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August 31 Mum's BdaeYesterday 9pm, received a strange msg.
MYSTERY GAL: hi frenz, can u pls sent me a sms abt ur email add. Fr Carol
ME(dun rem got kno any1 by the name Carol): I dun think i kno any Carol
Still deep in thoughts, Cant b tat Carol fr JSS ba, but i nv even tok to her b4, let alone hav my no.
ME: May1 kno who u r?
MYSTER GAL: The Carol fr the cafe
Haha, i nv even go to any cafe for the pass 6 mths lor "X
ME: I think u got the wrong no. le
......no reply......
1/2 hrs later.....my phone rang...
ME: Hello, May i kno who u r looking for?
WOMAN: Hello, hello? Hello
ME:(cant hear me arh, nd to say so mani times): Ya?
WOMAN: I m calling to ask u come for a job interview.
ME: WRONG NO!!!
Tat's alr the 2nd call job interview call this mth lor. But where got job interview late at night de? Twice aso like like tat. Waaa, OL OT so late arh. Or even not those proper job interviews..... So mani ppl no. the same as mine hah, always receive weird phone calls. Haiz. Mayb i shd change my no. le ba.
Today aft sch went to student lounge to vote for the committee. Then met Rui Qi there. Wa, esther and i r alr late lor and still hav to wait, coz the voting slip and box haven arrive yet. Wat the! The nxt committee shd take note lor. 12 noon say start voting then hav to start on the dot lor, where can ask ppl to wait. Some ppl mayb even rushing 4 clz de lor. Haiz.
The lecturer today like driving the train like tat, keep rushing and rushing. Wa, and we keep writing and writing lor. Write til hand pain le. Moreover in chinese, cant write short form. Then miss out alot of the slides. Wat the!!! He shd giv us the notes for this lor. I write so fast in untidy handwriting aso cant finish copying. Ehheh, copy then i nv listen, listen then nv copy. How can like tat??? Notes will b much more easier, n wont scare of missing any impt pts.
Mum's Birthday is today. Haha, another 冷漠 de Bday. Haha, but mayb better than the 1 my bro hav ba, even though i aso nv wish her Happi Bday. But cant help it la, 19 yrs nv hav the habit of saying, now say feels not right lor. My daddy alr got her a Gucci wallet. Waa, when he tell me i aso shocked.
Daddy: See, Gucci wallet. Nice anot?
ME: ok la, but looks oldie la.
Daddy: Wat la? The pattern like tat de.
ME: I kno. LV some series aso like tat de. but it still look old lor.
Daddy: U dun kno de la
ME: Hey, u got $ to buy the wallet y no $ to pay me back? U still own me $ lor.
Daddy: Wat! tat time u went to dentist, ur TV repair not $ la
ME: But these spenting long long time then 1 time wat
Daddy: Then mummys Bday aso 1 yr once wat
Arhhhh. Cant stand him. always like tat. Haiz, as for me, i juz bought a chocolate Fludge Cake for her. I intend to share wif my bro but he say dun want, coz he very poor le. Anything....nvm lor. Pay myself lor. But i aso broke le. Juz went to get the cake, pay my bills, and i hav oli $7 left. Sobsob.....plz return me my $(those who own me.....haha my family lor) August 30 Crush by liftToday aft my 1st tut of the day, went to take the lift. Then i saw a puddle of puke right at the entrance of the lift. I think it is puke la, if not will b wat? overturn drinks? Luckily there is no smell or i will surely go bonkers as i will feel sick if i think too much of those disgusting stuffs.
Then went to take the bus home. Waited for very long, then there came a pat on my shoulders. It is one of my tut clzmats. Then we chat and exchange no. Hehe, finally make a new frenz le. Learn fr her tat she is learning bike at Bukit Gombak. Cool man, then can ride bike to sch, which is so affordable compare to a car. My bro aso suggest me go get bike licence, but i still feel tat i will not ribe de lo. I pri sch sit b4 on my god bro's bike, woo man, scare the hell out of me when he went for drastic turn. I nearly fell of the bike. Now still scare la and i dun like brasking under the hot sun and shower in the rain. Not my kind of taste la. But hav to admit tat it is realli cool lor. Mayb my bro can go get the licence. Hehe. Moreover, i m 1 tat love racing. The cool turn, drifting, boost r super cool. tat's y car is my 1 and oli choice.
Wat a coincidence, i met madmad on bus 179 for 2 consecutive thurs. Waa, 真有缘分 ah. But dun hav time to chat as she is rushing to sch. So long nv like JC, can everyday see her and my other clicks, realli miss them a lot.
Got a woman living in my block very inconsiderate leh. We r walking down the pavement towards my block. Then i walk faster as i hav mayb longer legs ba, then went to open my letterbox. She was then ahead of me. I quickly lock the letterbox with a " bang" and run to the lift with heavy footsteps. Might b thinking y i make so much noise, juz wanna let her kno tat i m right behind her and want to take the same lift as her la. But, when i step at the entrance of the lift, the dr close, and arhhh. Crush me lor. I hackcare and try to force the dr open wif my arms....y not hands ya...coz my hands r carrying so mani stuffs. My arm pain lor, mayb nxt time i shd bang my letterbox even harder ya.
