by looking at a pic of him on a mag for the drama's presscon.
 At first, i dun kno who is he, bt i juz simply love his hair colour.
Guys who look realli gd wif a rare hair colour can attract me alot. XD
After tat then i kno tat he is Hongki, the lead singer fr F.T Island.
Hongki!!! i kno him, bt previously he dun attract me as much.
He looks super handsome with this hair colour wor, reminds me of my dear Cloud.
For those who do not kno.
F.T Island is a boyband, not juz idols, coz they played their own instruments. Talented!!!
i just manage to chiong 5 eps of the drama.
Realli very funny, cant stop laughing, while some parts are realli touching. And Hongki looks so cute in the drama, plus his char name, Jeremy, aso sounds very boyish.
He looks juz like a fun, hyper, cute boy in the drama, see~~  Okies, to me he is still a boy ya, coz he is only 19 yrs old.
Other than him, there r 2 other guys who are also the main leads.
The other 2 starting watch nt very my tea.
Bt they r those tat u see long le, will feel tat they aso not bad ya.
1 of them is same age as me, the other is my bro's age.
Wooo, seems like idols are getting realli young wor.
i m in love with the show~~~Jeremy!!!
Getting sick is the worst.
Esp when it is after exams.
Not because tat i having my hols.
Coz i wont be having any hols ya. Alot of things and work nd to do. Shall plan and tabulate tml ba.
Thanks those who are so concern abt me.
U kno who u are ya, those who msn me when u saw my nick.
Realli appreciated, makes me feel tat i m loved. 11月26日 Random: 25/11/09Exams aso can dream of my laogong.
Realli salute to my crazy brain la.
Bt i cant rem the full details though.
Dreaming......
Zun and i are classmates.
Bt somehow our parents r friends.
And force us to get married.
At the start of our wedding life.
Zun realli treated me very well.
We are juz like a real couple who are in love.
Then one day, i told him tat i m having our child. -_-lll
Ever since he kno it.
He start to avoid and ignore me.
Tat sweet warm smile on his face has disappeared.
i totally cant stand the current situation.
So during clz break, he exit the clzrm immediately.
i chase aft and confront him abt wat is wrong.
Bt he shake off my grip and ask me to leave him alone.
He is too fast for me to giv chase.
i search the entire building bt no sight of him.
So i went to the courtyard garden and search.
Suddenly it started to rain heavily.
So i hide under a big big tree bt i still got wet.
Aft a while, Zun appeared and scolded me for getting myself wet.
Then he gav me a hug and apologised.
Nice dream in the morning doesnt mean tat i will hav a nice day lor.
After dinner, i super not feeling well de.
All the fried rice tat i ate seem to be stuck at my chest there.
Super painful lor, like indigestion.
Plus got fever and headache.
Aigoo~~tml exam why at night i become like tat!!!
Then mum made me eat panadol.
Which make the matter worst. i mug under pain and sickness til abt 1am.
B4 trying to get some slp. 11月25日 Random: 24/11/09Today is the most unproductive day lor.
One whole day i still cant finish 1 set of notes.
Cant concentrate la.
Yesterday de battle totally took away alot of my energy and drive le.
Today keep lying in bed.
With a spinning head and neck ache. How to mug like tat?? Will try to mug into the wee hrs tonight.
Tml is my last day to mug le.
Coz my paper is morning paper. T_T
No time but got tonnes of notes.
No matter how fast i m.
i still cant finish eating all my notes in 1 day de.
Will try to eat as much as i can ba. 11月24日 Random: 23/11/09This morning wake up got the feverish feel lor.
I feel so cold when the sun is up and bright.
Keep hiding inside my blanket while wearing a jacket.
Waaa, this mth my sms burst like siao lor.
Overshot by 100+.
Cries, need to pay more $$ le.
Today marketing paper totally tough ya.
Haiz, i realli got no concept abt business de.
i alr SU this mod le.
i juz need a satisfactory(S) grade to pass it.
Pls pls, gonna pray hard.
Arhhh, now hav to focus on my thurs paper.
This one i more ganjiong, coz it is a lv 4 mod.
Plus no format, no tips, nothing.
Aso dun kno how the qns gonna ask.
i cant score too badly in this wor.
This is an impt paper.
Pray hard and keep my fingers cross.
A big big stack of notes waiting for me to eat it.
Reach home at 9.30pm.
Gonna let myself relax.
Bt hor, something is wrong wif my com.
i totally cant access Youtube.
Then realised tat our AK grp now got our own blog le.
Realli cool and fun. XD
Bt my com got problem again.
Cant access the blog. So i hav to use my bro's com to post my 1st post on it today.
Thanks Jacintha for taking the initiative, time and effort to make the blog.
Plus is it pinkie pinkie de, me love it.
Super coincidence wor. Haha.
All 4 of my fav colours, pink, purple, yellow and blue are on the blogskin. ^^
Oh ya, Joey, cant wait for our cycling trip ya. =))
Hope i can set aside a day for our trip aft my exams.
Not to forget there will be JC clique and Uni clique outing too.
Dec will be my busy busy mth.
Full of fun and sch work.
Omo, sch work!!!! Arhhhh, my thesis datelines!!! Random: 22/11/09Start off my day with major mugging.
Think i m too stress le.
Totally no appetite lor.
Coz i had been 'eating' my notes for days. T_T
2.30pm went to meet Chrystal unnie to collec the lappie and projector.
Sadly Chrystal unnie got something on at night.
So she cant go to the FC 2nd official gathering. Thus Ziqi and i helped her to take the items to the venue.
Wahaha, Ziqi and i looks like we are going on a trip lor.
With drinks and luggage bag, we are off for our hols~~~
On the MRT, we bump into Joey and Vanessa.
Super coincidence de lor. ^^
Yeh!!! We got 2 helpers le. Muahaha. Thanks the 2 of them for helping us carry the drinks.
