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    April 29

    Freedom is here in yr2 sem2

    FREEDOM
     
    Finally tis sem exams r over.
    Although for the last paper today.
    It is a total disaster.
    No time to do la.
    Section B, 2 qns 10 marks each.
    Total blank.
    Section A, a few sub qns blank.
    Total 20+ 30 marks blank.
    Haiz, totally disappointing.
    Shall not think too much abt it.
    Over means over le.
    Think aso cant change the fact.
    So i will juz hav to enjoy my hols.
    And cry on the day i got my results if i did badly.
     
    Reach home aft lunch wif Slackers REX.
    Nothing to do leh.
    So sian.
    Bro slping.
    So i cant use com.
    Scare disturb him.
    So hav a change of clothes and went out.
    Guess where i went.
    THE LIBRARY.
    Haha, i muz b crazy le.
    Finally aft exams still go lib.
    Very bored ma.
    Hope tat time will pass by faster there.
    And it realli did.
    i spend a total of 3 hrs there lo.
    Hehe, looking for nice books.
    Keep taking and taking.
    Super greedy de.
    Taking more than wat i can borrow.
    Then got an incident tat scare me.
    i m listening to my mp3 ma.
    Then was browsing thru the bks.
    The moment i took out 1 black bk.
    The cover is a girl wearing white.
    Holding a bloody axe in a greenish train.
    The moment i took out tat bk and look at it.
    My mp3 went dead.
    STUNNED.
    Coz tat bk is ghost story de.
    Waaaa, scary lo.
    i quickly put the bk back and took out my mp3.
    Batt flat.
    So coincidence til scare me lo.
    Then i saw 1 bk which the cover caught my attention.
    The drawing is very nice.
    Title aso quite catchy.
    Bt as i m flipping thru the bk.
    Thinking which to borrow, coz i can oli borrow 8.
    Tat bk inside got 2 pages cover wif blood like substance.
    OMG, so scary.
    So struggle lo.
    Coz i realli wanna borrow the bk de.
    Bt the blood like substance seems dirty leh.
    Then i went to check the lib com.
    Got 1 more copy of the bk in the lib.
    Bt is on loan.
    i believe in fate.
    If i m fated to read it.
    i will find the other copy when i go there the nxt time.
    So i went to put the blood cover bk back.
     
    Intend to come online at 8pm.
    Tat is the time my bro promise me.
    Bt then he keep slping and slping.
    Til 10pm then wake up, then i can use com.
    Arhhhhhhh. i want to use com.
    Bt still not tat bad.
    No com to use.
    At least got bk to read.
    Go to the lib in the aftnoon is the right choice.
    If not at night i realli nothing to do le.
    Waaaa, my taste not bad wor.
    The 1st story tat i read today quite nice and interesting.
    Halfway thru le.
    Got a scene tat i find it very sweet.
    And beautiful drawings.
    Finish le then update on it.
    April 27

    Last paper slacking as usual

    Last paper always seems so slack.
    Cant focus to study.
    Keep slacking and slacking.
    Tues is the paper le.
    So now ended up quite desperate.
    Coz no time to finish mugging.
    Die, plus quite a lot of thing dun understand.
    Tml meeting cher for last min consultation.
    Haiz, hope everything will go smoothly.
    April 25

    Nd to stop eating

    Oh man.
    Dun know wat is wrong wif me.
    Normally during exam period.
    i will b very stress and nervours.
    Til cant eat cant slp.
    Thus will lead to weight lost.
    Which is a gd thing in my opinion.
    Bt now i almost everyday went out in the morning.
    And reach home at night.
    Til forgot to weight myself le.
    Today neck and shoulder aching like hell.
    So nv go sch wif the rest to mug.
    Aft breakfast.
    Then finally rem to weight myself.
    To my horror.
    1 gain 1-2 kg leh.
    Shit la.
    i tot mayb is due to aft breakfast.
    Normally in the morning i shd weight 63.
    Now become 65.
    Arhhhh, so aft waiting for it to digest.
    i weight a few more times aft tat.
    Still the same leh.
    OMG, i dun want to gain weight la.
    i nd to stop eating too much food.
    Hmmm, nvm, think of the bright side.
    Hols coming soon.
    Can continue my daily walking home routine.
    Hope tat will cut down the weight.
    Which is visible last sem.
    April 24