My 3 hr break i shd b at home slping de, but ended up playing games. Arhh. Bad bad me. Then later went for the super long lect, but i got listen to cher leh. Woohoo, realli cool man. Think nxt time b4 clz, i muz play some games 1st. Stimulater leh. But aso mayb tat today lect quite easy, abt business inputs, outputs and stuffs. Haha. Moreover, cher let us off 1/2 and hrs earlier. Cher, u realli cool. Hope tat everywk u r so gd. Dreaming ba.
Still thinking whether wanna go back to JJC and JSS tml for Teachers' Day. But looks like every1 very busy tml leh. Haiz. Go back alone very sian de. And i m not 1 who get along well wif cher, and nothing to tok abt. Aiya, mayb stay at home lor. Who's knos... August 28 Blur SotongWoo, today Esther and me discuss the stupid assig in the morning. Esther tell me how i shd link the history to the noval, and i m then able to do it. Realli thk Esther, u r a great help!!! Muckz XD. Then i reach sch and rush the assig during tut and hand up aft tat. Woohoo, i m free le, i dun care if i m totally correct or not, it is over and tat's the point. Yippi.
Blur Sotong Actions:
Looks like the assig is gone but not everything is smooth ar. Wat a day!!! August 27 Damn Assig :(Transformation of feelings:
   I m so, so the very irritated now. The new assig is due tml can i still dun kno wat to write. So pathetic!!! Not cant write, is nothing to write. Tat's the worst problem here. I have been thru the notes for 4 times, read the history of Hongkong for over and over again, but i still cant link them both together. Not toking abt interpreting how the author goes abt linking them. I juz cant get tat link la. This is the worst assig tat i hav done b4, totally no idea T_T Worse than the previous one tat i chiong for 10hrs. Who knos wat will happen tml??? I m now so furious tat if any1 step on my tail, i will gonna bash him up. Nv feel so helpless b4. Totally clueless. Is my brain dead or wat? Y cant i juz get tat link? Arhhhhh!!! Sometimes is not wanna u r hardworking anot, it is a matter whether u can do it anot. Once in a blue moon i wanna try to b hardworking, but it is getting the hell out of me. The work juz dont let me do it. Trying to damp my spirits. See wat will happen tml. Gonna discuss wif esther tml morning, hope i can make it in time for the tut and hand the stupid assig smoothly. August 26 Aircon exhaust hot air ::<_>::Waaaa, yesterday night when i gonna into bed, then find tat i cant fell aslp, Kick away my blanklet and keep turning and tossing around. Wat the, i aso tired but cant slp. Kno y??? Coz so hot!!! Arhhhhh. Cant stand it. The stupid aircon dun kno y giv out hot air de. Think warmer than normal rm temperature ba. Sian arh. Wat's wrong? this few wks mani of my appliances become spolit lah. Errrr, is it a joke??? I realli cant slp without the aircon la, used to it le. Then i take my pillow....and stuffs and went to camp at my parents' rm. Haha, hav to slp on the floor. So sad. ::<_>:: But it has been like a yr ago since i last camp there. haha, last time aso same reason, but is coz the aircon make too much noise, and i can oli slp in quiet envionment. The last time camp for abt 2-3 wks b4 the worker able to order a replacement for the roller. Waaa, so long nv slp on the floor, this morning wake up, my bones r gonna break soon, so pain. Then hav to put up wif my dad's snoring and virus. Coz he spread to me his flu la. The virus so pro, few hrs oli then att me le. Haiz. Morning my dad took the trouble to wash the aircon, hope tat tonight i can slp peacefully....in my own bed la August 25 Tv resurrected ^_^Sobsob, i thought tat i can spent the wkends wif my games and shows as i yesterday chiong finish all my assigs. But juz kno tat there is a new assigs tat is due on this coming Mon. Wat the!!! So short notice how to finish. Teachers getting more and more demanding. To think tat i spent so much time to complete the assig, then come another one, nv giv us time to rest. Demand for my rights la, i not slave leh. But complain is complain, i can oli do lor. As i 屈服在老师的威严下. Sad...sad.
Today in class juz learn a new msn shortform term... Guess wat Orz means??? It means 五体投地. Haha, nvm think of it ba. It is the picture of a man kneeling down and putting his head on the floor. Looks carefully and u will see it de. Haha, such fun. It adds new short form terms for me to learn. Not bad leh, this teacher quite update abt such things. very fashion!!! Cool.
Have to really praise myself today. The 6 hrs lect marathon i actually nv slp leh!!! WOOHOO. Rox sure deserve a pat on my shoulder. Hehe. Although i hav to admit tat i was not concentrating thru all the 6hrs, but i hav alr try my best. even though the slp bugs r tempting me to slp, i juz drove them away. So 伟大!!! Juz glad tat i can tahan throughout, even though i m dead tired fr all those assigs yesterday. Way to go man!!! Then nxt time hav to improve on my concentration time le. Hoho.
Today is my bro birthday but ..... nothing happens. My family is so 冷淡，always not much of a celebration and not even a birthday greeting. But i not bad le, at least i gt send him a kawaii birthday sms and even make it an effort to rem. He nv send me a sms on my birthday lor, and i dun think he kno when is my birthday. T_T. He dun hav 人情味 de. Juz hav to tahan wif him, if not, i can consider changing a bro.