We alight at Lorong Chuan MRT.
Waaaa, excited wor.
Since it is my 1st time taking the circle yellow line, wat a caveman ya.
We manage to find the side gate of the condo easily.
However, cant go in from there ya.
Dun kno where the security go eat snake la.
So we hav to walk a long long way to reach the main gate.
Need to thanks Chrislyn unnie for the clear directions to the venue.
Wahaha, i m declared to be a total child lor.
On the way to the condo.
i do some blur things again.
Omg, i m 22, but mentally i m juz 11. kekeke.
The security guard is so cute.
He saw me pulling a luggage bag.
So ask me if i m going overseas.
Crappy me joke wif the girls tat i juz came back from Korea.
Now going to move into my new condo, wedding apartment. LOL.
Once we reach there, after we set the things up.
Tried to see wat we can help out wif.
Bt i m kinda worried ya.
Coz this time round due to my exams.
So i din manage to host cloudie tour.
Thus i super scare tat there might be ppl who might get lost.
When the time got nearer to 5pm.
More and more ppl started to fill the function room.
As more ppl arrived.
My heart is getting more at ease.
Coz it means tat there are lesser ppl getting lost ya.
Marissa, Joey, Vanessa and i got a belated birthday present and card for Xiaoying.
Bt she got something on, so din manage to come.
Joey get Jacelyn to pass it to her.
Thanks Joey and Vanessa for taking the time to shop for the necklace.
Plus Joey thanks for making the card.
Sry sry i m busy so din manage to join u all in the shopping.
Thanks again for the effort. ^^
Today de gathering is to celebrate FC de 200 days.
And we hav abt 50 ppl there.
To kick start the event, intro time. ^^
Everyone just gets high at the start of the intro le.
Woohooo, it is juz so fun~~~ XD
When it is my turn to intro.
Omg, i sounded so blur and retard.
Muz be not enough slp la, slow reaction.
There are a few first timers.
Hmm, manage to get as many IDs or names as i can.
Bt still, at the end of it, still got a few faces tat i cant link to names.
After intro, we started off with our first game.
We are divided into 4 grps.
The game is kinda similar to the few tests tat i taken part b4.
See a part of the boys and guess who are they.
Bt there is not only body parts, aso got their clothes and accessories.
Sadly, our grp oli got 8/12 correct. T_T
Bt okay la, it is fun playing tog and knowing everyone.
The winner grp, everyone got a A4 size pic of the boys. ^^
After that is dinner and get together time.
Some are chatting, some are watching vid and sing along, some are busy eating etc.
A table full of lots of food.
 Thanks those who sponsor the food, some were bought, some were home-made.
Millions thanks^^ and they all tasted yummy.
Love the way that we all share and contribute in anyway we can.
SgTripleS Unite!!!
While Q-ing up for food, we AK(animal Kingdom) are having fun too.
Stacey let me in the Q first.
While i help her to take the plate.
Wahaha, we are both Kyu's wife, so muz love each other k. Then me being the unnie(big sis) help to get pasta for them.
Errr, i tot muz respect the old??
So muz feed me 1st ma. kekeke.
There is a section where the boys' merchandise were on sale.
 Actually i wanted to buy something de.
Coz i wanna use up the voucher tat i won during the 1st official gathering.
Bt ended up din bring anything back.
So shall keep the voucher to the nxt time ya.
Okies, i know i m very slow in eating ya.
We the intro crew wanted to go ard and know other members.
Bt i eat too slow la, so Joey and Marissa hav to wait for me. Sry sry.
When i m done, we went over to the AK grp table to chat. Wahaha, bad bad me wanna test all their memories.
See how many names they can rem. Muahahha. i m realli childish lor.
i went to take a bottle of drink and help them refills their cups.
Then i joke and thanks them fr attending my wedding. Wahahaha.
Wedding bt the groom not here wor.
Then AK joke tat i can take a pic alone.
Then Huiqin will help me photoshop Kyu into it. LOL.
Wahaha i m serving my hubby's mistress(stacey) drink.
Nah, big wife and small wife muz get along well.
So hubby wont be worried and sad ya.
Maylene is the smallest wife, she is only 12.
Then i joke tat she can be my daughter. Kidding kidding la.
She is a sweet and shy girl. ^^
After tat the start of the second game.
Dun kno is i previously too high ma.
Or anaemia act up le.
Suddenly i realli dun feel well wor.
Head is spinning, gastric is acting up.
Then i juz sit there and stone.
Trying to focus and control myself from not feeling well. Thanks girls for showing me concern and be with me.
Realli appreciated it. ^^ muckz.
The 2nd game is grp Charades.
We are divided into different grps again, 10 ppl a grp.
This time round, Stacey and i are in the same grp.
Wooo, we are the 2 pillars lor, coz both of us very tall.
Stacey is taller than me.
Wooo, i think she is the first girl friend of mine that is taller than me wor.
The game is we need to line up in a row and act out the word 1 to another.
Then the last person in the line will write down the ans.
At 1st i dun realli feel well, so wanna get someone to take my spot.
Bt luckily i manage to feel slightly better b4 our turn.
So aft playing the Charades.
The bad feelings are gone, feel so much better le.
Tada~~and our grp won!!! YEH!!!
Our present is the A4 photo of the boys.
Bt the one tat i got, i alr got a same pic card and a file le.
So i wanna exchange wif other ppl.
i wanted the one where they were all dressed in white de.
Bt sadly, no one wanna change. T_T
Luckily i manage to change for another pic instead.
 This is the normal size photo that CMs gave helpers and food sponsorers.
 Thanks thanks dear, i love it very much.
Though i din realli help much.
After tat, we all gathered around to watch Cin dance U R Man and Love Like This.
We aso bring up the mood to the highest where we started out fanchants on the songs too.