    天生我才必有用

    天生我才必有用
    这句话是否正确无误?
    周围的朋友
    大家都在各自的领域里发光发热
    有的学业成绩一等一
    有些拥有唱歌跳舞的专长
    甚至是乐器或运动
    都难不倒他们
    仔细想想,我又有什么专长呢?
    近乎没有吧
    没有运动神经
    没有表演才艺
    没有音乐天分
    没有天才头脑
    那我又拥有什么呢?
    是否一无所有?
    良心自问
    我擅长什么呢?
    看电视、动漫、打游戏机
    这些算不算才能呢?
    应该不是吧
    毕竟这些每个人都能胜任有余
    女人无才便是德
    要是在古代我就是有德女子了
    现今只是个无才无能之辈
    所以要更加努力寻找我的专长
    不要落得一无是处

    The Forbidden Kingdom -- 功夫之王

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    Yesterday aft translation exam when to watch my long awaited Forbidden Kingdom.
    Wif Xiaojun, Xihui and Yinghao.
    Overall find the movie quite not bad la.
    Bt slightly lower than wat i hav expected.
    Coz is Jackie and Jet Li.
    So my expectation sort of become very high.
    Bt there r parts which are funny.
    Although the story plot is not very GREAT.
    Bt it realli makes me think alot.
     
    Some of my thoughts...
     
    Some gangster bully the main char.
    And forced him to bring them to rob a shop.
    Then the shopkeeper who is a blind old man kanna shot by the gangster
    And it leads to the beginning of the whole story.
    It makes me wonder......
    男主角的懦弱是老先生受伤的原因。
    因为自己的无能、没有能力,才伤害了身边的人。
    这样一来,是否会因此而讨厌、憎恨这样的自己?
    一个故事的开始就必须有人牺牲吗?
    那位老先生的牺牲,是创造英雄的导火线吗?
    老先生的存在是因为自己的人生还是为了创造英雄的诞生?
     
    The monk in the end vanished, leaving behind oli some strand of hair.
    和尚的存在价值是什么?
    他一身的努力又是为了谁?
    一个人在世上的价值是:
    1. 追求必须完成的使命?
    还是
    2. 追求自己想要完成的事宜?
    被赋予的使命还是向往的理想
    人们会选择哪一个?
    又有什么能记载个人存在的痕迹?
    和尚虽然解救了世界。
    可是无法解救自己脱离命运的框架。
    他一生所付出的都不是为了自己。
    到了最后,烟消云散。
    留下的痕迹只有存在于战友的记忆里
    时过境迁,记忆也会有消失淡忘的一天。
    到那时候,还会有谁记得和尚的功绩?
    一个没有名字,人称"The Monk"的和尚。
    April 22

    Totally exhausted

    Yesterday finish HC301.
    When i 1st flip the paper and saw the qns.
    i m juz total stunned.
    i use up all my reading skills, brain and time.
    Juz to try to rem as much stories and anaylsis fr more than 20 novals.
    Bt ended up, wat i hav memorise is not much of a use lo.
    The qns style is out of wat i tot.
    i nv tot cher will ask the qns like tat.
    T_T although cher is a nice and fun guy.
    Bt he nv giv boundaries for his exams.
    So dun kno wat to study and focus on lor.
    Haiz, aft the exam super dejected de.
    Bt no choice, the nxt day, which is today, got another paper.
    So hav to continue mugging even though i m very tired.
    So in sch mug til 9pm.
    Then daddy came to fetch me.
    Reach home continue to mug til 1.30am.
    Die die, realli nd to slp le.
    And my brain is realli not thinking liao.
    Bt i still got so much haven read.
    Set alarm intend to wake up at 7am to mug.
    Bt due to super lack of slp.
    Keep pressing off the alarm.
    Finally woke up at 7.45am.
    Mug mug mug.
    Waaaa, worst, my morning sickness is back.
    Feel so sick, keep having those want to vomit de feeling.
    No appetite to eat my breakfast.
    Finally drag my feet to sch to mug.
    i m abt 1 hr late fr the time tat we r supposed to gather.
    Finally in the exam hall le.
    Brain super tired.
    i cant think.
    i dun even kno wat i m writing lo.
    My para structure is messy.
    i write super slow.
    Coz my thoughts cannot continue.
    Shit la. Still hav to sit in the cold.
    My whole body is shivering.
    My brain kanna freeze le, shut down liao.
     