Today so happi, coz my Tv is back. Spent the aftnoon to tune the channels and fine tune the graphics, but still not up to my expectation. Coz i super Tv freak, very 'mao' abt graphics, colour and sound system. cant help it lah, better than nothing loh. Then got by VCR recorder connected to it. Luckily all the channels r still in the recorder memory. If not i will hav a hard time to link the Tv to it. But still glad to see everything is back in order and i can bid gdbye to the hard, stiff ancient sofa. Now can lie in my bed comfortably, watching my fav programs. Ya!
August 24 Finally clear all my assigsYippi!!! I finally finish the stupid, tedious assigments le. So happy tat no words can describe my feelings. Woo, so long tat i ever do work for so mani hrs non stop. Today, i start doing the assigs at abt 1.30 and clear it at abt 10.10. Woo, i stare at the com for so mani hrs til my eyes wanna spoilt le. At the end, i dun care whether my ans is correct or make sense and i juz type in wat i think the ans shd b. hav to type all the chinese words one by one, realli take a lot of time of me. If i too cautius abt the ans, i dun think i am able to hand in by the dateline. But anywhere, handed up le so dun think too much abt it. Bcoz of this assigs, i miss the 5566 show tonight. Wat the. Sch realli sux!!! Now shd go see 'my lovely samsoon' and hav a gd night rest. Tml early in the morning but 6 hrs lect marathon. Dun kno if i tahan throughout all the lects. Who knos, mayb i will fall alsp in between. haha. Sweet dreams ROX! Yester server lag, now then post yester blogThe busy Wed has arrived. i got 3 lessons today and there r 2-3 hrs of break in between. Then i went back home for each break. Tired fr travelling la. When i went home during the 1st break, my bro still at home ya.
Bro: Wa, so early come back le. 1 hr study wat. Like nv study leh, waste $
Me: Later i still hav to go back.
Bro: Then dun come back la. Take bus waste $ leh.
Me: But i nd to come back eat lunch and rest.
Bro: canteen eat la, cheaper.
Me: cant la, not nice
Bro: Scold the storeowner la, can giv better food anot?
Me: (dun reply to his stupid comment, having lunch)
Bro: (walking here and there chatting wif me abt the upcoming subaru race, new games...)
Me: U today no nd to go to sch meh? Wat time?
Bro: 12.30
Me: (looking at the clock and it shows 11.45)
Bro: oh shit, i will b late, i haven bath, style my hair.....
Me; Weird fellow
Today i had bathed for 4 times. Think i have wasted too much water and electricity, gonna got scolding fr my dad le. But cant help it la. come back fr sch how can dun bath, cant stand the sweaty feeling lah. Today the 1st 2 tuts r ok. I can say tat i did listen to wat the teacher was toking abt but did not really understand all. Die la, then i cant do the assig le. The date line is tml night. Haiz. Then at 5.30, here comes my HR management lect. 3Hrs!!! i thought i can last thru the lect juz like i did last wk but NOP!!! i cant seem to focus on wat he is toking abt, except the jokes. Then i m like spirited away la, drop my files and it came falling apart, later drop my pencil. Then realised a strange thing. My mechanical pencil dun have the small eraser at the end. How come arh??? i aso dun kno le. I check my pencil case, found nothing. Then Esther remind me tat mayb i bought the time it alr dun hav the eraser le. Huh, i so blur, buy tat time nv check. But who will thought tat a new pencil dun hav an eraser. Sob...sob T_T Then i can oli put 1 lead at a time if not the extra one will fall out fr the back. Arrrrr, cant believe i make this stupid mistake.
Now have to go chiong my assig due tml. Jia you ba!!! August 22 Dentist TimeToday my dad and I r free so we(or actually is him of course) carry my cute Tv down for repair. When we reach there, the dr is lock, and the metal shatter(dun kno if spell correct) is down. Wat the!!! Then my dad call the person and he say he will oli come in the aftnoon, and told us to leave the Tv outside his shop.
I exclaimed: "Huh, wat if stolen."
Dad: No ppl want de la.
ME: but ppl can steal and sell to garang guni aso got $10 le.
Dad: stolen aso cant help it. I m not going to waste my time here. i gonna work.
ME: Anything la. If stolen ask the ppl to pay us the $ back. If not, then u will hav to buy a new one.
Dad: ur head...
Haiz, hav to risk it la. Hope tat it can b back to health again...