Cin realli dance very well wor.
Hope i m able to learn the dance.
Bt i got coordination problems wif my limps.
It will be very hard for me.
Coz i do the hands movements.
i will surely forget the leg movements.
Okies, i wanna declare tat i realli look and behave like a child ya.
CCiyin(hope i din get her ID wrong) a first timer to gathering.
She came over to ask me how old i am.
Hehe, cheeky me ask her how old do i look to her??
Then she said sec sch??
Whahaha, super happy de and i hug her.
i look young, plus young at heart. It is nice knowing her. ^^
She is young wor, abt 16. Lots of ppl there are abt tat age range lor. XD
Hope to see all of them soon.
Good times surely will hav a nice ending.
When it is time to leave.
It is good to see them leaving as a grp.
Coz it is safer since all of them are girls.
And some of them are quite young. So the rest of us try to pack up and leave.
Meet Chrystal unnie at JP to return lappie and projector.
i reach home is abt 10.30pm.
Super tired due to getting so high the whole day.
i tot i cant study le, wanna slp first.
Bt after i bathed, i even online til abt 1am.
Then aft tat return to my rm to mug. Mug all the way until 4am still dun want to slp.
Very alert wor, keep 'eating' my notes like mad.
Bt i got a bit of flu le, so decided to slp early.
Juz in case i get sick during my exams period.
Which is not very good ya. 22nd is a special date.
Coz 22nd nov we celebrated 200 days old.
100 days celebration we celebrated on 22nd Aug.
Wat a sweet coincidence lor. ^^ 11月23日 思绪无知也并非是次等于所向.
有些事情，
不知情时更加逍遥舒坦。
知道后就形成内心的疙瘩，
挥之不去。
一个无言的秘密，
只能独自一人默默守着。
希望能早日释怀，
不再牢记于心。
毕竟太伤神了。
集中集中！！
不要再胡思乱想了。
大傻瓜！！
不要再因为一些自己无法控制的事情，
郁郁寡欢，
而耽误并影响考试，
还搞坏身体，食不下咽的。
但，说得容易，做得难啊。
放下，并非轻而易举。
心里的枷锁好沉，好沉。 11月22日 Random: 21/11/09Bro is finally back aft 2 weeks in army.
Waaa, the moment he came back.
So many things to talk abt lor.
i think he is too bored in camp le.
Our contents range quite wide wor.
From games to even cars and watches.
This whole sem i totally din touch any games lor.
Din even kno tat Final Fantasy 14 trailer is alr out le.
Cries, i waited for so long, FF 13 eng vers. still not out yet lor. So many of my fav series RPG games are out alr.
Oh no, when i m gonna hav the time to conquer all of them??
i think next year after i grad then got the time ba.
I miss my gaming period so much.
How come i m missing out fr alot of my interests this sem.
Not only games, even my animes, mangas and dramas too. T_T
i think i m slowly losing the real me le.
Anyway, my bro wanna sell his Nintendo DS and PSP.
If anyone of u interested can let me kno ya.
Nintendo DS still got warranty.
Bro selling coz he wanna buy the latest version de. -_-lll
He realli hor, got a whole list of things he wanna buy lor.
Now he is eyeing for a new headphone and a Rolex watch.
Salute to him for spending $$ bt wont get heartache de lor.
Okies, shall get back to my mugging.
Tml will be out fr aftnoon til night.
So tonight need to chiong as much as i can. Finally another great news.
My boys won the 2009 MAMA OST award today.
The song that won such a big award is "Because i'm stupid".
One of the songs in Boys Over Flowers drama.
Realli happy tat they won this. ^^
实至名归 lor, as this is one of my fav song too.
It is sang by sub unit, Youngsaeng, Kyujong and Baby.
11月21日 Random: 20/11/09These few days keep raining lor.
i love raining weather ya.
Coz it is cooling plus i dun like hot sun.
But hor, such a nice weather makes ppl slpy ya.
Read a few notes and ended up falling aslp.
Not very healthy when my exams are juz a few days away.
Went out to buy lunch when the sun is still out.
Bt when i came back, heavy rain lor.
And i m all wet fr top to toes.
Due to mugging, i realli limit my online time.
Previously, i can online the whole day.
Now i can only come online at 10pm b4 i went to bed.
Super sad de, coz i feel so distanced from my boys lor.
Previously i know almost all the latest updates and news.
What they wear, wat they do. what they say etc.
Now i totally dun kno much lor, T_T.
Coz no time to go read those blogs and forums. Haiz.
Bt it is realli a blessing to kno lots of friendly ppl in the FC.
If got interesting news esp abt Kyujong they will msn me abt it.
Coz got Kyujong, and can cheer me up.
Thanks alot dears, all of u are so sweet. ^^
Even Belle unnie makes a Kyujong's wallie for me.
So he can cheer me on for exams whenever i on my com. ^^
When i came online tonight, a big big news awaited me.
Our boys won the award for this wk at Music Bank.
Though i din manage to stalk online to watch the live telecast.
Awwww, bt i m super happy and high lor.
Coz last wk they won, bt they were at Shanghai. So din hav their acceptance speech and take the award personally.
Bt today, they were at the show and they won again.
2 weeks in a row!!! Super cool de!!!
When i saw Kyujong hold onto the trophy, tears started to fill my eyes.
 The way he bite his lips and his expression when he look at the trophy. T_T
Dun kno why i juz feel so touched, so touched tat my heart juz ached so much.
i dun kno how to describe his expressions, juz 尽在不言中.
It feel like he is holding on something realli previous.
One tat he had been searching for a long long time.
He is juz like an open bk, just like me.
Feelings will always be shown on our face w/o fail.
Coz we are similar, tat is why i m attracted to him more.
他内心的澎湃, 感激, 兴奋, 样样都传递到我的心窝里.