    Totally exhausted.
    Bt finally can take a bit of a rest.
    Nd slp nd relaxation.
    Tml still got 1 more paper.
    Arhhhhhhh.
    April 18

    Slp too much

    Slp abt 8 hrs last night.
    Today at sch mugging aso keep slping.
    On the way home, slp on bus.
    Reach home watch tv a while.
    Ended up falling aslp again.
    Mentally and physically tired.
     
    The future nxt wk seems so dark.
    So many notes to read and memorise.
    Cant finish la.
    Plus today saw 1 of the mod de past yr qns paper.
    Total stunned.
    i cant ans them lo.
    Die die die liao.
    Dun want to get C+ la.
    B- and above can ma.
    Plz. Dun treat me like tat.
    April 17

    New food court

    Waaa, today went to the new food court at North spine to eat.
    Although the food is more x than Can A.
    Bt still cheaper then normal outside de food court.
    Got more choice of food to choose fr liao.
    April 16

    1 down liao

    Estee joining us to mug.
    Wahahaha, wif cute estee around, it is enjoyable.
    Then she come up wif new names for canteens.
    The new canteen near Can A will b called Can A+.
    The Quad will b Can B+.
     
    Last night stay in sch to mug for exam today.
    Waaaa, abt 11 plus then left sch.
    Tired bt no choice.
    i dun realli understand much for tis topic.
    Hmmm, hav to rely on the rest.
    Ty a lot guys, Esther, Xiaojun, Yinghao and Wenliang.
    Hmmm, i aga aga know wat is going on liao.
    Bt dun kno y last night cant slp??
    Spent the whole day in sch leh.
    Shd b very tired.
    Bt juz cant get to slp.
    Keep tosing here and there.
    In the middle of the night.
    Wake up more than 20 times lor.
    And keep having those lame dreams.
    M i too tensed?
     
    i tot my sickness is recovering.
    No more blocked nose liao.
    Bt last night eat de curry chicken at Can A+.
    Nice nice. ^_^
    T_T tis morning my throat pain de wor.
    And keep coughing.
    More sickness liao.
     
    B4 going for the exams.
    Went for lunch.
    Then met Guan Si.
    So ask him to join us.
     
    Exams r stressed.
    Bt amy's msg realli brighten up my days.
    Makes me show my smile in my deeply frowned face.
    Waaaa, today ty for lending Lavi to me wor.
    He is realli a great help.
    Super brain.
    Teach me a lot.
    Hope my Kanda is of gd use to u too.^_^
    Let's survive tog.
    Aft exams, will hav lots of fun tog.
     
    1 paper down liao.
    4 more to go.
    Nxt wk is stressed wk.
    3 in 1 shot.
    Can die de.
    My target very simple.
    i juz want to improve my grades.
    Compare to last sem.
    April 13

    See doc

    Pon mugging session today.
    Went to see doc.
    Wanna recover b4 exams.
    If not, no nd to mug liao.
    April 12