Aft tat, i went to dentist. My old frenz will kno tat i hate dentist the most. They r so scary. This time i really took all the courage in me to actually request the trip there. Then it is washing time, GGggg, Arrrrr.... Haha, once i lie down on the chair, my body bcome stiff, and my hands r clenching wif all the str i got, my face twisted and eyes shut. Woohoo, tat's quite an experience. For 20mins, i m living the hell of me. I kept thinking: When will it b over? can b more gentle? I stare at the equipments when she change one aft another, one look more scary then the previous one. Arhhhhh. Who can save me??? Finally, the last part of the washing time, using the rotatable brush to wash my teeth for me, tat's when i m able to relax le. Puu!!! Then of i go....bt i m happy tat it is not as painful as the past times. but now the problem is my back and hands r aching, i think i m hav been to nervours tat i harden by body for the past 20 mins and clench my fist til they gonna break. still got half a yr more to withstand the nxt torture. Hehe August 21 Got a new wallet le XDArhhh. Today i dun have enu slp la. Coz the whole nitez gastric pain, mayb coz the previous day i ate too much chilli le. Haiz. then today early in the morning my stupid bro tok so loud til he wake me up. Wanna kill him lah. My mum say he nervous abt the trip to the 'cheng mai', somewhere in Thailand. When the 1st time i heard abt his sch trip there, i told him not to go as he cant really take care of himself and the envionment there is not tat gd. Moreover, he nd to go there for a total of 14 days. Then he so stubborn and scolded me for being busybody. Fine then. I wash my hands of it. Then yesterday, he say tat he wanna back out of the sch trip and he doesn't feel like going le. Wat the, so 三心二意, hopeless lah. Then he today nervous abt how to reject the offer as his teacher alr key in the family members profiles, buy the insurance, booking for the ticket...etc. Now then say dun want to go, i aso dun kno wat to do wif him la. Not my problem, who ask him to scold me. :P
Sobsob, my wallet 破洞 le, sian arh, have to waste $ le. Broke liao lah. Then got myself one which looks simple and plain, coz i dun like too over decorated stuffs. But actually, i got a new one which haven use yet, i intend to use it de, but find tat the card compartment is too small, cant contain all my cards. Then hav to buy one more lor.
Today went to HSS library to borrow the stupid dict for my hw. When i took the bk off the shelf, then a thought flash thru my mind: so heavy??? Tat ime i borrow not so heavy de... I ignore it and then borrow it home. Juz now when i wanna do my work, then i realised tat the dict is 2nd series part 1 and 2. Wat the!!! I intend to borrow the 1st series part 1 and part 2. Haiz. I try my luck to go thru the dict to see the words i wanna find is inside, conculsion: NO, NO, NO!!! I 无缘无故 borrow the useless bks home. Arhhhh. Carry til my shoulder wanna go on strike le. dun kno y aft go to uni then suddenly bcome so blur de. OMG, age is catching up. August 20 Finally can upload song le ^_^OMG, i spent a total of 7 hrs then finally able to upload the song onto my spaces. Hav to learn to put on the media player on my space, find a upload website, then upload the song on the web, get the URL then can put on my blog. Haiz, tedious work lah. The stupid part is tat the upload website cant recognize chinese songs title la, then i spent most of the time to figure out wat went wrong. Then decided not to put the original chinese song tat i intended to put, 再见 by 李玖哲. His songs r super nice. Then put other songs then can le. Wat the. Use up so much time. But it's quite worth it as my knowledge on coms increase la. haha, i m quite a com idiot la, cant help it but i m oli skill to use it play games oli not others. I m so happy, feeling the accomplishment. Cool, man!!! Long time dun have this kind of 满足感le. Really so 满足, 满足, 满足!!!
Finally, it is done le. Then can concentrate on my sch work le. The timetable seems slack but the amt of work tat i receive is not true lor. Mayb coz i fell aslp during lect tat's y i cant rem got a assig to do Die la. Today go edventure to check, got 2 assigs to b due this thurs and fri and got small hw, nd to read the notes and prepared for the tut disscussion. This time really die la, got so much to do in such a short time. But who to blame, oli myself as i too slack the previous wk. Now really muz chiong le. CHARGE!!! I even giv up the wkend game play time to read the notes leh. But still cant finish, coz the notes very sian and reading a few pages makes me slpy alr. Then writing down impt notes then turn to started drawing on the paper. Juz cant keep all my mind on the work la. Haiz. HELP!!! I think i hav to walk a step at a time. I have alr finish reading the notes nded for tml tut le, now oli nd to think abt the chiem Qns abt the writer and reader relations stuffs. Then tml hav to do start doing my assigs le. If not no marks to get. T_T August 19 GatheringEvery1 is all busy wif their work and sch tat there is left no time for family to get together. Normally, families tend to drift further apart. Time is nded in put in to maintain relationship and needs patience to make it flourish.
Tonight, my uncle organise a gathering and allow us to chat over dinner. There is a total of 16 ppl. My mum feels tat it mayb a celebration for my small grand auntie's birthdae, tat's y her son suggest it. Surprised. We went to Novena Square's House of Hunan for dinner. The decoration is consider chinese orientated, wif dark reddish brown table and chairs and mani chinese painting hang in the store for the inducing of the chinese culture. The dishes there r fresh to me as i m the 1st time tasting Hunan's food. However, it suits my taste as all the dishes r spicy wif lots of chilli. Woo hoo, cool man as i m one tat love strong flavour and spicy food. Juz love it man. It is aso the 1st time tat i m eating frog and feer meat. The deer meat is simply fantastic, it totally absorb the flavour of the sauce and the timing of cooking is perfect which makes the meat juz as tender. As for the frog meat, i feel tat it taste like the comination of chicken and scallop, and i m not quite used to it but it taste ok for me. It is quite a great experience to taste other country's food. I hope to b able to go there again but i think will not b in the near future as it really cost a bomb. Hehe, hav to pay for gd food wat. Once in a blue moon and it is worth it lo. ^_^
Any1 who r in love wif spicy food, can go and try it there. It will sure b a shiok.