And Baby is juz so cute to rest his head on Kyujong's shoulder.
i aso want to do tat lor.
The height will be juz right for me. kekeke^^
Wahaha, he always got this habit to kiss his trophy. XD
 Like wat i told Yufen, how i wish i m tat trophy. LOL XD *blush*
But compare to the trophy, i think alot of ppl wanna become Kim SuJung.
Wonder who she is??
She is a little child-actress.
Whom Hyunjoong kissed her twice during an award ceremony recently.
Once on her cheeks, and once on the lips. O_O
But the lips one is juz a beautiful mistake.
The little girl ask for a kiss from Hyunjoong.
So he kissed her on the cheeks.
Then the girl signal to him for another kiss.
Meaning the girl wanna kiss him on his cheeks.
But 4D Hyunjoong misread it and kiss on her lips. LOL.
i think mayb the little girl quite stunned lor.
How come suddenly this handsome gor gor kiss her on the lips??
Tat shd be her 1st kiss ba. LOL
Check out the vid at abt 1.00, where she ask for her 2 kisses.
Wahaha, wonder did she got scare due to the fans shouting below??
Back from the side track of Hyunjoong's kiss.
This is their perf today at Music Bank.
Here is the award ceremony.
LOL, Jungmin at 0.38 trying to kiss Youngsaeng by camera trick.
Notice someone standing behind Youngsaeng and Jungmin at 0.40??
Tat is Baby's little brother, Ki Bum.
Awww, 1.17 Kyujong hugs the trophy, the trophy is so lucky lor. LOL.
2.00 Youngsaeng too high le, trying to be cheeky while standing behind the hosts.
After the award ceremony, around dinner time.
Kyujong wrote a msg to all the fans while he is eating dinner.
He is so cute to say tat he will slp early tonight after he is done eating. Haha, tat is so him lor, cant do w/o food.
He aso remind us to eat breakfast and dun get sick in the cold.
Awwww, we realli got telepathy la.
How he knos i din eat breakfast and got wet in the rain. LOL.
Ignore me lor, i m juz so crazy abt him.
Moments later, Baby aso left a msg for the fans too.
Realli very happy for them tat they got the award. 11月20日 Random: 19/11/09Some of my frens encourage me to email Prof.
See can postpone the 2 dateline for Nov ma. At first i m abit scare la.
Coz he stated clearly that we must follow the datelines strictly.
Plus he will grade all those works.
So today check wif a few of my classmates who are under him for thesis.
They aso for the idea of postponing the dates.
Coz they are aso preparing for the exams.
So i just represent us and email Prof.
Hope tat he can be kind enough to postpone that 2 dates.
Keep my fingers cross and pray hard. 11月19日 Random: 18/11/09Life is just so stressful!!!!
i totally hav no idea on how i can survive thru all these.
Why my thesis datelines just hav to clash wif exams??
i think i can only complete everything if i got 三头六臂 lor.
Who can save me fr all these???
Kyujong's SETI ep 13 eng
credits reana29lim
All his expressions are so adorable. *in love* Awww, he looks so cute when he covered the cloth over his head like a hood.
Plus putting his finger at his lips and 'shh'.
Looking scare when the girl threatened him wif a scissors.
Bt hor, they are wearing couples' rings. T_T *jealous* 11月18日 晴天霹雳!!!晴天霹雳!!!
I just read a major shocking email!!!
My prof gav me datelines for my thesis scheduals!!!
22nd Nov i need to submit 题目, 摘要 and 目录.
But i got an exam on 23rd Nov.
Then i shd do my thesis or study for my exams la???
Omg, omg, now i m so dead!!!!!
Ganjiong, ganjiong!!!!
26th Nov i got another exam.
Bt 28th Nov i need to hand in thesis de 第一章导论, abt 10 pages??
I m now so dead now, so dead!!!!
Stuck in the middle, dun kno wat to focus on now!!!!
Shit la, my heart is beating so fast now.
Wanna heart att le la!!!!
HOW HOW HOW??? Random: 17/11/09Last night i saw the post to sign up for FC de 2nd official gathering.
To celebrate our 200days birthday.
But i did not sign up, as i m still thinking abt wanna go ma.
This morning received Wendy unnie de sms abt it.
So logged in to check the response.
Omg, alr 30+ ppl sign up le.
The limit is 40 ppl wor.
So ended up decided to sign up lor.
i think i will be very sad if i miss such an impt day de.
At night when i go check again.
Waaaa, 40 spots all filled up le.
Due to great response, CMs open up a few more slots.
Bt the extra 8 slots all filled up too.
This is realli amazing.
Luckily i got sign up in the morning. If not i surely wont get a place de.
Plus some members will contribute food out of their own pocket.
Got pasta, donuts, puffs, cakes, beehoon etc lor.
They are realli so sweet and nice of them.
Cant wait for the day of the celebration.
Today is juz mugging, mugging and more mugging!!!
Plus a surprise in my letter box. ^^
Received the Asta magazine Nov edition tat i order, $19.50 plus postage.
This is the 1st time i m buying this brand de mag. Although it is a korean mag, all the words are in korean.
After seeing the cover page, how to not buy??
Coz 5 handsome faces looking at me!!! *in love*
All of them look so good lor!!!
 It is totally worth it to buy wor.
Coz more than half of the mag is their pics, full page pics somemore.
Shall share a few tat i love very much. ^^
Shd hav guess right??
My beloved Kyujong will definately be in the list. LOL. XD
My hottie Kyujong~~~this angle looks abit like Hyunjoong wor.
His stare is strong, but still gentle.
Plus his slight smile. Awwww, so in love. ^^
 Kyujong looks like the boy-next-dr in this pic.
My sweetie pie~~~
If he change his vest+shirt into a normal tee shirt.
He will look like a very charming de uni student.
Tat is his 亲和力!!!