    Exams sickness

    Dun kno is it due to the fact tat i m so heart broken last night.
    Heartbroken = spirit weak = health weak
    Tis morning wake up my throat is tearing apart.
    So pain and dry lo.
    Shit, major sorethroat.
    Today in sch mugging wif Xiaojun, Xihui and Elaine.
    (dun kno i spell her name correctly ma)
    She is a cute and friendly girl.
    Then i keep sneezing lor.
    Is my hubbies thinking of me???
    Nonono, i think i m going to b down wif flu.
    Halfway thru the mugging.
    My eyes tend to hurt abit.
    Shit shit, tis is flu de syndromes.
    Aft dinner.
    Pop a flu panadol.
    Rest for a while.
    Got those fever feeling and feel a bit dizzy.
    Later slp again pop 2 more pills.
    And now keep coughing away.
    Hope tat i today slp early and it will heal soon.
    If not tml how to go sch mug???
    T_T always exams period i will fell sick de lo.
    Last sem aso major flu.
    Haiz, hope tis time everything will b find soon.
    Haha, love sick arh.
    Miss my date wif Kanda last night.
    Then today sick liao.
    Let the strength of Kanda b wif me.
    Kanda = 砍他
    砍掉 all the obstacles in front of me.

    stood up on a date

    Last night i cry like hell.
    M i too stressed??
    M i in pain??
    M i being dumped??
    NONONO.
    None of the above.
    i stood up on a date wif my dear, Kanda.
    Coz due to sch work.
    i hav been limiting myself to the no. of idol drama and anime i watch.
    So now, the drama which i oli catch is 恶作剧2吻.
    Anime wise is oli D.Gray Man le.
    The rest i gonna leave to aft the exams then chiong.
    Thus, every fri, on arts central.
    They will aired the latest D.Gray Man epi fr Japan lo.
    So i hav been waiting for fri every wk.
    Last night, i saw ppl upload the epi on the web le.
    Due to curiosity, i drag and watch some parts of it.
    Bt i wanna left the whole epi to view on TV.
    Coz graphics better ma.
    So 10pm le.
    Nothing to do, coz no Supernatural de show.
    They aired Survivor lo.
    So go brush my teeth and stuffs.
    10.20pm, still got 40 mins before the anime start.
    Nothing to do, so i took out my notes to read.
    TO MY MAJOR HORROR!!!
    The nxt moment i open my eyes.
    Turn to look at the clock.
    IT IS 11.25pm le.
    ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
    i quickly on my tv.
    Saw Kanda half naked, hair waving in the wind.
    And the nxt moment, it is the ending song le.
    I MISS THE SHOW.
    i fell aslp while reading the notes.
    Super sad de lor.
    My wait for 1 whole wk is disappointed like tat.
    i m so angry tat i went out and started scolding my dad and bro.
    How come they nv call me to watch??
    And their ans is tat they tot tat i m watching in the rm.
    Aiyo, kno me so long still dun kno my pattern meh.
    Normally i watch anime.
    i will always come out to discuss wif them during advertisment de lor.
    So the whole epi ended, and nv saw me coming out.
    They nv tot tat it is weird and wanna check out if i m ok ma??
    i kno tat it is not their fault.
    Bt juz tat i cant believe the fact tat i actually miss the show.
    Sob...sob...
    Then i ended up crying like dun kno wat lor.
    Worst then the time when i watch L -- Change the World lo.
    Tis recent epi r focusing on Kanda.
    Which is my new anime dar dar.
    And he is undergoing a major battle.
    i wanna to be there to cheer him on.
    And i actually miss it.
    i realli hate myself for tat lo.
    Many will think tat i m like a kid.
    Very silly as will cry over missing an epi.
    Bt it is realli very impt to me lor.
    Super sad de.
    Bt ty Amy for trying her best to cheer me up.
    It realli helps.
    It is all my fault.
    If i nv go read tat notes.
    Then i wont fell aslp lo.
    Study and miss out on the date wif my dar dar.
    It is not worth it.
    April 10

    长大了才发现:

    长大了才发现:
     
    世界已不在是黑与白
    充满了很多灰色地带
     
    By Rox
     
    Aft discussing abt life issue wif Xiaojun.
    Suddenly hav the 灵感 to write.
    So come up wif tis 词 like thing.