Seems like a peaceful day but...Yesterday was Friday which is the best day of the wk as it marks the arrival of the wkend. Hohoho. Spending these 2 wks with Esther, a new frenz which i make it NTU, it really change my life quite a lot. Although i had known her during JC, but we nv tok to each other b4 as our classes r side by side. I m juz a normal, boring student whose life is juz like every1 begin a routine and nothing interesting. However, begin wif Esther, she is cute, funny, sometimes a bit blur blur one which makes ppl wanna always look out of her. On the other hand, she is aso can be very independent, and aso help me quite a lot in the new uni life. She is a great frenz to make. She really fills my life with more interesting events which r worth reminising.
Today, which seems like a peaceful lect day, apart fr tat the 2 lects r boring tat i juz hack care and put my head on the table to slp. Then aft tat, we were on our home. Then i commented: Today is a normal day. So peaceful. Then Esther agreed wif me and " aaaaa". she nearly trip and fall. Woo, my mouth really so suai, say wat happen wat. haiz. Y dun i see tat when i say today i wont win the Toto and come out getting the 1st prize. Haiz ya. nxt time better hav to keep quiet on such things if not dun kno wat suai thing will happy again.
Today my bro went on a leadership camp at a Old Folk's Home. Weird right? Go to disturb the old ppl for wat with their shouts and noise. Haiz. Something dun kno wat their teacher r thinking abt. It is quite boring without my bro even for 1 day, no one to quarrel wif, no 1 to joke and play wif. On the other hand, he is coming back this aftnoon, and seeing him makes me Eeee. hav to tahan his nosensical Qns . haiz. dun kno if i really miss him anot. August 17 Tedious and tired dayToday went to class early and on out way up the lift, an angmoh was taking the same lift as us who has juz finish cycling and was bath in sweat. Cool hor, so early go excerise leh. Hardcore. If i can b like him so determined, i think i m now the same weight as when i m in sec sch le. The chinese lect is not quite bad and i realised tat i m able to catch quite a lot abt wat the teacher say. Not bad ya. Hehe, once in a blue moon i can b hardworking too. But during the lect, i received a bad and gd news ya. The bad news is tat nxt thursday is NTU Union Day and there will b no class fr 10.30 to 2.30 pm. Cool man. That wat i call the greatest news of the wk. But the problem is tat my teacher say tat we will b shifting our lesson 1 hr earlier so tat we can hav our full 2 hrs lect. Huhhh. Sobsob. Today i find tat teacher is quite a funny and humourous guy, wif a 3/7 hair parting and quite a baby face. He even say tat all he normally will arrange our seniors lesson in the morning 8.30am if possible. Woohoo, i think he really love to feed on worms lah. Coz 早起的鸟儿有虫吃. haha.
Aft lesson, Esther, Xiaojun and me walk fr the north spine to the south spine to reach the Faculty of Communication Studies, ya, tat oulu place loh. But this time mayb due to the previous encounter, we reach it quite early and able to sit down for 10mins to have some snacks ya. But for me 2 bread hav to last for a 3 hrs lect, it is asking for the impossible. More close frenz will kno tat i will get hungry every 2-3 hrs tat y u can find me always eating and my usual spot in JC is the canteen . Hoho. Cant help lah, dun kno y my digetive system so fast de. If can, i aso dun want to b like tat, eat more gain more leh.
The boring lesson start le. Woohoo, as expected, it is similar to last wk, as equal boring. I totally cant focus on wat the lecturer say and keep moving my eyes around to spy on wat other or doing. Ppl r dozing off, playing lame games using their labtop, smsing... but for me, i juz take out a fantasy noval and read lor. It is more interesting then the boring teacher. 1 and a half hr later, the teacher gav us a break. Looking at my watch, wat the, still got another 1 and half hr to go. Cannot make it lah. Goona pon, escape fr the dungeon and feel the freedom!!! Then Esther and I decided to go to the student Affairs Office to get our ready Ez-link card. Looking at the stupid map, It is located out of the way. We try to make our way thru and then saw a long...long stairscase leading up the 'mountain'. Sian arh. Looking at the picture below, u can see how high we r and can imagine how long the stairs r. Endless... Finally we reach the Student Services Centre Which the Student Affairs Office is located at the 5th and 6th lv. Luckily got lift. Coz i think i hav climb enu stairs for today. On our way down, Esther went to count the stairs, a total of 105 steps. Whoo. I think i m not going to the Student Services Centre without any impt event ever again in the 4 yrs in NTU. Then we finally bid gdbye to the endless stairs and walk towards the bus stop, at quite a distance, we saw the 179 alr at the bus stop. Then we ran to catch the bus of course. on an empty stomach. Sobsob. Then on the bus, dun kno where the bus driver wanna rush to, dive so fast then brake, and i spill the water on me when i drinking it. Wat the!!! The bus company shd reflect on the driver skills and attitute la. everytime drive so fast and brake, adding onto the steep slopes in NTU, they r making a hell out of our lives.
A stop b4 JP is Esther home, but she forget to press the bell. Poor thing, she has to walk all the way home fr JP under the scorching sun. I think tat she did not notice to press the bell as there is a woman who is getting ready to exit the bus and is standing in fr of her. But who knos, the woman is getting off at JP. So fast stand up so kiasu. Haiz. Then i bid Esther gd bye and went to JP to hav my lunch. Hungry ya. Then i saw a 40-50 plus man, able bodied asking $ fr a woman outside Breadtalk. Huh, i toking asking for $ fr other is wrong and can b punished by law. I hav aso saw mani of this kind in food courts and market asking $ fr ppl. Haiz. Wat have the world become.