 Last bt not least, pretty Jungmin.
His mushroom hair styled in this manner very charming wor, i love it!!!
Plus his sparkling big eyes and perfect smile, totally attractive.
 11月17日 Random: 16/11/09Last night or actually this morning 4.30am then went to slp.
10.30am woke up by my phone's vibration.
My prof called me and told me tat our grp project got something crop up.
晴天霹雳!!!
The cd rom tat we handed in.
Inside dun hav our ppt slides, contributions and evaluations.
Bt i tot we all burn everything inside le.
Okies, nvm, muz b some technical error la.
Bt the problem is, today 4pm, prof need to hand in to the office le.
Omg, so we hav to fast fast settle everything asap.
My heart almost stop beating lor.
Since i m staying near sch, so i went to get the cd.
As i will burn and hand it in.
Then Grace helped me to search for everyone's part.
It is abit tough since not everyone is at home wif the com infront of them.
Finally at 2.45pm, i manage to get everything done wif the help of my teammates.
Then i meet my prof 3pm at interchange near my hse.
He is so considerate, so tat i no nd to go all the way to sch.
Now i m feeling so angry at myself for SU-ing tat mod.
Coz i had put in so much effort and time into it.
And i think i can get a B+ or better grade lor.
Now i lost the chance to help pull up my GPA.
Heartache lor, 心寒, try not to think abt it le.
Since there is nothing i can do liao.
3.30pm then finally started mugging.
Haiz, my progress is damn slow la.
Only manage to come online at 10pm. i think fr today onwards.
No more msn, and forum can only go read 1.
Realli nd to control myself.
If not i realli cant finish reading my whole stack of chim reading.
Not to forget a huge textbook too. T_T Jungmin singing 周华健 de "朋友" during their Shanghai concert. credits ss501ufo
The 1st verse he sang in korean, since there is a korean version of the song.
After tat, he sang the whole song in chinese.
Above the vid only hav the chinese part.
He sang so well, with great pronouciation.
Language pro Jungmin not play play de.
He muz hav spend a lot of time and effort in perfecting the words.
Plus he even tok chinese to the fans.
If u dun kno he is korean, hearing him sing.
U will tot tat he is chinese lor. Kyujong's SETI ep 12 eng
credits shirbogurl21 11月16日 Random: 15/11/09Begin my day wif my cloudie tour~~~
Waaaa, 2 of my tour members are 15mins early.
Thus i need to arrive at the meeting place earlier.
Cant let them wait for too long there ya. ^^
This time round, quite a no. of AK gang joined in the fanchant session.
AK gang mean "Animal Kingdom Fanfic Stalker Gang".
Judging fr the name, yup, we are associate wif animals and we stalk fanfics. LOL.
And i m one of the founders~~~awww, sounded so old!!! Plus i m the oldest there!!! T_T
Off the big grp of 15 ppl match off to the bus lane.
Halfway, i saw the bus tat we r supposed to take wor.
So ended up all of us ran and gave chase.
Cool man, very seldom see a big grp of girls chasing aft a bus tog lor. LOL
At the function room, after signing up and settled down.
i started chatting away with some of the members.
Wooo, AK gang realli enthu and fun wor!!!
They sort of click in an instant and busy chatting away.
Then Pris called me over, wanna show me something.
Arhhhh, i just scream when i saw her lappie.
It is a cake wif Kyujong's half naked pic on it.
Then they told me it is for Xiaoying's(1 of our FC's president) birthday surprise.
Next come the intro part.
This time rd, we need to say our ID, our name, and our fav member.
Here i m, the 1st one to intro. LOL XD
The moment i stood up and faced the rest.
My beloved AK gang cheered so loudly.
Awwww, thanks girls, i m so touched by all ur support.
When i tok abt my fav member...Kyujong...okies i m shy la. *blush*
This time around, i m shocked to see that there are quite a no. of Kyujong's fan.
Totally can fight wif the no. of Hyunjoong's fan today wor. Wahaha, then they r saying tat i got more and more rivals popping up.
Haha, happy coz Kyujong got more and more fans.
Sad coz i need to share him wif more ppl.
After a round of introduction, i am able to name more than half of them.
Wahaha, blur blur brain aso can work quite well wor. kekeke.
Start of learning the fanchant, Warning and U R Man.
As i had learnt them the previous session, so i alr kno le.
Just need to refresh my memories.
Not again, during Warning part, Kyujong's turn ppl shout very soft.
Coz his part very hard to catch the correct timing.
Sob...sob...then i ask AK for help, muz help cheer for Kyujong.
After tat, they are totally amazing.
Kyujong's cheers became the loudest!!! YEH!!!
When Xiaoying arrived, she was asking who is Kyujong's fans.
Since Kyujong is aso her fav.
The moment i heard it, i cheekily rised up my hands.
Bt saw tat most ppl are busy watching the vids so din hear. -_-lll
i got "Kyujong" detector lor. LOL. Mega-power Kyujong detector.
Nxt comes the surprise for Xiaoying's birthday.
Suddenly they aired Kyujong's de SETI epi.
Xiaoying and everyone sit and watch.
Suddenly her name appear on the screen.
Awww, they are so sweet to edit the vid specially for her.
Then they blindfoled her and bring her to sit down by a table facing all of us.
While they get ready to line up the cupcakes in a heart shape.
 Close up on Kyujong's face de cakes.
 Aiya, i shd hav taken this piece.
Coz this pic is a bare chest one. LOL
The exact same pic tat is on my wall. kekeke.
This is the one tat i ate.
Oppx, i 'ate' Kyujong!!!
 For those who got Kyujong's face, we started taking pics of us eating him.
Omg, this sounds so wrong wor. XD
Awwww, then they started teasing tat Kyujong taste heavenly.
Then i cheekily said tat his chest cleavage is good too. LOL.