    Bloody dream

    Bloody dream......
     
    i m at my guardian hse.
    Then i was chase by some gangsters.
    Dun kno y they wanted to kill me.
    Then a few guys come to grab me.
    Trying to drag me somewhere.
    i kno tat i nd to do something abt it.
    If not i will die de lor.
    So i use up all my force and push them away.
    Quickly took out my phone and call Ben for help.
    Me: Ah Ben arh??
    Ben: Yup, u who??
    Me: Me la, Rox.
          i at Taman Jurong. 
          Come and save me quick.
          Some bad guys r aft me.
    Ben: Ok, i send my guys over now.
    i try my best to fend off all the baddies.
    PO PO!!!
    The honk of the car.
    i went out to the corridor to look.
    Waaaaa, 2 car stop at the car park.
    Which one is the baddies, which one is Ben's guys??
    i dun care.
    Go downstairs 1st.
    By the time i rush down.
    i saw 1 of the cars de ppl.
    Heads being cut off.
    Lying flat on the ground.
    Blood splated everywhere.
    Die, if those who r dead r Ben's guys.
    Then i m finish.
    The ppl fr another car called out to me.
    Say they came to save me.
    Waaaaa, heng arh!!!
    So i went into their car and drove off.
    They bought me inside a building.
    Which is supposed to b their head quarters.
    Waaaa, they r aso gangster wor.
    And Ben is their head.
    Ben say i m welcome to stay there as long as i like.
    Since i will b saved there.
    While i m at there.
    Whenever the guys came back fr their tough job.
    i will prepare food and drinks for them.
    There is tis chubby lady who will take care of me.
    Normally when i m wif the guys.
    She will always stand in a corner and watch me.
    Bt one day.
    When no one is wif me.
    She suddenly came and took me tat she is a spy.
    She is trying to kill me.
    Waaaaaa, sly fellow.
    In front of other ppl act like a good person.
    Even if i told the guys wat she told me.
    They aso wont believe de leh.
    Hmmm, i hav to settle tis myself.
    i aso dun kno wat i do la.
    i fight wif her.
    And use a plastic bag to trap her head.
    Until she cannot breathe and die.
    Oh man, tis is bloody shit le.
    i kill someone.
    i nd to destroy her body.
    If not found out then i gonna b jail.
    So i turn her body into bread.
    And stuff all into the plastic bag.
    Hmmm, wat shd i do wif it??
    As i was going to throw away the bag.
    Those guys came back fr their work.
    Hmmm, throwing away the bag does not seems like a full-proof plan.
    In order to destroy every evidence 100%.
    i let them eat the bread.
    As long as they finish eating.
    The lady de body will b gone, in their stomach.
    i even feed them myself lor.
    Wat a disgusting dream.
    Imagine eating a corpse??
    April 09

    who is 大猪???

    Fr Madmad.
    Super funny.
    Tat 88.3 de radio.
    Name 罗志祥 as 大猪.
    Hahaha, 小猪 become 大猪 liao.
    Aiyo, radio DJ dun kno who is 小猪 arh??
    大乌龙 lor.