Today make a big discovery. Normally amg my frenz, i m the one who can tok dialect the most and able to converse in it well. Then my frenz joke tat they r dialect kindergarden and i m fr dialect uni. Today when i heard Esther speak in teachew, cool, she is so fluent and i joke tat she is getting a dialect MBA. Cool, mani of the frenz i kno cant even speak, but she can speak so fluently. I muz look up to her and polish by own dialect. haha, hoping 1 day i can too, b as fluent. August 16 A busy dayWoohoo, today the tut is so early 9.30am. today i got up extra early by 1 hr and went out to get myself breakfast. Haiz. Early in the morning, the station so crowded, no oxygen le lah!!! Aft eating, i get myself dress and everything and went out. Guess wat? the bus is so full and it is a single deck de. Wat the! When i was reluntantly walking towards the stupid bus, there is another double decker one behind. Hoo, wat luck! But then, every1 in tat long...long line began rushing for it. "X
Finally reach sch le, but still late lah. If i had known, so early wake up for wat, aso late wat. Then we started intro, but not wat every1 thinks abt giving ur name, hobbies...etc. the teacher ask urs abt wat is our dominion language and y we choose tat course. Huh. Even more surprised to kno tat there r mani malaysian in my tut grp aft their intro---can guess fr their accent. Their chinese muz b very pro as they all study in chinese speaking sch. I sure lose out de ya. my chinese not very gd leh, teacher always complain abt my spelling, i juz cant get my chinese words right lah. Habit or lazy, i aso dun kno. Originate fr mani yrs back and cant seem to trace le. During the lesson, i kept looking at my watch and irritated to realise tat time is seeping off slower than i can imagine. tick-tock...tick-tock, the sound of the sec hand is ringing inside me. Somemore, dun kno where got a sound like siren and keep sounding thru out the lesson, so distractive.
Finally, the longawaited time strike. Happily i set off to the free access lab to get wat ever notes tat nd to b printed. Then went to the library to return the special dict tat i borrow. Toking abt the dict, guess wat, there r empty pages in it. No content. i thought tat it may juz b and empty pages but when i turn to look front and back...woohoo...missing info. lousy bk. When i got everything done, thought of going to get my ezlink card fr the student affairs office. When i took out the map and scan for the location, i get tat thought out of my mind. So far fr the bustop and hav to walk a great deal. No time le, coz hav to meet my frenz, go get it on a later date ba. haha, juz giving myself an excuse.
Today, i m suppose to meet my frenz Li Hui for lunch. The Li Hui fr JSS, ya, have to specify as i kno more than 1 Li Hui ya. Then i arrived early by half and hr, have to pass time. I went to pay my Hp and broadband bills T_T poor thing, these r all my $. Sad right. my dad say he nv use the internet de, so it is reasonable for me to pay for it. Wat the!!! Ya, then went to shop around the VCD shop. Saw the naruto movie but it cost $20. Not worth for a 2 hrs(estimated) movie ba, later wait til price drop then buy.
Finally, Li Hui arrived. I went to meet her outside the foodcourt and i think she cant recognized me. mayb bcoz we abt 2 yrs nv see le ba. I walked up to her and call... I ask her abt recognizing me, she say tat i looked a bit 'qiao cui', looking tired and stress out. She aso say i lost the red rosy cheeks which is my signboard when i m in sch ya. My senior always like to call me red apple as my cheeks r always red de. but now look like paper. So poor thing. Sch is really sucking the life out of me. Scary arh. Then we sit down and chat abt current and past events over lunch. It is sure fun and able to get to kno more abt her life. But dun kno y today the lunch no crowd de. We r able to sit for 3 hrs and i hav to leave as i have a lect at 5.30. Ya, nd to giv me time to rest and prepare for it.
I went home and bath(2nd time le) and went to read a fantasy bk. These past 2 wks almost everyday go sch and got lots of things to do, making me uable to read my bk. Datedue coming soon and i still got 4 more bks to go. Haiz, have to jia you le. However, today so early wake up, so tired tat i feel slpy half and hr later and went to slp. I woke up at 4pm and got a msg fr Esther tat there is a notes to print which is to b use later. Wat the! the teacher trying to b funny arh. This morning i at free access lab nv upload, last minute then upload, wat the!! Trying to b funny arh. They really hav to b more considerate ya. Wat can i do, hav to go down early to get them print lah. Then the funny thing is the lect nv use the notes thru out leh. Eeee, so irritated. cant stand it. But i feel tat the lect is not as boring or slp-induced as the previous one tat i hav been b4. Not bad lah. The lecturer got the humour de. Ya, tat's y trying to b funny by giving the notes late ya. But dun kno y mani ppl left the LT halfway thru. I feel quite bad for the lecturer. It muz b heartaching. Then there is a guyz in fr of me who went out to take a breather. Then he came back wif smoky aura. Mayb he cant tahan and went out to get a puff to stimulate himself. The best thing abt today is tat the long and tedious 3 hrs lect is off early. Yahoo. Time to go home and slack le. The campus at night look scary and i m really a no guts, if i m all alone, i will surely freak out. August 15 911 widow grief turns to spendingJuz now juz watch a variety show call " The Oprah Winfrey Show". Today the VIP is a widow who lost her husband in the 911 incident. More than 300 ppl die in tat crash but y is she so special? Coz she received a sum of abt 4.2 mil of victims' family funds and she got a great spending appetite. Fr the footage taken fr earlier, she spent on the full renovation of the kitchen, new furniture, 20k pool table, big size pool, new sports court, fencing around the house, more than 300 pairs of designer shoes, bags and mani more. This incident had hit the newspaper and caused a great stir among the public.