After tat is pizza hut lunch.
Thanks May unnie for the food. ^^
 While everyone was having lunch, watching vids and chatting.
Yufen msn Pris, so we saw the msn thru the projector.
Everyone starting screaming!!!
Coz there is news tat Jungmin fall down at the airport.
And Hyunjoong got scratched and hurt his leg.
Omg, my heart totally sank when i heard tat.
Bt the nxt moment, i keep thinking, wat abt Kyujong??
Is he alright?? Is he injured??
He is sick, so i dun want other things to happen to him.
Soon, time is up and some of the ppl had left.
Xiaoying and helpers stay back for the merchandise collection.
AK gang is aso abt to go home le.
i din leave wif them as i m staying back to help out.
Plus discuss our crochet project wif Ziqi and Chrystal.
Waaaa, crochet is realli tough wor.
Ziqi sort of show me the different style of crochet.
Hope i can still rem aft my exams.
So i can start doing le.
Worried worried.
Coz i m doing Kyujong's de.
i wanna to make it the best for him.
Haha, plus if it is successful.
i will be making another one for myself.
So tat we can hav couple bear. ^^
Omg, i m going to be blacklist on the forum le. LOL.
Today AK are chatting wif Xiaoying.
Then i think they said something abt Kyujong and link to me.
So Xiaoying tease me say wanna blacklist me, coz i m her rival. T_T
Xiaoying said tat nxt Sunday we will be having a meetup.
To celebrate FC 200 days anniversary.
Waaa, but i got a paper on monday wor.
So mayb i cant go le.
Oh no, if i din go, i will aso kanna blacklist. LOL.
Then Jacelyn said tat mayb i can use the wkdays to chiong 1st.
If can finished my mugging.
Then i can go join them for fun for a few hrs.
Yup, so i realli need to be a good girl and mug well for these few days.
After we packed up and left the place.
i din joined them for dinner at JP.
Coz i need to fetch my mum fr work and eat dinner tog.
Bt i went home 1st to put my stuffs.
Coz i bought back some remaining drinks, cups etc back.
Since i m living near ma, so will bring them down nxt meetup.
Then dad came back to drive me, to find mum and go shopping.
After tat went for dinner and go hospital visit my grandpa.
Previously my mum dun realli allow me to go to hospital.
Coz i got a weak constitution plus my 6th sense quite strong.
So i dun go to such places where i mayb will feel unwell.
While sitting at the waiting rm.
Bt mum told me to wait here wif my dad.
While she go into ICU to see grandpa.
Then my dad say bring me there bt dun let me see grandpa very weird.
Bt mum scare later i see le will scare.
And later dun dare to be alone at home.
Aft much consideration, i went in wif mum.
Bt i din mange to go very near.
Coz my mum told me tat pipes are plugging into grandpa's throat.
i totally cant stand to see such a sight.
So mum din let me go very near.
Plus i din manage to see grandpa's face.
Coz the nurse turn him to face another side.
Hope grandpa can wake up soon.
Everyone is praying for him to pull thru this obstacle. 11月15日 Random: 14/11/09Today is a day tat i m doing the things i like best.
Gaining back the simple and sweet happiness that i love.
This sem, suddenly i m busy wif alot of things.
So the time i spend wif my loved ones tend to become lesser.
Esp my parents and guardians.
Thus today is a very nice day for me to make up to them.
Although i slp at 3+am last night.
i made it a pt to wake up at 8.30am.
Coz i need to be up before my parents went to work.
Dad will drove mum to work and me to my guardian's hse.
Coz mum is rushing late le. So she told dad to drive me straight to my guardian's hse and 'throw' me there.
And wanted me to find my own breakfast myself. Bt then dad said he haven eat breakfast.
So i whined and wanted to eat breakfast wif them at the market near my mum's workplace.
YEH!!! They are no match for my demands!!!
I simply enjoy meals times with them.
As they always working 24/7.
So breakfast or dinner during wkends r our only time tog as a family.
And it had been quite a few mths since i last hav breakfast wif them.
But no doubt, the routine is still the same.
Mum will go order her food, and dad will order ours.
Mum will prefer me to sit down at the table.
Juz in case i too hungry and faint. Haha, spoiled child here, naughty me.
After tat spend my whole day at my guardians' hse.
It has been quite some time since i spend quality time with them le.
Although last wk i got go, but only went for dinner celebration.
So din realli hav alot of time to talk and keep them company.
Normally every wk, i will spend at least 1 day with them de.
But recent mths, most of my wkends i had something on.
If not will be stuck at home rushing reports and work.
So din manage to visit them.
Thus today since i m free the whole day, decided to go visit them.
Although i forsake part of my mugging time to spend time wif them.
i find that it is totally worth it. XD
In front of my guardians, i m always a child who nv grew up.
Morning helped my female guardian settle her gaming problem.
After tat she show me a section which she dun understand why it didnt work.
While i sit there to see her show me, then it suddenly can work le.
My guardian was so shocked and happy.
Guardian: How come suddenly can?? i tried for wks aso cant.
Me: U know why?? Coz i m here ma. ^^
Wahaha, i can get realli mushy lor and she started laughing.
Guardian: If u come earlier, then i wont be stuck for so long. No one helped me.
The moment i heard tat, i felt so guilty. T_T
Coz i know that they misses my company, just like how i miss them.
Thus i spend most of the time chatting wif them the whole day.
Coz i m missing in action for too long.
Lots of things happened, so they updated me abt why she is so pissed.
I loved how the way they shared wif me their feelings and thoughts.
Coz i kno, to them, apart from their children and grandson, i m a very impt presence.
Tat is why they will tell an 'outsider' like me those personal things.
Even though i m not blood-related to them.
They treat me better than some of their family members.
Like my female guardian says, Roxanne is VIP. LOL.