    Dun like ppl to order me around

    Today is the final presentation/hw for tis sem.
    Bt still got bad things happen to me lo.
    We request fr cher to b the 1st grp to present.
    Coz Esther not feeling well.
    And later got tuition.
    So she nd to go off early.
    Due to the fact tat ours is the 1st grp.
    Then some ppl complain tat the projector is slightly tilted.
    Wanna adjust it.
    Then they say i m the tallest person in clz.
    So i hav to go adjust.
    So i m trying my best to adjust.
    Bt the problem is the projector is secure tightly to the ceiling lo.
    How to adjust???
    i say cant.
    Bt there is tis bloody girl who insist tat it can b turn.
    And keep asking me to use 2 hands to turn it.
    i cant use 2 hands la.
    My shirt short, later 走光 lor.
    Wat the hell!!!
    i most hate is ppl to order me around le.
    Then keep telling me to do tis do tat.
    Think wat arh???
    i m ur slave arh???
    Today mood very bad le.
    Due to bro de problem.
    Still got tis cuckoo girl come provoke me.
    Plus the screen oli slightly titled lo.
    Wont affect the presentation one bit la.
    Adjust adjust adjust!!!
    i so hav the urge to tell her.
    U shorty, u want to adjust.
    Then stand on the bloody chair and adjust urself la.
    Haven start to present then make my mood so bad.
    Somemore i m the 1st speaker.
    Dun kno if i got sound fierce during my speech ma???
    Aft the presentation.
    Coz the presentation is 5 mins for the whole grp.
    Then the bloody girl is supposed to ring the bell on the 3rd and 4th min.
    To inform us tat the time is approaching.
    Ring ring ring.
    She ring once tat i stare at her once.
    Grrrrrrrrr. The pinko. (coz she wearing pink shirt)
    Suddenly got a QnA session.
    Waaaaa, last min decide de lor.
    Then another girl was like picking on some minor problems.
    Xiaojun explain to her le.
    Bt she still not satisfied.
    Then i trying to shoot her tat, no one is perfect la.
    Got some minor mistakes aso cant help it de ma.
    Bt i say til half way.
    Think tat it is not too gd to say it during a presentation.
    So i turn and look at Xiaojun.
    Then Esther and Xiaojun help to round up the qns.
    Stare at the girl, see u still dare to ask ma??
    Got so many things to say.
    Y muz pick our mistake??
    Somemore is a mistake tat we dun think is a mistake lo.
    We find it perfectly ok leh.
    Super pissed lor.
    Then during the pinko's turn to present.
    i dun even want to listen lor.
    Then she like very pro lo, present in English.
    Where everyone present in Chinese.
    Haolian la.
    5 mins, bt she super exceed the time lo.
    The pretty girl in her grp got no time to speak.
    And 5 mins is up le.
    The gd thing is tat cher nv stop the presention halfway.
    Every princess will hav a witch by their side.
    The pretty girl is the princess.
    The shitty pinko is the evil witch.
    Super not fair lo.
    Every grp present abt 5mins.
    Even if exceed is like 1mins.
    Bt she took like 10 mins plus lo.
    So many things to say arh???
    Keep laughing laughing.
    Not FUNNY lo.
    Wat's there to laugh??
    Boot-lick cher too.
    Think boot-lick liao cher will giv u higher marks arh??
    April 08

    成立大会

    Seeing Zun and Yalun cry.
    i aso wanna cry.
    Bt still congrats to their completion of the international fanclub and offical website.
     
      

    i feel so sad for my bro

    Something sad happen today.
    Today my bro is supposed to b going into NS.
    The past few days.
    He had been busy preparing for his NS.
    Training, buying stuffs...etc.
    Yesterday, he even went to the barber to cut botak.
    Coz in NS there cut, hav to Q very long.
    So tis morning.
    Mum went wif him to Chua Chu Kang there.
    By the time i woke up.
    The hse is empty, oli i m at home.
    Abt noon.
    i received a call fr dad.
    Saying tat something happen wif the NS registration.
    He told me tat bro cannot go in.
    And hav to go for checkup or something.
    i aso dun realli understand the matter.
    i try to call mum and bro.
    Bt no one reply.
    Late aftnooon.
    i heard my mum voice.
    When i open the dr.
    i saw my bro.
    HUH?? He shd b inside NS leh.
    Then mum told me tat he cant go in.
    i know tat tis is a serious matter.
    And dun dare to ask anymore.
    So i lock myself inside my rm.
    And hear my bro venting out his frustration outisde.
    When he calm down.
    Then i go and ask my mum abt wat happened.
    Last yr my bro de teacher got TB.
    So everyone in clz hav to go for a checkup.
    Although he is alright.
    Bt bro is given some medicine.
    It acts like a vaccine to prevent him fr getting the disease.
    So today the reason tat he cant go into NS is coz he is on medication.
    Poor bro.
    The past few days everything he did is all for nothing.
    The training, buying new stuffs, learning how to swim...etc.
    He even cut his hair for nothing lor.
    Dinner time.
    Dad knows abt wat happen and try to get us out for dinner.
    Although dad always is fierce.
    He aso trying to show his concern in his own way.
    Bt bro say tat he is too headache to go out.
    In the end, mum still drag him out.
    Stay at home anyhow think aso no use.
    During dinner.
    He sits right in front of me.
    Seeing his botok head.
    And his expression.
    i aso feel very sad tat i wanna cry.
    Coz now he cant go NS.
    Hav to wait for 1 more yr then can go in.
    Aft he finish his medication.
    Plus he nv accept the Poly placement.
    Then for tis 1 yr.
    Wat he can do??
    There is nothing he can do!!!
    Hav to waste 1 whole yr of his life.
    Dun kno he can go apply for Poly now ma.
    Bt Poly lasr wk alr start new term le leh.