I find it quite a sad thing as her life is blown up together wif the building. Her soul has a hole tat nded to b mend. She is oli trying to use all those material happiness to try to get rid of sadness fr her heart. However, i dun agree wif this kind of spending as if i hav that much $, i will not waste it like tat. But oli she is able to feel the deep pain in losing a soulmate, a lifetime partner, a frenz, a family member. I would rather not face this kind of feeling even in my life, coz i reeally love my family even if i always scold my bro and cursed him, nv even say 'i love u' to my parents, not even a hug. But i kno, deep in my heart and everyone else, love is hard to say and is seal deep inside our soul. right now i m typing this, tears is containing in my eyes. Haiz. i m too emotional.
As the show aired in S'pore is adt a few yrs, but i hope tat she is able to walk out of the trauma and lived for her sake and her 3 lovely chindren too. Tat's wat her husband wanna best too, juz like the last call she heard fr her husband : I love u. Take care of the kids.
And to every1 who had read this, now is the time to realised how much u love ur family, better late than nv. Bad DayHaiz today have to go to sch. I think i yesterday too happy and proud tat today i got no lesson ya. Then this morning i received a email fr my tut grp classmate saying tat she has help me print out the tut notes tat is nded tml and i m to go and collect fr her so tat i m able to read and prepared for the lesson tml. haha. Sch time. Anyway, today my date wif my dad is off ya. (If wanna kno y read 3rd para.) But luckily tat she help all of us to print and even waited for us to pass the notes to us. Thk. u r a great person. I m not mad but juz some frustration tat today is not my day. Somemore, this morning rained so heavily and i dun kno, then nv close my rm's window. Guess wat. All wet!!! Shit lah, i shd hav pay more attention but i was in my bro enclosed rm how i kno rain lah. sound proof leh.
On my way to sch today, saw quite a view ya. The rain is pouring like FOC, and there is a car near my house tat is motionless. There r 4 men standing in the rain wif 2 umbrellas in hand. I m so curious tat i turn to take a closer look. Wat! one of the tyre is MIA(missing in action). haha. Wat a weird sight. dun kno whether it is tyre no air or wat. but if no air, can change tyre wat. haiz. dun kno wat is going on
Actually today i m supposed to go wif my dad to get my dying Tv over for repair. But wat happens!!! It started raining heavily and lasted quite a long time yah. How to carry the TV out. Sure spolit de. Haiz. Moreover tml my lect til 8.30 pm and i gonna miss 格斗天王 show starring 5566. And the worse thing is tat my Tv breaks down i cant recorder it down. Wat the! Haiz. Sian arh. Hope tat my Tv resurrect soon. Yesterday i watch TV in the living rm the whole night and it is killing me ya. I juz dun like to sit on my sofa, or u can called it wooden chair. The stupid sofa is make fr ancient wood and it is making me backache, shoulderache, neckache....so mani more. Hooooo, I miss u, my cute Tv. August 14 Day of 1st TutToday is the 1st tut day, i was looking forward to see wat kind of surrounding the tut will b like. Much unexpected. I thought it is like normal high sch class where the teacher teaches and the students listen... now the uni tut is like a frenz to frenz convesation. The teacher intro himself as 'Kaide' and told us tat he 2 yrs ago was studying in ntu for further studies. Then now he is working past time as our tut teacher and aso a reporter. He started off by breaking down the teacher and student barrier but telling us not to call him teacher. He say the previous batch call him 'lao da' meaning chief. Not not bad and cool too. The atmosphere of the tut is not bad as mani of the classmates r very open to giv their views and discussion was very informative. However, the notes r quite chim and i dun understand quite a lot. Haiz. hav to catch up le ad mani ppl fr my class very pro leh. Hear the way they speak i kno leh. So powerful in the language.
Today went to get the notes printed but find tat some of the coms in free access lab r unable to go in edventure. Wat the!!! I think it is time those com technique shd go check those coms out.