So everytime i go visit them, they will prepare lots of things for me. ^^
They will cook all my fav food, buy my fav fruits etc.
Then my male guardian told me tat his neighbour aso miss me.
His neighbour got ask him, how come his tall tall daughter so long din come??
Daughter??? Shd b grand-daughter ba!! LOL. XD
i had a realli simple and happy day today.
Coz can see my guardians' smiles and laughers.
And of course, having breakfast and supper wif my parents. ^^
简单，就是我在寻找的幸福。
想一辈子成为他们永远长不大的孩子。
他们给予我的爱和关怀，不单单只是用眼去看。
而是可以用心灵去感应，这才是最真确的。
Omg, cant believe i am crying and blogging at the same time lor. T_T
Cant help it, since i m always so emotional. Shall end off with something happy.
Today is my boys Shanghai Persona Concert.
Belle unnie updated me on the events during the concert.
It is realli fun, though i cant be there to join in the fun.
But still can feel the high-ness judging from the china fans description.
My most anticipated part is Jungmin's chinese song.
He sang the famous <朋友>, and ppl commented tat it is very accurate.
Awwww, cant wait for the fancam to be out, i wanna to be his 朋友.
Just hope that they take care of themselves, esp Kyujong.
Coz the weather is realli cold over there.
Dun want to see him getting more sick.
I will pray for ur health and fast recovery.
Though still worried abt Kyujong's health.
But just now saw a few screencaps and vids of them on variety shows.
At least my mood turn for the better le.
Omg, they are totally so funny and dorky.
Super cute de, keep teasing each other.
Cant stop laughing out loud lor.
Cant wait for the subs vids to be out. 11月14日 Random: 13/11/09Went to camp at LWN lib to sort out my notes.
But something happened that make me super sad de.
Which marks the start of my down down mood today.
Saw on the forum regarding the Shanghai press-con.
People were saying that Kyujong seems weird.
At first i tot is his behaviour very weird, mayb 4D like Hyunjoong.
Coz he pour the mineral water into a cup.
Bt he ended up drink fr the plastic bottle.
i tot they meant something funny like this.
So was thinking tat i shall watch the press-con vid when i reached home.
Ended up i realised tat "him acting weird" dun mean tat funny part.
More comments came up saying he is not his usual self.
The moment i saw those comments, i become very ganjiong liao.
i want to kno wat happened to my dear Kyujong!!!
Quickly watched the whole conference vid in the lib.
Aft i watched them, omg, something is realli wrong!!!
The atmosphere of the whole press-con was very down.
It seems something is weighing down in their mind.
Though Jungmin alr try to heighten up the mood wif Baby.
Displaying their Tom&Jerry actions.
But still, i can still feel the aura of the event is very off, very not right.
The moment i saw Kyujong intro himself.
My heart totally break into many pieces.
His expression was so sad and 无奈.
Throughout the whole interview, Kyujong was very not himself.
He did not smile and tok as much.
i know that he is a quiet guy.
Bt even if he usually dun tok much during interviews.
He will still sit there and giv his sweetest smile while listening.
Bt now, only can see his moody expressions.
i am so worried about him, which makes my mood bad too.
Then i went to find close up pics of their press-con.
Examining his expressions, makes my heart ache so much, so sad T_T
 Oh no, he looked so sian diao lor.
His eyes were filled wif sorrowness.
Awwww, the moment i saw tis pic, stare at it for a few secs.
My eyes started welling up wif tears.
It realli hurts me alot seeing him like tat.
Esp when u compare the cute happy pics of him tat i blog abt yesterday. T_T  His expression looked so sad.
He seems like wanna cry lor. T_T *pull my hair*  Even though he smiled slightly, but it looked so forceful and weak.
Oh my dear, r u ok?? R u sick??
Where you dun feel well??
 See see, another forceful smile again.
For Kyujong, if he truly smiles fr his heart, his eyes will sparkled de.
Did u see the sparkle in his eye?? No!!! T_T
His eyes din even hav a strong focus to begin wif.
 He is trying to smile sweetly for the camera.
But if u look carefully, he is frowning.
Plus the whole expression is like a "bittergourd" face lor.
Kyujong ah, what happened??
R u in pain??
If u dun feel like smiling, dont try to force yourself.
Seeing you forcing urself like tat, hurts me even more. T_T
Not only during the press-con.
i saw china forum that at the airport he alr like tat de.
Some of them deduce that he could be sick.
Another possible reason could be he juz came down fr the plane.
So by having fear of height, still haven recover fr his plane ride.
Mayb he got scolded for making mistakes??
Or he is stressed and worried abt the concert tml??
Dun kno wat is the reason lor. i m getting desperate!!! Addition note: I HATED THE MC!!!
HE IS SO RUDE!!!
Everyone will be responding to a qns individually.
After Kyujong spoke, is supposed to be Youngsaeng's turn.
Bt that damn MC ask Hyunjoong to giv his views. Then Youngsaeng was so taken aback tat he dun dare to speak.
And Hyunjoong aso dun dare to ans the qns, coz dun want to hurt Youngsaeng.
Tat shitty MC, does he kno wat is manners???
How can he juz skip over Youngsaeng's turn right in front of everyone!!!!
Shd be fair and let everyone of them speak up ma!!!!
Meet wif Ziqi to get some materials.
Back home, the moment i online.
i received a great big news.
Tonight de Music Bank award.
SS501 won!!!!
But sadly, they cant collect the award personally since they r in Shanghai now.
However, the hosts did a live call out to them.
And i heard them shout and cheer aft hearing the good news over the phone.
Then Belle unnie told me tat someone comment tat SS501 is very special.
Coz today Friday the 13th is a bad day for everyone. Bt it din affect them at all and they won the award!!!
Finally a good news to make me happy la.
Previously we lose by 42 pts.
Today we won by 3000 pts.