    Tis is the 1st time tat i feel so sad for him.
    Although i m not on very gd terms wif him.
    Bt when i think of how 爱美 he is.
    And now he hav to survive wif his botak head.
    i will think how much stress he will hav to face.
    So today i try not to argue wif him.
    i even help him get some fish during dinner.
    Coz he is weak in eating fish la.
    Same like my mum.
    Always dun kno where the meat is.
    Hope he can quickly get over tis soon.
    And continue to move forward.

    Marry again

    Cant believe tat i keep having dreams tat i m getting married.

    1st one is a stranger guy.

    2nd is Yuanchang.

    Now comes a 3rd one.

    Bt tis one is more realistic than the previous 2.

    Coz dun hav those weird happenings tat i normally get in my dreams.

    Dreaming......

     

    Wedding ceremony at the church.

    Then aft the vow.

    Comes the throwing of my hand-held flowers.

    Girls all gathered and trying to catch it.

    Coz it is a myth tat whoever catches it.

    Will become the nxt bride.

    Bt the person who got it is a guy.

    Then at night comes the dinner at a hotel.

    Pri sch frenz half the clz came.

    My lower sec frenz, the WHOLE CLZ came.

    JC frenz who came r those who r close to me.

    Not to b miss, Madmad, Amy, Zean, Ruiqi, Estee, Yinghui...

    Uni frenz definately got Esther and Xiaojun, and a few others.

    Haha, i dun hav many frenz la.

    Bt it is still a great feeling tat my close frenz take the time to turn up.

    Quality is better than Quantity.
    Even though dun hav a large amt of frenz.

    Bt they r the ones who played a very impt part in my life.

    They r there to share my troubles and sadness.

    And to brighten up my days wif beautiful memories and laughter.

    So in such a great day of my life.

    i want them to share my happiness wif me.

    Aft partying, guests left.

    i gav my frenz a hug when they exit.

    Some of my guys frenz drive here.

    So i get them to help me drive my girls frenz home.

    Who r staying in their area.

    My husband and i r supposed to send my frenz who live in Jurong home de.

    Bt then Estee say she nd to go back to Malaysia.

    And she nd to catch a flight.

    Thus, my husband and i offer to send her there.

    So late le, very hard to wait for taxi.

    And she alone i cant 放心.

    Esther and Zhiwen offer to help me send my frenz home.

    Bt due to limted space in a car.

    They send Madmad, Ruiqi who stay near their hse back.

    Then Estee, Amy, Zean, i will send.

    My husband was driving.

    In the car, then i finally saw his face.

    Wearing specs.

    Spikey hair.

    Fit and face a bit chubby.

    Looks honest and mature.

    Juz like those normal office workers.

     

    Is he the one??

    April 07

    Want nxt wk to come soon

    Haiz. T_T
    Again hope is disappointeed again.
    Tis epi aso dun hav Wangzi.
    Arhhhhhhh.
    Bt saw the preview of nxt wk de epi.
    Got Wangzi inside.
    Wish tat tis time the preview is correct.
    i want nxt wk to come soon.
    Wangzi wangzi wangzi.
    Today de epi is the 1st time.
    i m abit angry wif 湘琴(Yuanchang's wife in the show).
    She tend to burden up things i still can accept.
    Bt tis time even hurt Yuanchang.
    Seeing him like tat.
    i aso feel very hurt and sad.
    Luckily he is alright.
    If not i will cry lor.