Juz explore the Hss library. Nd to find the special dictionary for my hw. The books r like hills and i juz oli kno the title and publisher. T_T how to find. Arh!!! Luckily, esther pick out a bk fr the shelfs and tat's it. ya. It is the dict tat i wanna find. Cool man! Then esther have to go for her tut class le and i stay behind to do the work. My thoughts: work..work..hungry..food! Cant concentrate lah. My stomach is groaning. So embaressed to say but it is very common. It is another kind of nature call, calling me to go eat lah. Then i pack up my belonging and off i go to get myself something to eat and to comfort my groaning stomach. As for the dicts, i juz borrow them home to do the work lor. Who knos, i juz do abt 2 qns then i felt so slpy tat i fell into my warm bed and slp ya. Woke up hrs later then Oo, it's night time le. Oh man. How i gonna slp tonight aft so mani hrs of slp??? Luckily tml no sch. hehe.  August 13 A part of my life is deadToday is so stupid suay!!! I woke up at abt 8 plus and get ready to go to my aunt's hse. B4 tat, i wanna to key in a timer recorder to record down my fav anime on kids central--- Gundam Seed Destiny--- but i feel tat there is something weird abt my cute TV when i sit down in front of it. I cant seem to pin pt any specific faults but i kno something doesn't look right. I try to put the sudden flash of thoughts away and took the remote control and push 'ON'......shocked......nothings came abt..no sound, no graphics. WAT!!! I cant believe wat is happening. The 1st thing tat come to my mind is tat the batteries in the remote is weak, so i went to find 2 batteries with hope in me. i happily put the batteries in and press...still nothing. It is really getting on my nerves!!! The flame is burning rapidly inside me. Then i stare at the TV set and look... to my dismay, i found the weird thing abt my TV le. The pale red standby light is not shining. OMG! Now tat i realised tat my TV is really dead T_T i cant watch my programms sob sob. Normal ppl will think tat it is funny for me to so mad abt a TV set but it has been a very important part of my life ever seen the earliest part of my memories. Soon young, both of my parents r busy working and had no time to accompany my bro and i. tat's y we miss out on mani things where family members do together like cycling, swimming...etc. The oli companion is the TV where there is endless series of programs for me to watch when i m bored. It is my entertainer, my frenz, my life. As the yrs goes by, i find it hard to stop watching even for 1 day. It will get me irritated if i m away fr it. So the breakdown of my TV is devastating my day. Haiz. today is really not the day for me. T_T Somemore tml have to go to sch arh. hope tat i can get a new TV set soon to b resurrect. August 12 The 1st wk of schThe 1st wk of sch is finally over. Begin so slack for the past half a yr, the new routine of going to sch is getting the hell out of me T_T as the 1st wk is not my wk. Sob...sob.
Monday begin the 1st day is starting of all my sufferings, my tut class starts at 2.30pm, but i dont feel so gd abt it. I felt tat without lect, wat can we do during tut?? Weird. when i was busy passing time, esther, my new frenz, msg me telling me abt the notes tat hav to b printed. OMG. i dun even kno abt it, plus my printer is not working for yrs. Luckily, esther informed me abt. Thk gal XD. We then meet early to go to sch to get all those troublesome notes printed at the NBS free access lab. A thk to esther's senior for leading the way. Finally, the stuffs nded for the coming tut r ready. Then we went to fiind my tut rm and esther went home as her class is 2 hrs later. but the funny thing is tat when i went in, the class is not having the right subject tat i supposed to attend. HUH! At my wits' end, i gave esther a call. Luckily she haven left the campus. Then we tried to ask around but to no avail. Then esther saw a student coming out of the tut rm and went to ask him/her wat lesson were they haven. post graduate something(cant rem). Wat the. Then we found our course secretary no. and call. To our surprise, she told us tat the 1st wk of sch there is no tut class unless stated by teacher. T_T
Tuesday there is no sch. Yippi!!! Slacking time...
Wednesday is national day. Woohoo!!! Another day to slack
Thursday have to go to sch T_T. oli tertiary sector have to attend lesson, other pri, sec, jc students r having their public hols. not fair! Sch start at 9.30 and i have a hard time looking for the LT. Sch too big la. Have to walk so far with an empty stomach. Sufferings :( the consequence is of course late la. the lesson is sort of boring, toking abt the exam hrs, questions and intro of the course. it is making me slpy lah. Cant the prof juz start his lesson. haiz. Aft the class, we went to the library to get the notes for the elective course tat i take. Woo, the library is flooded wif ppl. We Q 4 abt half an hrs b4 getting the notes. The nxt lesson is at CS-LT1 which start now. We rush to LT1 and realized tat they r having HR management course. WRONG seh. We asked around abt no 1 seems to kno abt the CSLT1 ya. Standing atthe dead end, we decided to go to them faculty of communication studies(CS) to try our luck. it is 2 bus stop away fr where we were. and the bus is flooded with students too. nothing is going on the right track. T_T when we reach there, we r walking round in circles in a lab like building. sob..sob. Finally, we found the right place for the class but we r abt 1 hr late leh. Haiz. tat's still ok but the course is so boring, or can say tat the course is too abstract and i dun understand a bit. The funny thing is tat prof let us off early by 1 hr. Wat the. If i have known, i will not turn up. Juz pon better ba. I decided to drop this course but the problem is tat other courses r all full and i guess tat i hav to tahan till the end of the semester. Sad arh. We r even given a project like thing to do and present it, i dun even understand how to do la. Who can save me???
Friday: Today the class is so early 8.30 leh. The morning crowd is scary, The Q for the bus continues til abt the MRT. Woo, i bet it is the longest Q in the terminal ba. Today is a long 4 hr lect by 2 profs. the same feeling...sian loh! but the 2nd prof is quite funny and he somehow able to drive my slpy bugs away. Oli a little ba. having endure the hard lesson, the time to go home has arrived. so early can go home le. yahoo. cant wait to get home and slp ya. these whole i cant get to slp well, mayb bcoz i m too untight abt the new sch environment ba. my close frenz will kno ya, tat i will tend to have insomia when i m too stress up. hope tat the wkend dun end so soon. I hate to see tat nxt wk is arriving soon T_T. have to really enjoy my wkend to the fullest to make up for my pathetic wk |
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