Salute to Korea TripleS de unitedness.
Ever since they kno tat the scores will not calculate the special edition cd sales.
A few different fans organisations actually come tog and collect funds.
And bought 5000 copies of the normal edition cd.
Dun kno wat is wrong wif the show la.
Special edition not album meh??
If they count tat in, we had alr won long ago le.
Then Yufen show me a long chinese subs msg written by Kyujong tonight.
Regarding the winning of the award.
Omg, i read it and juz started crying.
Partly coz i m still being very affected by the press-con la.
Plus i can totally feel his gratitute, his love and sincerity in the msg.
Not to forget he muz be practicing hard for the concert tml.
He still set some time aside and write a msg. Awwww. T_T
Tml is a outdoor concert for them.
Please bless them wif good weather and smooth performance.
i want to see their bright big smile!!! 11月13日 Random: 12/11/09Meet up wif Ziqi for lunch and hav a good chat.
I realli enjoy her company and share laugher tog.
Off we went to buy some items needed for the crochet robots.
Although we din manage to get every exact items.
Bt rules can be bend ma.
So we got other things to replace.
Then our creation will be special and 独一无二.
Just now i went to take a late bath.
Come back saw Belle unnie msn me.
She told me to stay calm as she got a big news to share wif me.
Just the thought of it made my heart thumped so fast.
She got Kyujong's life size poster!!!!
Rem i got mentioned that Chrystal unnie help me buy the Aloha photobk fr Taiwan.
Then i got Hyunjoong's life size poster.
Though i want Kyu's, but i am happy wif Hyunjoong's one.
This morning Belle unnie was telling me tat she gt order the book at Prologue.
Will be collecting it today.
She told me tat she hope to get Hyunjoong's, but aso ok wif got Jungmin's or Kyujong's.
Then i told her tat mine is Hyunjoong's.
And we started discussing, if Belle unnie can get Kyujong's one.
Then we can exchange.
We are juz discussing in the morning...the best outcome we hope for.
Bt amazingly, it realli happen in reality.
Awwwww, Belle unnie is so cute when she told me her exp on opening the poster.
She saw the hair and tot can be Hyunjoong.
Until she saw the eyes, cfm it is Kyujong.
Then she quickly on her lappie and share the news wif me immediately.
YEH!!!! We can exchange with each other the nxt time we meet up.
So high now, cant wait ti get hold of Kyujong. ^^
Thanks lady luck for smiling at me. =))
Today my boys reach Shanghai for their concert tis sat.
Hope they can put up a great and smooth performance.
Jungmin will be going to sing another chinese song.
This is his 2nd attempt on chinese song, Taiwan is 甜蜜蜜.
Fr some sources, Shanghai de most slightly will be 朋友.
As long as it is sang by Jungmin, i m sure it will be great.
They just had a press-conference, wearing white like Prince Charming.
Anyway, i realli love to see pics of them off stage.
Today juz come across them taking pic wif a child-star backstage.
Wearing shorts and casual clothes... love the way they are.
Credits to SS601.com by 청정아이돌 + Liezle's blog
Youngsaeng + kid = elder bro + little bro
 Baby + kid = Young father + kid (coz Baby's smile look so serious)
 Kyujong + kid = Kyujong is cuter than the kid (my fav pic)
 Hyunjoong + kid = Vampire + kid
Coz Hyunjoong's hair remind me of Edward from Twilight
 Kid + Jungmin + Kyujong
Jungmin as usual, very good with kids.
Jungmin and Kyujong look so good.
 Girl + kid + Jungmin + Kyujong.
Awww, so envious the kid, got a kiss fr Jungmin.
In love with Kyujong's expression,
So cute and adorable~~~
 11月12日 Random: 11/11/09YEH!!! Finally my final presenation is over le!!!
All my sch work i manage to complete on time!!!
Think human has a strong power for survival.
Judging from the tonnes of work tat i nd to do. Even though i tot i cant survive through this sem.
Bt amazingly i manage to stay alive. Cheers!!!
Very happy to kno tat our presentation today is great!!!
From prof's comment, i think we are the best grp lor.
Juz tat she suggest tat if we quote more eg. to the theory will make it better.
Finally everything finished and done well i shd b happy right??
But no no no, coz it means that i need to start on my exams le.
Today aft clz spend me day in the lib.
Printing notes that i lacked.
Waaaa, spend abt $10 just for printing lor.
Imagine how thick the stack of notes is. O_O
Somemore is adding on to the huge stack tat i alr hav.
Now only left 4 novels haven go find the book and photocopy.
Die la, die la, how to finish reading all that!!!??
Today is 11th of Nov, Pepero Day in Korea!!!
It is something like Valentine's Day, but the present will be pepero.
U muz be thinking, pepero only ma, nothing special ma.
See below, and u will kno tat their pepero is so much better than ours.
So cute and sweet~~~me got soft spot for these kinds of things.
   Kyujong's SETI ep 11 eng
credits reena29lim
Finally the girl understand tat she is ill-treating Kyujong.
At least she got him his fav book.
But hor, later go back to her demanding way.
Kyujong wanna eat ramyeon, she want to eat buckwheat noodle.
Awww, he is so sweet to help her blow her noodles cool. 11月10日 Random: 10/11/09Marketing presentation meeting.
Yes!!! Tml is my final presentation.
My last work for this sem.
Time just passes so fast.
It juz felt that yesterday i just started school only.
Haiz, exams are coming nxt.
Time to feel stress again.
Although i only got 2 papers, and both are open-book.
i realli need to concentrate and stop slacking.
Coz these 2 mods are tough. T_T
Exams date: 23rd nov and 26th nov.
Not much time left le.
Pls giv me the mood to mug.
Fanchant meetup this sunday.
Gonna be busy wif my "cloudie tour service".
Hope everything runs smoothly. |
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